Chapter 15: I'm Lonely, Too
is not only equanimity, Nezha also sensed rich feelings from Qiao Kun that ordinary people do not have.
In this era, ordinary people have not yet opened their minds, rarely identify with themselves, have not yet thought about the depth of "me", and have not come into contact with the philosophical issues that Qiao Kun has studied.
But Qiao Kun is different, he has accumulated enough rich emotional experience, which is different from people in this world.
To put it simply, the emotional color of ordinary people is only black and white, and the difference is only different shades, but Qiao Kun's emotional color is colorful, colorful, and has fresh colors that others do not have.
This person is different, he seems to be out of step with the world, a radius of hundreds of miles, thousands of people, only he is different. Nezha said in his heart, and he really thought about me.
Nezha sensed clearly, Qiao Kun wanted to be good for him, maybe Qiao Kun also hated some of his behaviors, but more was kindness and tolerance, which made Nezha dependent on him.
For a while, Nezha actually resented that he didn't have the magic power to sense emotions before, and he couldn't recognize Qiao Kun's kindness.
Qiao Kun didn't know that Nezha's perception of him had changed, and he only lived his life with peace of mind.
His life is very regular, every day in the army, the rest of the time is free to use, in addition to practicing "Baiyun True Wonderful Law", practicing magic and martial arts, and also leisure to learn the martial arts of Dashang.
The martial arts system in the Great Shang Army is very simple, focusing on improving the blood and killing qi, and the martial arts practiced by the soldiers are the "Soldiers", and the "Generals" can be practiced as the "Generals", and there are "Hou Jue" and "Wang Jue" on top of the "Generals".
These four tips are in the same vein, transforming each other, and improving step by step. They can cooperate with each other, rely on each other, and increase each other's power.
I heard the adjutant in the army say that these exercises have been cultivated to a high and profound realm, and they have no wonderful use, and with the cooperation of the soldiers and generals, they can even compete with the immortal path.
Qiao Kun, as a grain officer, has fifty people under him, and he can be regarded as a small leader, and he can directly practice the "General Formula" without practicing the "Soldier's Formula".
Qiao Kun didn't mean to practice martial arts in the army, after all, he was mainly about cultivating immortals.
And the "Spirit Crane Dance Empty Strength" is also very clever, and he doesn't have to change his course.
He just learned a little bit from the "General's Technique" and the military way marksmanship and boxing techniques, and improved the lethality of the Spirit Crane Dance Empty Energy a little.
He usually goes on missions, but he is generally very idle. Occasionally, new grain was exchanged for old grain, and the grain governor took them to earn a little less.
This kind of behavior was originally considered to be the welfare of the grain supervisor and the grain officer, and the grain supervisor acted in a very measured manner, not too much, Qiao Kun was not a person who could not rub sand in his eyes, so he was with them and the light.
For a while, the black flying rabbit walked, time was like a shuttle, and before I knew it, half a load had passed.
At this time, Li Jing went out of Chentang Pass many times to train troops at Yemaling because of Jiang Wenhuan's attack on the Wandering Soul Pass. Because of the training of the army, the grain officers worked harder, and Qiao Kun had to travel longer than before, but the overall work was still easy.
Li Jing was busy with official business, and he rarely saw him, but he did not forget his promise that day that he would help him find a stick master, and sure enough, he sent a general to teach him stick method.
In fact, Qiao Kun doesn't care anymore, since he has seen the magic power of moving mountains, his mind about learning martial arts has faded a lot, not to mention the stick method.
Occasionally, he would also learn tricks with the soldiers, and by the way, he would learn the military boxing and military gun skills commonly used in the army. As for the stick method, he is also learning seriously, and his progress is not small.
He still put more of his mind on the immortal path. Because he got the essence of Taiyi Zhenren, his mana improved extremely quickly.
Moreover, he also has a lot of talismans and spells, and there are still many things to practice.
He kept experimenting, dismantling, modifying and changing, learning new talismans, and using these talismans to improve the spells he already knew, making his means richer.
In half a year, he had never been to the White Bone Cave of Skull Mountain again, nor had he seen Shiji.
He was hiding from Shi Ji, and Shi Ji never came to him again. It's as if the two had never met.
Sometimes he thinks that maybe Shi Ji has been destroyed by the Kunlun Twelve Immortals.
He has a much better relationship with Nezha these days, but his heart to monitor Nezha has never relaxed.
Nezha has appeared many times, and the reputation of "thousands of spirits, thousands of requests" is getting louder and louder, and residents from all over the world have come to incense, like ants, flourishing day by day, often constantly, so that Qiao Kun, who knows the inside story, is very worried. He was worried that he would not be able to finish it in the end.
