Chapter 37: Self-Knowledge
The weather was not so good that night.
It snowed heavily around nine o'clock in the evening.
At this time, there were no servants in the Tang family villa.
Tang Ci and Qi Huaizhou sat at the window, looking at the heavy snow outside the window, and couldn't help laughing.
"Qi Huaizhou, the snow tonight is really beautiful."
"It's pretty good, but the snow during the day is really not as good as it is now."
"Yes! I remember watching snow when I was a kid and I especially loved it. Tang Ci took a sip of water after speaking, "Do you know?" It was a super nice feeling to be carried on your shoulders and watch the snow. ”
Qi Huaizhou has no memory at all, and what Du Tang porcelain said is even more unconceptual.
He looked at the snowflakes outside the window with some blankness, and was about to speak for a while when he saw an adult and a child walking out to step on the snow.
Because it was night, it was still snowing heavily, so the snow on the ground was already very thick.
The little girl was stepping on the snow on the ground at first, and then said a few words to the adult man next to her, and the person next to her immediately picked her up, and the girl's little face was close to the street lamp, and the smile raised was very good.
Tang Ci looked at the little girl's smiling face, couldn't help but laugh too, and took Qi Huaizhou's hand, "Huaizhou, look at that little girl's smiling face, do you see her smiling or not, I was also so happy when I was a child, really, very happy." ”
"Just laughing like that?"
Qi Huaizhou looked at Tang Ci's happy appearance and smiled at her.
"What are you laughing at, really, I was happy when I was a kid, but not like now."
Qi Huaizhou nodded, he believed Tang Ci's words, but he thought that Tang Ci would not be as happy as the little girl smiled now, and his heart was a little unsettled.
For such a long time, although he has been learning things, he will often forget things, and his state can't help Tang Ci in the end.
As soon as Tang Ci turned his head, he saw Qi Huaizhou's unhappy appearance, "What's wrong with you?" Doesn't seem happy at all, is it because of me? ”
"It's not!" Qi Huaizhou hurriedly denied it, he was worried that Tang Ci would misunderstand, and immediately explained, "I think I'm too useless, if I can help you, then you don't have to worry as much as you do now, Tang Ci, as your husband, what I should do is to share everything for the embarrassment, but now I can't help you share anything, I'm sorry, it's all my fault." ”
"How can this be your fault? You are very good now, I think it will be better if you take your time, and no one is born to do this, Qi Huaizhou, didn't you find that you are much better than before? If you don't believe it, just look in the mirror, you're really much better than before. ”
Tang porcelain is not deceiving, Qi Huaizhou is really much better than before.
Qi Huaizhou didn't look in the mirror, but he couldn't remember what it was like before, so he didn't know how to refer to what Tang Ci said, and after thinking about it, he still felt that he had no ability and couldn't protect his wife.
"Huaizhou, I'll be honest with you, I'm fine now, the company's affairs are actually almost solved, waiting for the company's affairs to be completely solved, let's go on a trip, okay?"
"Where do you want to go? I'll be with you. ”
"To the North Pole?"
Qi Huaizhou stood up when he heard Tang Ci's words, and looked at Tang Ci with some surprise, "Then, isn't that cold?" ”
Tang Ci looked at Qi Huaizhou's surprised appearance and laughed, "I'm joking with you, we won't go to the North Pole!" We can go abroad to see, I really wanted to go before, but I haven't had the opportunity, waiting for the company to stabilize, I will have time, and you will accompany me when the time comes. ”
"Since you want to go, then I will definitely accompany you."
"You have to come with me." Tang Ci smiled, looked at the child outside who was gone, and looked at Qi Huaizhou, "Huaizhou, I have one thing I want to ask you, have you ever thought about having a child?" ”
Tang Ci was not worried about asking Qi Huaizhou sensitive questions.
Because tomorrow, Qi Huaizhou will forget?
"Kid?" Qi Huaizhou was really surprised, he lowered his head and thought seriously.
"That's right, just like the little kid just now, the child will grow up and become an adult, Huaizhou, have you ever thought about having a child?"
Qi Huaizhou hesitated for a moment, but didn't react until a few minutes later, "Tang Ci, do you want a child?" ”
Tang Ci smiled, "I haven't thought about this either, but I suddenly want to know what you think, this matter should be important to you and me!" So it's good to ask clearly, Huaizhou, do you think? ”
"I'm sorry, I didn't think about it before, you let me think about this now, I don't have an idea for a while, I don't know how to respond to you, or you give me time to think about it? Wait until I figure it out? ”
"Also, this is a big deal, and we need time to think about it, so let's think about it more and wait to think about it clearly."
Tang Ci was relieved when he heard Qi Huaizhou's words, and nodded, "That's okay, let's all think about it, think about the impact of a child on us." ”
"I ...... Tang porcelain, will I forget something? I mean tomorrow, when it comes to tomorrow, will I forget about you? Forget today, forget what you said, forget ...... The child's smile was as beautiful as a flower. ”
"Did you notice something?"
