There are many transportation options to choose from back to the hotel from Lost Land, and Qingsheng has already walked to the sightseeing bus, but Mo Bu grabbed her wrist.

"It's been a long time since you've ridden a bike, try it?"

Qingsheng didn't want to recall the painful memories of learning to ride a bicycle at all.

She used to think that this was a skill that could be learned as long as someone taught her, but the fact was that when Mo Be, the "teacher", taught her hands, her feet couldn't move when she was alive, and she fell down first as soon as her feet moved, and both of them were sweating, and in the end they still fell, her hand almost broke, and she almost broke Mo Be's leg.

This kind of skill such as manipulating a vehicle was too difficult for Qingsheng, and she gave up learning.

But Mo Bu directly pushed a bicycle, and he patted the back seat of the car: "Come on, my skills should not have regressed, I promise not to fall." ”

Qingsheng can only sit sideways, the previous habit was awakened when the bicycle was driving slowly, she still carefully pulled Mo Be's hem, she could still feel the breeze kissing her ankles, they were in the evening breeze, time seemed to be pulled by the evening breeze in reverse, the past years were coming, the heart was beating a little fast, those things that had been buried for a long time had really been reborn into young leaves, and at this time, in the moonlight that shone from the eyes into the heart, swaggering and stretching.

On the third day of the Peony Garden, we went to the most popular and popular area - the Magic City.

Generally speaking, this is an amusement park, but it is mainly based on various exciting projects, such as forest floats, space walks, time and space pendulums, etc., which make people exclaim again and again, resulting in the moment when the park is full of lights, Qingsheng followed Mo Bu into the cockpit of the huge Ferris wheel, and his voice was already hoarse.

After drinking half a cup of iced tea, my throat finally felt a little moisturized.

Qingsheng felt that the excitement had not yet fully subscribed, and she had never actually been to a place like an amusement park.

Mom has a heart attack, thrilling projects like roller coasters, pirate ships, not to mention playing with Qingsheng, even if you stand at the bottom and watch it, there is a great risk, grandpa and grandmother are old after all, they don't have so much energy to accompany Qingsheng to the amusement park, the classmates made an appointment to go together, but Qingsheng refused for various reasons, at that time she was not able to deal with some personnel open-mindedly, she did not want to see other children and parents happy.

But in fact, Qingsheng really wants to go to an amusement park, which seems to have long become an obsession in her heart, the obsession was locked in her diary, she thought that one day, when she was sure that she couldn't meet a suitable person, she should adopt a child, she would definitely accompany the child to the amusement park, and at the same time she would be able to satisfy her obsession.

In fact, at this time, there is a tour going on in the amusement park, but don't have to come to the Ferris wheel, Qingsheng has always obeyed the arrangement in eating and playing such things, she does not insist on watching the tour, but in the cabin of the Ferris wheel, the hanging display screen is live streaming the current situation of the tour, the golden curly hair "little girl" polishes the match in her hand, the white-haired "grandma" is fluttering, a dwarf sent a crystal slipper, let the girl change the big slippers on her feet, and the girl took her grandmother's hand to board the float.

"Xu Qingsheng, I still remember, when you said that when you watched the fairy tale of selling matches, the most impressive thing was the pair of big slippers, so you always wanted to let her wear the crystal slippers, so that the little girl could fulfill her wish."

In order to watch the live broadcast of the tour, it was logical to "sit in a row" with Qingsheng, and at this time he touched Qingsheng's elbow: "Say, do you know the tour planner, you mentioned the idea of skewering fairy tales." ”

Qingsheng herself forgot that she had said this, and she was very skeptical: "I am so afraid of people who wear high heels, how can I think that something like crystal high heels can fulfill wishes?" ”

"I can't be mistaken, because I still remember when I saw you reading extracurricular books in math class, grabbed it and took a look, I told you the story of selling matches that impressed me the most was the roast goose, the fat man heard the word roast goose, turned his head and asked me to eat the roast goose, his goal was too big, was discovered by the king of Huang Yan, our books were confiscated, you were so anxious that you cried, saying that the book was rented at the school gate, and then I went to steal the book back, and you still helped me watch the wind at the door of the office."

Qingsheng remembered stealing the book, but she didn't remember it more.

Some people will desperately review their memories, and some people are afraid to fall into memories, she knows that whenever she looks back, she can clearly see herself and someone in the old time, there is no need to cherish it at all, everything she has experienced is closely related to him.

When the cockpit is raised, higher than the light, the moonlight becomes clear, Qingsheng looks at the moonlight, don't look at Qingsheng's black hair, one noon in his memory, suddenly the wind and rain blow, he fell asleep on the desk in a daze, and was woken up by the wind and rain, he saw that the windowsill had been wet, leaned over to close the window, Qingsheng's hair hung on the buttons of his shirt, he was clumsy and lightly untied for a long time, at that time he didn't know why he would treat a girl so gently.

"Xu Qingsheng."

Mo Bu leaned back in the chair, raised his hand, and pillowed the back of his head: "If I don't ask you now, won't you tell me about the progress of the case?" ”

It's not because it's quiet and it's hard to fathom, it's not because it's boring, Mo Bu actually enjoys the feeling of being in such a small space, and the ambiguous atmosphere is hidden from time to time, but he wants to talk to Qingsheng about this time and space, only the secret he knows about her, being so close to a person, and being so close to this person is enough to make him happy.