Nezha had some form and sound very early, but he couldn't appear for a long time, and he didn't have any magical powers, except for dreaming, he would only be wishful of the auspicious Three Treasure Mantras. After months of incense, it gradually condensed into a substance.
It's just that when Mrs. Yin came, Nezha never showed her figure to meet her, thinking that she was afraid that Mrs. Yin would be sad.
Although Nezha has a physical body, he is still far from achieving a divine body, but he already has some mana, can use ordinary small spells, and can also go out of his mind and travel in all directions.
Nezha Palace is connected to the leylines within a radius of 100 miles, Nezha can not go far, can only cruise within a radius of 200 miles, if it is farther away, there will be damage.
Nezha travels around all day long, and likes to eavesdrop on the corners of the people within a radius of 100 miles, watch all kinds of stories, share these stories with Qiao Kun, and ask Qiao Kun for his opinion.
Qiao Kun couldn't help it, so he simply said something to Nezha.
He adheres to the concept of the legal system, and his views are too far ahead of the world, which seems to be a bit deviant.
But these views do make sense, and Nezha often comes to ask for advice.
Nezha has the ability to sense the emotions of others, and is very good at grasping proportions, and is not afraid of Qiao Kun getting bored.
After communicating with Nezha, Qiao Kun also mastered some customs of this world. And I talked too much, and I opened my heart unconsciously.
It wasn't until Qiao Kun talked more and more that he realized that he had always been lonely and eager to talk.
In the past ten years in this world, in fact, he has always been lonely, and the big oil bottle brother dog who pulls a big oil bottle with a handful of shit and urine is his only comfort in this world.
However, the cultivation method of the Baiyun Cave has major shortcomings, and as the cultivation is advanced, the temperament will gradually become cold.
Joe's affection gradually disappeared, so he didn't care about his brother.
Qiao Kun's cultivation was slow, and he could feel the changes in his younger brother, so he naturally became more and more lonely, and he couldn't help but be afraid of practicing the exercises.
It is also because of this that he was able to make up his mind to revise the practice and turn the visualization of the bright moon into the visualization of the great day.
Although he was tormented by loneliness, he didn't want to become disconnected and not like himself.
He also knew that it was taboo to change the Fa in vain, but he still did it after all. He was lucky enough to survive.
But that wisp of loneliness was buried in his heart for a long time.
At this moment, he opened his heart to Nezha, and he realized that he had always thought that he had a mature soul, but in fact he was just self-righteous.
Finally, he told Nezha a lot about himself.
Nezha also listened with interest.
Nezha likes to listen to Qiao Kun talk about how he pulled dogs and eggs when he was a child, built earthen houses out of soil mixed with wheat stalks, peeled hemp yarn, weaved cloth and tailored, cooked on fires, and gathered, fished and hunted.
It's all mundane. But Qiao Kun is a little interesting and very novel when he talks about it.
"Brother Qiao, your life is really interesting." Nezha is a good listener, speaks at the right time, and after listening, he will be amazed.
In fact, Nezha also knows that these jobs are very hard for six or seven-year-old children, even if Qiao Kun is proficient in martial arts, no matter how proficient in martial arts he is, how much strength can he have when he is a child?
But when Qiao Kun said this, he just confided, there was no complaint in his feelings, and he was not tired of the world, on the contrary, it was a love of life.
Having an equanimity that ordinary people don't have, rich feelings that ordinary people don't have, and a love for life make him even more different.
"Yes?" Qiao Kun didn't know what Nezha was thinking, so he replied casually.
Reliving a life, so he can still "live" He cherishes it extraordinarily, and rarely complains, "You are right, in fact, those hard days are an important wealth in my life." ”
At this time, Nezha looked at him again, very solemn, "Brother Qiao, I want to have an older brother like you." ”
Qiao Kun said: "You also have an elder brother, the eldest brother is called Li Jinzha, and the second brother is called Li Muzha, and now they are all practicing in the deep mountains, and they can see each other sooner or later." ”
But Nezha was not satisfied, and looked at him with burning eyes, "Brother Qiao, are you okay to be my brother?" ”
Qiao Kun saw that Nezha's eyes were full of earnestness, thinking that Nezha was also very well-behaved and very caring in this short time, and he was soft-hearted for a while, so he wanted to agree, but in the end he shook his head slowly.
Nezha is not angry or angry, but the disappointment is written on his face, and the whole person is also depressed, like an abandoned puppy.
Qiao Kun saw Nezha like this, but he didn't feel good in his heart, and finally had to say: "Okay, if you can respect others and revere life." ”
"I will, I'll respect others." Nezha hurriedly expressed his determination.
Although Qiao Kun responded, he didn't think so. He believes that Nezha is sincere at this time, but people will always change, and when Nezha's strength recovers, maybe he will become the same again.
But since he has promised to be Nezha's brother, he will definitely treat him well.