"En......" Tang Ci hesitated for a moment before speaking, "Did you notice something?" ”
"I ......" Qi Huaizhou hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "I noticed that something was wrong, I will forget, normal people's brains will not forget the events of the previous day, my brain is different from other people's, I will forget them all, yesterday, the day before yesterday, the day before yesterday...... In fact, I can't remember, I can only rely on those pieces of paper to record, remember! ”
Tang Ci looked at Qi Huaizhou's eyes, smiled at him, and said softly, "Is it important?" ”
"Doesn't it matter?" Qi Huaizhou was still calm and said lightly, "Don't you think people like me are weird?" People like me, I'll forget about you, don't you mind such things? Tang porcelain, I ...... ...... with you."
"It's okay, it's not at all." Tang Ci took Qi Huaizhou's hand, "Don't think about it so much, in fact, there is nothing wrong with this, not all memories are pleasant when you live alone." ”
It's not a bad thing if you can forget the bad memories of the past. From beginning to end, there are two sides to this.
Tang Ci comforted Qi Huaizhou, "Actually, I think you are very good now, I am also very good now, in fact, this result is already very good, since it is a good result, what else do we want to do so much?" Is that right? ”
"That's what you said, but now that the snow is so big outside, it must be pretty beautiful? Don't you like snow? If you like snow, let's go out and see the snow outside. ”
After Qi Huaizhou finished speaking, he ran outside with Tang Porcelain, and before leaving, he put a hat on Tang Porcelain, wrapped Tang Porcelain tightly, and said softly when he looked at Tang Porcelain, "That's fine, so we won't have a problem going out." ”
In the snow outside, Tang Ci played like a child.
Qi Huaizhou couldn't help but laugh when he looked at Tang Ci's happy appearance.
She's obviously a big person, but when she plays with it, she's similar to a child, so she looks pretty cute.
Tang Ci felt tired after playing for a while, came to Qi Huaizhou's side, looked at Qi Huaizhou not moving, and took her hand to look at him, "Why don't you play, let's sit here, you try it and see if you think it's fun." ”
Qi Huaizhou didn't refuse, and sat with Tang Ci, the snow was soft and soft, not cold at all.
Tang Ci looked at Qi Huaizhou's eyes, "Do you feel that the snow is also quite warm, just sitting here, do you feel close to nature?" ”
"Hmmm! It's really good. ”
Qi Huaizhou sat on the snow, feeling that the snow was soft and comfortable, and said softly, "It turns out that it feels quite comfortable to sit in the snow, I have always felt that it will be very cold in the snow." ”
Tang Ci shook his head and leaned against Qi Huaizhou's side, "This is the case when I was a child, I leaned on my grandfather when I was tired of playing, I felt very loving and relieved." ”
Qi Huaizhou held Tang Ci's hand, looked into her eyes, and said softly, "No matter where you go in the future, I will be by your side, and I will always be by your side, okay?" ”
"Then you have to talk and count, I will be by your side in the future, always with you, you are not allowed to leave me."
"How is it possible, Qi Huaizhou, I suddenly want you to hug me."
Qi Huaizhou didn't say a word, hugging Tang Ci, looking at Tang Ci's eyes were happy.
"Huaizhou, I'm a little tired, you can take me back and rest!"
"Okay, you can see it, you're tired." After Qi Huaizhou finished speaking, he picked up Tang porcelain and walked to the villa with Tang porcelain.
Qi Huaizhou put Tang porcelain in the manufacturer, looked at Tang porcelain in a daze, slowly took off her hat, looked at the white hair exposed in the hat, gently touched her white hair, and spoke after a long time, "If you are tired, go to sleep!" You must be exhausted! ”
"No, I'm just a little tired, I'll fall asleep after a while, and after tomorrow, my hair will be black, and then it'll be a perfect day and everything will be fine."
"What can you eat to get better? Can I take some medicine to cure it? ”
Tang Ci heard Qi Huaizhou's words and became a little energetic, and said softly, "It's useless, I've seen a lot of doctors, in fact, I have also taken medicine to adjust my current situation, but to be honest, it has no effect, in fact, I also gave up taking medicine for a while, and found that it doesn't seem to have any effect, my hair will still turn white, and there is nothing uncomfortable in my body, that is to say, it doesn't seem to have any effect on whether I take that medicine or not." ”
"Did you try to find another doctor to try? In fact, you can also find a specific doctor to try. ”
Tang Ci shook his head and hugged Qi Huaizhou, "It's useless, but it doesn't matter, I actually don't care that my hair will turn gray, anyway, it's good if you're by my side!" I felt very secure. ”
Qi Huaizhou nodded and looked at Tang Ci's eyes, "I will always be by your side and will never leave you, you can rest assured of this." ”
"Huaizhou, about the child, you can write it down tonight, wait until tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, if you figure it out, you can find me, okay?"