At this moment, my mood is a little regretful with loss.

Originally, the editor told me that there was still a chance to compete for the second round of recommendations, so I could have been on the shelves last week but I didn't. It's just that today's editor told me that the opponents competing in the same period are too strong to PK, so my book will be on the shelves at 12 noon tomorrow.

To be honest, I never imagined that my book would have so many readers. Some readers may know that I wrote 1 million words in my last book, "The Girl of Hades Is by My Side", and it was only when it was 950,000 words that I asked the editor for a small recommendation, and I barely managed to make up the milestone of 3,000 collections by the time I finished the book.

What is the concept of a million words and 3,000 collections, I think all readers have some understanding. Generally, authors will accumulate some fans with a complete work, but I didn't read the last book, and there were only forty or fifty people in the fan base, and this number also included their own trumpets who were afraid that I would not be able to save face, so you can imagine how bleak my creative career is.

I still remember that in the later period, the manuscript fee was 198 yuan for one month, but the starting point was 200 yuan, which caused me to write more than 100,000 words that month and didn't even receive the manuscript fee.

It was because of the poor grades in the previous book that I wanted to take a break after finishing the book. But maybe it's because I've developed a habit of coding words every day, or maybe I'm integrated into the story as an author, and I can't help but feel a little sad at the end. So, I rewrote the beginning again and sent it to my editor.

It's a pity that the manuscript was not published.

In the past few days, I often dreamed that I was back in high school, sitting in a classroom. People may be like this, and some readers may still be junior high school or high school students, and their perception of this kind of thing is not so profound. When you grow up, you will find that people will always miss the carefree time of your youth, even if there is nothing that impresses you in high school, even if you have a lot of schoolwork and study hard during that period, which makes you go out early and go home late every day.

Then I went for a walk after dinner because I wanted to relax that day and play a little game. But my teammates cheated me, and I was angry about it. While chatting with a friend, I jokingly said that I wanted to write a book, and I had the name in mind, which was called "Offline Appointment, She Is Beautiful Like a Flower". My friend thinks it's not good, after all, there are not so many users of the love article, and with the experience of the previous book, I was persuaded to give up this idea.

When I got home, I looked at the rejection message on my phone and thought that there was nothing to do, so I simply wrote a beginning in a short time.

Since I had just been rejected before, I was basically in a state of self-indulgence, and by the way, I set the background to the high school life that I often dreamed of before, and I thought that it would be impossible to pass the manuscript, so I sent it to the editor with the mentality of giving it a try.

What I didn't expect was that a few days later, the editor read it and said that this beginning is okay, and my whole person is in the state of a big earthquake.

I struggled for a few days about whether or not to try to write. After all, now love articles basically don't set the story background in high school, and I don't have a fan base, so there is a high probability that it will end dismally. Later, I thought, anyway, my last book was so miserable, no matter how miserable it is, can I still be miserable in the last book?

And just like that, I sent the book again at the starting point.

The life of full stop high school is idealized, and from the perspective of the creator, I want to provide readers with an ideal hometown. After all, most readers now read novels to relax, so I depicted a people-oriented high school life.

The origin of the name of the full stop high school is because there are too few people in my fan base and no one speaks, and readers who want to liven up the atmosphere will post in the group"... Over time, it has brought other people to the bottom, and every time I open the group message, there is a full stop.

At first, I didn't expect this book to be so accomplished, as long as I had fun writing it. Then one day a reader left a message in this chapter, and the original words were probably like this:

"Who is it to write so well?"

At that time, I tossed and turned because of this comment and couldn't sleep all night.

I thought about the dismal end of my last book, which ended with an average of 50 million words, when I wanted a lot of people to like my work, and when I uploaded a new chapter every day, maybe no one would click on it, just like in the past.

Even with this in mind, I still write this book very carefully, and I think that even if I don't usually speak, readers who see this moment should be able to feel it.

Later, the situation seemed to improve, and the editor told me that my follow-up was quite high, and I hope to be recommended for testing the waters of the urban channel. I couldn't believe it at the time, after all, urban and light novels are the most tragic battlefields at the starting point, and many books can't even be pushed to the test waters, so they can only run naked and put on the shelves, just like my last book.

I know there are many readers who follow my novels every day but never leave any comments. I would like to say thank you to all of you who have been reading this book for your support.

In the process of writing, I also found that many male readers have a shy idea of love essays. Some readers think that because they are tall or relatively older, they are not suitable for reading romance articles.

What I want to say is that it is human nature to like sweet love, and it has nothing to do with your age and appearance. It will touch your heart because of love, and that is because you have a good heart. Maybe I'm still writing love essays at the beginning of my eighties, is there a problem, there is no problem.

Tomorrow at 12 o'clock at noon, the book will open the VIP chapter, if the conditions allow, I hope you can give me a first order.

The first order is only two cents, and each first order is very important to the author. I had made a wish on my birthday that the book would reach 500 orders. If you have ever been touched by a plot in this book, I hope you can be one of these 500 and help me fulfill my wish as soon as possible.

Thank you.

Really, thank you.