Chapter Seventy-One: Recovering Memory
Xi Mingyue glanced at the tea and said in a voice that only the two of them could hear, "I only came back for Beibei's sake."
"You...... Don't think about it."
He rubbed the wall of the cup and muttered for a moment, "After the treatment...... Where are you going?"
Xi Mingyue wanted to speak and stopped, she wanted to go back to Huaguo, how could she be like this now?
Can you hide it when you see grandpa?
"Just now in the restaurant, I heard you say that you are Beibei's mother, I am very happy and sad, I am lucky that I can find you, but I am afraid that I can't hold your hand."
A deep voice sounded slowly, a little hesitant and cautious in the magnetism, and a deep color darker than the gloomy clouds in the sky in the slightly drooping narrow eyes.
"You see that little courtyard too, that's where I first met you."
Xi Mingyue had to admit, "Well, I have regained my memory......
Li Jin's face did not change, as if he was not surprised, and then thought about it, there is also monitoring here, and he knows that it is not unusual at all.
"That memory is very short, like a drama that has just been played to the climax and stopped abruptly, making people palpitate and helpless, knowing the ending but still wanting to watch it."
He approached and took her hand, staring at her little face reluctantly.
From his dark eyes, Xi Mingyue seemed to be able to see his own reflection.
Instead of breaking free, she felt like she was wrapped in warmth.
In the eyes of a whirlpool, she was about to give away her soul.
"Mingyue, I am not a drama with you, and the future is unknown, I am willing to make up for what has happened, and I ask you to ...... for what has happened Don't give up on me, I want to be with you for the rest of my life."
Xi Mingyue wanted to read some useful information from his face that couldn't see the waves: "Li Jin, you have me in your eyes, what about your heart?"
"Do you really love me or do you love Babe's biological mother?" She had asked this question many times.
At first, he didn't believe Li Jin, but now he denies himself.
"Li Jin, what are you willing to do for me? How much have I lost for you?"
Li Jin was dumbfounded.
"Wouldn't it seem selfish for me to say that? It doesn't matter, I've always been like this, I've had no heart or lungs, I've got big nerves, I've got reckless things, and I have any shortcomings I can think of."
"So my heart tells me that whoever hurts me will leave him immediately, girls are all emotional, whoever is good to her will go with whom, I am willing to bow down in front of love, but Li Jin, you are not that person."
The girl's words were calm, and the walls built in her heart were impregnable.
Li Jin opened his mouth in a deep voice, with a rare perseverance in his eyes: "Whether it's Beibei's biological mother or Ming Chu You's Situ Jin, what I love is just the one in front of me."
"I willingly surrender to you."
Xi Mingyue didn't want this, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "You said that you love me, the love you give is too heavy, what I want is preference is the exception, and it is the only one and only me."
"All you give is negative, why should I be with you? I could have continued to be at ease for so many years, but if it weren't for you, I would still be the designer of Xinqing......
"Even if it's a mess every day, I'm happy......" She laughed and laughed and tears came down, trying to pull out her hand but couldn't use the strength, and her heart was full of anger.
"Why bother now that you don't dare to go back to your home, running around with a wound, and your heart can't help but hang on you, because you are sad because of your tears!"
"Live yourself as a laity trapped in love......
"You know what? In the past, I liked to eat snacks the most, playing games and watching dramas at home, eating supper, sometimes revising the manuscript all night, and losing my hair anxiously...... I thought it was torment."
"Now I realize that I was wrong, very wrong, and more than anything compared to what I was looking for!"
"I'm sorry, Mingyue, I won't have a next time......" Li Jin completely ignored the fact that there were still people beside him, holding her hand and trembling in his voice and pleading urgently:
"I'm quitting smoking, I don't want to be separated from you again......" reddened eyes
Tell of his endless grief.
"There are many wealthy families, my parents are right not to want me to be involved in the struggle, I have to hit the muzzle of the gun myself, I will reap the consequences, I don't regret it, and I will not continue!"
"But don't worry, I'll stay here until Bei Bei is sensible, I won't ask you anything, and you won't interfere in my private affairs." Her cold words were said without emotion.
"Of course, you still have a choice, find a stepmother as soon as possible to let Bei Bei adapt, and I can leave as soon as possible."
Li Jin's body was obviously stunned, which was unexpected by him, and at the same time, his heart was even colder.
"When he grows up a little more, there will be no more trouble."
It was her mistake at the beginning, and her powerlessness is no different from the current Li Jin, so it's better to separate.
Xi Mingyue has always been, she will not lose herself in anything, in terms of design, and even more so emotionally.
"By all means...... Do you want that?" Li Jin's voice was muddy and hoarse, full of compassion.
"If it's wrong, why continue? I look like a fool?"
If she likes money, she can make it herself, she is not incapable, she is not crazy about power to the point of being sick, as long as the money is enough to spend.
