Chapter 38: Open Your Heart
Si Hengjin walked out of the room after sending Old Man Yin back to the room to rest, and saw Yu Ying standing not far away, and her eyes were full of disgust and disdain when she saw herself.
In fact, Si Hengjin is longer than Yu Yang and Yu Ying, Yu Ying is a native of Su County, she is delicate and pretty, and her posture is graceful, and it is not difficult to understand that Yin Xuming does not hesitate to be the enemy of everyone for her.
Si Hengjin walked in front of her, Yu Ying immediately raised her hand and wanted to slap him, but this time Si Hengjin grabbed her as she wanted, and Yu Ying immediately said angrily: "Why do you want to rebel?"
"I just wanted to remind you that Grandpa is a light sleeper. If you wake him up and let him find out that you haven't left, even if you have Yin Xuming to protect you, I'm afraid it won't help. β
"How dare you threaten me. Yu Ying said viciously. "I said I was a reminder that you can continue. After saying that, he let go of Yu Ying's hand.
Yu Ying looked at him, put down her hand, straightened her body, and said, "I want you to go and tell your dad to bring Yang Yang when he worships his ancestors, or you can change it with Yang Yang." The righteous words she said did not take into account Si Hengjin's feelings at all.
Si Hengjin smiled and said: "I don't have the final say on the matter of ancestor worship, even if I have the final say on ancestor worship, I can only go to the Yin family's main lineage." β
"What do you mean by that, I'm not talking to you right now, I'm informing you. Besides, what are you, why can you go to Yang Yang and not go. Saying this in the most sarcastic tone, Yu Ying felt that this was the only way to speak.
Si Hengjin smiled sadly and said the words that he had been puzzled about since he was a child: "What am I? What am I? I also want to ask you, what am I in your hearts?"
Snorted coldly and Yu Ying said: "Burdensome, troublesome, painful, garbage, what else do you want to hear, but I will definitely not let you be born if you have the slightest chance." β
The answer he heard was no different from what he was in his heart, but these words came out of Yu Ying's mouth like ice stabbing on his heart in the depths of winter, the cold taste made his pain almost disappear, but life was passing little by little. The cold makes people ignore its existence, but as long as you deliberately touch it, it hurts to the bone.
Si Hengjin didn't want to continue to entangle with her, he staggered outside, regardless of the people who were still roaring behind him, he didn't want to stay in this place, everything here made him suffocate and suffer.
When Li Shuoxi arrived at Si Hengjin's residence, it was almost twelve o'clock. She took the key and opened the door and saw Si Hengjin sitting alone in the living room, and there was only one light turned on in the living room. Si Hengjin's whole person was shrouded in darkness, Li Shuoxi inexplicably felt that this occasion was very familiar, it seemed that as long as Si Hengjin was alone, he would always be like this, and he would not turn on the light in the room, which was not a good habit.
When Li Shuoxi opened the door, Si Hengjin heard the voice. Li Shuoxi didn't bother to turn on the light, and walked up to him in a few steps and was just about to ask, when Si Hengjin hugged her.
For Si Hengjin's behavior of moving her hands and feet at every turn, Li Shuoxi was helpless and angry, and she said in a cold tone: "Let go." Si Hengjin's action of hugging her stiffened, seeing that Si Hengjin was still holding herself, Li Shuoxi wanted to push him away while he was not paying attention, but she suddenly felt a wet feeling on her neck, and her movements stopped.
Si Hengjin only hugged her for a while before letting go of her and asked, "Aren't you in the old mansion of the Lou family?" "I don't want to talk about what happened at all.
Li Shuoxi looked at the hand that was still tightly on her waist, motioned for him to take it away and separated some distance from him, and said, "I'm worried about you, so come back and take a look." I don't know why Li Shuoxi looked at him so gloomy and decadent, so she said what Si Hengjin wanted to hear, although this was her original intention, but if she had been in normal times, she would not have said it so bluntly, but found all kinds of excuses to cover up her purpose.
"Okay, tell me what's going on today. Li Shuoxi felt that today's Si Hengjin was very different, there was a kind of despair that could not be concealed from him, she realized that she might not let it go on like this, and there were some things that she had to say clearly in order to better help him.
Seeing Li Shuoxi's serious appearance, Si Hengjin thought about it and touched his nose and said, "Do you remember how we met?"
Li Shuoxi had discussed these things with Si Hengjin a long time ago when he was in Lanting No. 1 Middle School, and she didn't remember everything about the past between the two of them, she didn't know why he mentioned it now or shook his head.
"Yu Ying left me to Yin Xuming after giving birth to me, and then Yin Xuming thought I was annoyed and gave me to an old housekeeper of the Yin family before, who lived near the old mansion of the Lou family, so I could see you when you were young. β
"Well, then what? What does that have to do with you today. Li Shuoxi then asked.