"There is no progress, Qin Shuran still refuses to confess the accomplice, although we have retrieved her call records, but we don't know the details of the call, just use the call records to question the accomplices, just find an excuse to deal with the past, Qin Shuran doesn't tell the truth, Zhou Chen doesn't know the truth at all, and now we can't take coercive measures against the accomplices." Qingsheng said.

Mo Bei thought about it for a while: "I consulted with an acquaintance, and he said that in the case of Qin Shuran, the symptoms of depression are actually not too strong, because Qin Shuran will obviously become dependent on other people, she is not disgusted with herself, she still has expectations for life." Qin Shuran fantasized about a September Yoko, she used the personality / life of September Yoko on the Internet, this behavior is more like having some kind of personality disorder, she longs for a virtual personality, but in reality she is powerless to change herself.

But I still want to talk about the symptoms of depression, people who are plagued by depression, even if it is not serious enough to produce extreme psychology such as misanthropy, but they usually have a self-loathing mentality, and at the same time produce self-blame, guilt and so on, it is difficult for them to have a sense of trust and dependence on others, even if they receive psychological counseling, self-loathing mentality is improved, all kinds of pressure can be reduced, but they will generally have sympathy for people with other psychological disorders.

For example, a case occurred a few years ago, a teenager decided to commit suicide because of depression, he saw a post made by another teenager on the Internet, and he also had suicidal tendencies, and the two teenagers agreed to commit suicide, but in contact, the former found that the latter was different from him, the latter was not a depressed person, and suicidal tendencies were just impulsive.

The two of them planned to commit suicide by driving into the sea, but on the way, the former coaxed the latter out of the car, the former locked the car door, and he told the latter that the two of them were different, that he was the one who had fallen into the darkness, and that the latter was not, and that the latter could hold the sun as long as he was willing to reach out.

A person who decides to die actually knows the preciousness of life, and he does not ignore strangers who are still alive because he has been in despair for a long time. ”

Mo Bu actually didn't specifically suggest what Qingsheng should do, but Qingsheng obviously had a new idea.

She remembered an incident from her high school days.

At that time, Mo Bu had already been assigned to the science class, he had a new tablemate, and he was also a girl, an extremely introverted girl, who was excluded and snubbed by her classmates, and Mo Mo actually whispered to Qingsheng about the girl.

"Do you remember Liu Yan?" Qingsheng asked.

"My tablemate?" Mo Be, as if he knew why Qingsheng mentioned girls, he smiled: "I'm very annoying to her, there is a reason why she is disliked, she is introverted, but she is very vain, she loves to compete with others, and she always doesn't use the right way, she always says something that sounds fine but tastes the wrong little things to denigrate others, and she always cheats in exams, and she cheats by herself and accuses others of bringing cheat sheets, can such a person not be annoying?"

I was very accidental, only to find out that she has a tendency to self-harm, quite terrifying, with a knife to cut her own hand bloody, this is definitely a serious psychological problem, I was also a minor at the time, the second teenager, not able to do psychological counseling for others, had to tell the teacher, and then she transferred to another school, in fact, it was her parents' decision, Liu Yan's psychological pressure was too great, her parents thought that it would be better to let her suspend school first, and wait for the mentality to return to normal and re-enroll. ”

"But many classmates think that you accused her of cheating, she was persuaded to quit, and you never explained."

"Explain what this is for, I explained, wouldn't the person with that poisonous mouth say that she has a neuropathy? I only told you the real situation, and if you ask me, I will say, I know that you will not speak ill of others, and no matter how much you hate someone, at most you will never get along. ”

"I never told you, and then I still had contact with Liu Yan."

"Huh?!" Don't be amazed at this moment.

"She's my current editor." Qingsheng said: "I didn't know her well in high school, but then I met by chance, once I had an afternoon tea appointment with her, speaking of you, she actually thanked you, and she was very grateful at the time, she said that she knew why her classmates didn't want to see her, but the more she wanted to please some of her classmates, it eventually made things worse and worse."

Throughout her student days, only you observed that her mentality was wrong, and only you helped her, and later her parents brought her to Shenjiang, so that she completely got rid of her previous life, she was actually similar to Qin Shuran, and also made up a virtual Liu Yan, but fortunately, she successfully turned her real self into a virtual Liu Yan.

She now has a job she likes, she is married to someone she likes, she has a lot of friends, she can get along with her colleagues in a friendly way, and she ended her teenage nightmare. ”

"I'm so likeable."

Mo Bu suddenly approached Qingsheng, and he grabbed her shoulders and made her look out of the cockpit.

There are only a few sparse stars in the sky.

"Don't worry, wait a minute."

Their cockpits were still slowly rising, finally reaching the highest point.

First there were a few "bangs" and "bangs", followed by fireworks rising and blooming, and the tour finally reached the most lively finale, they were far away from the noisy crowd, but they did not miss this dazzling fireworks in the world.

"I think of all the best things that fall into your eyes, and I am not absent."

Mo Bu was standing beside Qing Sheng at the moment, he lowered his head slightly, did not look out of the cockpit, only looked at a firework in his eyes, and he suddenly understood.

Maybe many people are glad that they can know Mo Biao in this life, but for him, only Xu Qingsheng can use the word "life", he is truly confident, he can spend a lifetime and Xu Qingsheng slowly consumed, and when she is finally willing to get closer to him again, the person who can join hands with him from now on is none other than Xu Qingsheng.

I won't tell you about this promise, but one day you will know.