Tears rolled in his eyes, flickering from his unmoving eyes, staring at her uneasily.
Xi Mingyue looked away, and her voice was indifferent: "Don't cry, you don't know what you think I'm doing."
When the little puff left her, her heart hurt a thousand times more than this, and she thought that she might never forget it in her life.
"I'm sleepy, I'll go back first."
She got up and pulled him away with all her might.
"Don't let me warn you next time, Mr. Li!"
Just as she turned around, the hands still easily wrapped around her, but this time it was different, without warning, they circled her waist and lowered her head.
The gripping hand also loosened and moved up to the back of his head, and his delicate body was completely covered by him, and his nose was full of her fragrance and the smell of sandalwood.
This action came too quickly, and Xi Mingyue had already been invaded by the siege before she could react, and her heart jumped to her throat with a thud.
I obviously want to push it away, but my body is more honest than my brain.
The flavors that had finally been separated were mixed together, and I couldn't tell whether it was her or him.
After a long time, he let go, Xi Mingyue frowned resentfully, angry for not refusing just now.
Doesn't this just give him the illusion that he has changed his mind?
Li Jin didn't ask questions, put away her clothes a little, and said in a deep voice, "It's cold, I'll send you back to your room."
Xi Mingyue: ?
She didn't understand, and was stunned for a few seconds, what is this man doing? After kissing for so long, you came to this sentence?
Hanging people's appetite can't go up, obviously what she said is so ruthless, now it feels like a punch on cotton!
"Si Deacon, bring Beibei back in half an hour, Bella will be locked up."
Xi Mingyue was dissatisfied: "Why do you want to lock him up? Bella is so easy to get along with!"
Li Jin's dark eyes seemed to flash a smile, and he nodded, "Okay, it's not closed."
Si Zhi: I'm used to it, you go on.
Xi Mingyue realized it and said coldly, "I'm just thinking about Beibei, he likes to play with Bei Bei very much."
Li Jin pursed his lips and agreed: "Okay, it's not okay."
There was a deep pampering in her deep tone, which made her feel even more weird.
However, in the next few days, she found that things were getting more and more weird, and after the doctor gave her psychological therapy, the headache improved slightly, Li Jin would take notes on the side, and then sorted it out and made a set of plans for headache relief......
She readily agreed to any of her requests, and did not interfere too much in her private affairs, which made her suspicious and at the same time relax a lot.
All the memories have been remembered, only the mystery of the last life experience, whether it is Duan Hanshuang or her mentor, the effect is not very significant.
Approaching the end of the year, Chiang Rai has no taste of the New Year
There is a strong Huaguo, and it is also the first time to leave home for the New Year, Xi Mingyue discussed with Duan Hanshuang that they wanted to purchase things as before, and the two of them were happy for the New Year.
Today, the sun is still shining, the cold snow is shining with golden warm light, and looking through the glass, I feel that the room is exceptionally warm.
Duan Hanshuang was flipping through the medical book when he heard Xi Mingyue's mobile phone ringing, and shouted to the bathroom, "Moon cub, I have your phone!"
Xi Mingyue just came out, and when she saw that the note was her grandfather, she immediately crossed her eyes with a trace of strangeness, and picked up the video with anxiety.
Xi Zhenzhong's face looked ruddy, much more energetic than before, and his smile stiffened after seeing Xi Mingyue, and he sighed with pity: "My Mingyue, you see how thin you are...... Isn't it easy to adapt to abroad? Did Ah Jin treat you well? If he does something sorry for you, you must tell grandpa, and grandpa will bring you back even if he fights for his life!"
Xi Mingyue's originally strong heart had a sore nose when she heard this, and her tears were held back by secretly pinching herself.
"How can there be, grandpa, the video will make people look bad, when I am free with Ah Jin, I will go back to China to see you! I'll show you how much flesh I've grown!"
Speaking of this, Xi Zhenzhong remembered something, "Mingyue, you are going to give birth in a few months now, right? Can't you be so thin...... You don't eat the ...... in your stomach."
"Grandpa," the pain was revealed, and she couldn't take it anymore, "Actually, I lost that child a few months ago."
Xi Zhenzhong was stunned for a moment, and then incredulous.
"The doctor said that my constitution was too poor, and the fetus was overabsorbing the mother's nutrients, and that the child was ...... You can't keep it, you can only beat it."
Xi Zhenzhong groaned for a long time, and saw that Xi Mingyue was not particularly sad, and sighed deeply: "But you and Ah Jin are still young, the child can have again, and the body must be taken care of, you see that my granddaughter is thin......
"Is there anything I have to tell my grandfather, can't I hide it from my grandfather?"
Her smile froze, "It's okay grandpa, I'm fine! Now I'll find Ah Jin for you!"
When she opened the door, she saw Li Jin coming down the stairs, and greeted her with a smile: "Ah Jin, say hello to grandpa!"
Li Jin's eyes flashed, and the camera was aimed at him.