Si Hengjin pursed her lips tightly, it seemed that she couldn't escape today, so she pulled Li Shuoxi to sit on the sofa and said: " After I realized that I was different from other people and had no parents, slowly I also knew my background, at that time, I wanted to see my biological parents like many children, I worked very hard and finally asked for Yuying's address in the mouth of the old housekeeper, because the old housekeeper didn't want to disturb Yin Xuming, so he only told me Yuying's address, I remember that I took all my things at that time, walking alone on a strange street, but I knew an address at No. 130 South Street, Happiness District. β
A small figure appeared in Li Shuoxi's mind, carrying all his belongings and asking where everyone's happiness zone was, "Did you find it?"
Si Hengjin looked at her, reached out and touched her head and said, "No, no matter how much I look for it, no matter how much I ask, I can't find that name." Happiness' place,It was also from that moment that I realized that some things can not be responded to by hard work,At that time, I actually wanted to find her and ask me what I was for them,At that time, I still thought that no matter what the answer was, I must not easily forgive her,I must let her hug me to forgive her,In fact, where is there any happiness zone,Now think about it carefully, it is estimated that it is just because the housekeeper was annoyed by me and had no way to casually Hu Zou an addressγ Saying that, Si Hengjin seemed to remember herself at that time, and smiled self-deprecatingly.
Li Shuoxi looked at his smile and felt very uncomfortable: "I'm sorry." β
"It's okay, today I finally got the answer I wanted so much. Li Shuoxi hated himself for the first time because he couldn't speak, this kind of scene was just a sentence that could make Si Hengjin comfortable, but Li Shuoxi couldn't say a word.
On the contrary, Si Hengjin felt a lot more comfortable after telling Li Shuoxi, and he was afraid that Li Shuoxi would be impulsive and explained: "I am much better now, and we are still fledgling, so it is still not good to go head-to-head with Yin Xuming." β
Li Shuoxi looked at the worry in his eyes and said, "I'm not that stupid, I won't act rashly." At this time, Li Shuoxi realized that he might have been wrong, Si Hengjin may not be ruthless to Yin Xuming at all, but the pain is a pain that can easily hurt Si Hengjin, and he still added a little strength to the injury.
Li Shuoxi didn't dare to look at Si Hengjin's eyes and continued: "I will take care of my own safety, so you too." You can help me stop my medicine slowly!"
Hearing Li Shuoxi's words, Si Hengjin was very happy, looking at Li Shuoxi's appearance, he also knew what Li Shuoxi was thinking, and said: "Okay, Shuoxi, no one in this world can hurt me except you." β
In the latter sentence, Si Hengjin said firmly and solemnly, Li Shuoxi raised his eyes to look at him in shock, and at this time, the fireworks outside began to be released, and the dazzling fireworks shone on Si Hengjin's face, making him not dead and heavy at all as if he had just now, but dazzling and bright, making his face even better.
Si Hengjin looked at Li Shuoxi's stunned appearance and asked, "What are you thinking?"
Li Shuoxi actually replied in a ghostly manner: "I wonder what I did when I was a child?" to meet you like this.
After listening to Li Shuoxi's answer, the corners of Si Hengjin's eyes bent, and he did not hesitate to say softly: "I have done great good deeds." "Let me meet you.
Li Shuoxi felt that his heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and he seemed to be able to hear it all at once, and the voice didn't seem to be his own, as if it was Si Hengjin's. Li Shuoxi remembered the care he took of himself in Lanting No. 1 Middle School and the first time he met them. Li Shuoxi reacted when Si Hengjin's lips pressed against the corners of his lips. But although her brain reacted, her body didn't react for a while.
Originally, Si Hengjin was tempting, but when he saw Li Shuoxi's eyes returning from sluggishness to clarity but not pushing himself away, he reached out and hugged Li Shuoxi and approached him, and the kiss changed from the corner of his mouth to the top of his lips. This kiss was very tender and affectionate, Si Hengjin kissed her very seriously, kissing her little by little, until she completely kissed her soft lips. Li Shuoxi obviously felt that her mind was resisting, she felt that this was wrong, but her body was completely uncontrollable.
After Si Hengjin let go of Li Shuoxi, Li Shuoxi gasped for breath over there. Si Hengjin was just about to get close to Li Shuoxi, Li Shuoxi stretched out his hand to separate the distance between them and said, "You, don't come over first, I'll slow down first." Si Hengjin didn't want to push her too hard, so he widened the distance between him and her, got up and poured her a glass of water.
Li Shuoxi looked at him, his face turned red and he couldn't find a word for a while. Li Shuoxi, who was restless, stood up and hurriedly said, "I came out secretly, and I don't have to go back early." β
Si Hengjin looked at her in a hurry and almost fell at the door, and the haze of the day disappeared today.