I saw a white-haired old woman painted on the three-foot scroll, it seemed that Ji was at the age of the last years of the wind and candle, her eyes were dizzy, half lying on the bed, she was playing with a burnt candle, and the light from the window shone obliquely on the ground, and her shadow was stretched obliquely for a day at dusk, just like her age, it was difficult to last.

Qin Yue couldn't help but say, "Who is this old man?"

Cheng Jun said: "Clumsy. ”

Qin Yue was incredulous, pointed to the beauty in front of him, and said, "What about this one?"

Cheng Jun said: "That was when she was young. ”

Qin Yue stood there, not knowing what to say, and wanted to ask: "Why is she so old?" and wanted to ask: "How can you allow her to grow old like this?" Even if she is a mortal, can't she afford to use the Dingyan Pill?" But he didn't have a position to ask these questions, so he turned between his words and swallowed.

Cheng Jun waited for a while and said, "What do you think?"

Qin Yue said: "What...... How's that?"

Cheng Jun said: "This painting is painted." ”

Qin Yue fixed his mind, put aside the content, watched carefully, and said: "This one is better than the one just now, it is done in one go, and it is integrated, although the brushwork is a little exquisite, but the intention is that God first, and what I want is this kind of charm." You...... You must be very familiar with her. I always feel that this last sentence is a little weird, since it is a wife, it is naturally very familiar.

Cheng Jun said: "Yes? Indeed, although Ziruo has been with me for 50 years, and she has been by my side when she was the youngest and most beautiful, what I remember most about her is the time when she was finally sick in bed until she ended her life in my arms. When I closed my eyes, I could clearly see her gray hair, but her youthful and beautiful appearance had gradually blurred. ”

He gently picked up the first scroll and said, "Do you think this painting is very hesitant? Yes, because I have been trying to piece together her appearance from memory, bits and pieces, and the next stroke will be hesitant for a long time." Later, the appearance may be patchwork, but the temperament and charm are worse after all...... Of course, when I painted, it was difficult to capture her look, so I had to remember that they were all demure and elegant beauties, and they should be about the same, so I painted them in the same way as Senior Sister Lu. Her appearance when she was young was so vague in my impression that I couldn't grasp it, so I had to rely on a few words to imitate it. ”

Qin Yue listened to his words, and the emotion was very strong far beyond usual, and he couldn't help but secretly turn his head sideways, and sure enough, he saw that his eyes fluctuated slightly, as if he had a sense of water, and his heart was nervous, and he brought some excitement to Cheng Jun, an unpredictable old goblin, would actually move his true feelings!

Cheng Jun said softly: "Ziruo's body is special, not only does she have no immortal bones, but she also rejects any elixir, no matter how much immortal herb elixir she eats, it will not have any effect." Therefore, the lifespan is only a few decades after all. ”

Qin Yue couldn't help but sigh: "Poor red face. ”

Cheng Jun said: "Really, she is not a heavenly setback. She herself said, 'Although you monks are often in retreat for hundreds of years, how long have you been in retreat, how long have you been fighting, and how long have you been suffering about your future and destiny......?

Qin Yue smiled: "Sister-in-law's words make sense." Thinking of me Qin Yue, except for the short time I spent with my brothers and sisters, I was not happy for a while. Even on Jiuyan Mountain, there are many things to worry about. ”

Cheng Jun said: "She also grew up in the group of monks since she was a child, and she thought that the monk was lifeless and refused to stay longer, I heard that the northerners of her ancestors wanted to see their hometown. From the age of fifteen, he left his lodging and went outside, and walked for five years, until he was twenty years old, and he went all the way to the northland. ”...,

Qin Yue praised: "Good perseverance. ”

Cheng Jun smiled: "What kind of perseverance, the little girl is messing around, she didn't cause trouble on the road, it's just luck." At that time, she walked to Yingzhou, and finally ran out of luck and was blocked by a group of thieves.

At that time, the world was ....... He hesitated, and didn't say that the world was in chaos, and the world was peaceful. I haven't been chaotic for a few years, and as for the chaos in the future, I can't say nonsense, "Ziruo originally had the martial arts of self-defense, but he couldn't help it when he met a monk, and he was about to suffer when he saw it, and it happened that I was passing away at that time..."

Qin Yue immediately said: "I understand, the hero saves the beauty, and it is really a good story." ”

Cheng Jun said: "Don't come to this set, do you think I look like a person who has a good heart and sees injustice?"

Qin Yue said: "At first glance, it really doesn't look like it, but it can't stop you from convulsing your heart for a while... On a whim. ”

Cheng Jun said: "Your mouth lacking morality is worth your hundred years of practice." Alas, but it is also said more or less, not so much on a whim as on a whim. At that time, I was suffering from demons in my heart, and I had been stuck in the bottleneck period for many years, and when the mountains and rivers were exhausted, you may not believe it, I almost fell into the devil's path at that time. Guy can practice without suffering from demons, and he should push demons to cultivate, so I want to turn to demon cultivation and seek liberation. ”

Qin Yue was incredulous, but he didn't dare to question it, and said secretly in his heart: What kind of sin is it that he said in the Daomen that he wants to join the Demon Dao? I'm afraid that it will really come out, and he will kill them all from his home to the Shimen, and he will kill them all together, and I am afraid that even Jiuyan Mountain will be implicated. It's also thanks to him that he didn't shy away from telling me, why am I so unlucky?

Cheng Jun ignored his changing expression, and said: "At that time, I was already insane, my temperament was reversed, and it was not pleasing to see anyone, when I walked there, I saw a group of Taoist priests flying over, and I didn't even know who was who, let alone what women they had kidnapped, so I went up and killed them, and everyone died, and they were killed one by one." ”

Qin Yue said: "You say that you are delirious, but you can distinguish between the beauty and ugliness of men and women, and when you meet a beauty like your sister-in-law, don't say you are delirious, even if you are not sane, you can't kill it." ”

Cheng Jun shook his head and said, "Who knows if she is a beauty?" At that time, she received a gourd magic vessel, and she didn't notice it. However, I saw that the magic weapon was good, and when I released it, I wanted to practice again, and then I found that there was a person inside. At that time, I didn't feel anything, but said, 'What kind of woman came out of here?', and with a wave of my hand, I threw her out of the window. ”

Qin Yue smiled and said, "Ah, the beauty of Tang Tu shouldn't be." What happened?"

Cheng Jun recalled: "I didn't know about this paragraph later, but she told me. She threw me out of the house, relying on some kung fu on her body, and did not fall seriously and was injured, but she did not know where she was. The cave house I built at that time was very remote, on an island in the middle of a lake, surrounded by water, and she couldn't go out, so she wandered around the island every day, built a small shack, and fished fish and shrimp by the lake for food. also raised a group of juanpeng for her special fish. ”

Qin Yue said: "This is very interesting. But she lives on the island, so you acquiesced?"

Cheng Jun said softly: "I don't know." ”

Qin Yue was stunned, and Cheng Jun said, "I didn't know that she lived next to my cave mansion. At that time, my inner demon tribulation had reached the point of being obsessed. When you go crazy and wake up, you don't look like ordinary people. Ziruo later told me that she had seen me sitting on the shore, crying and laughing, as if she were crazy, and sometimes she sat in a daze, as if she had fallen into a dream and could not extricate herself. ”

Qin Yue finally couldn't help but ask: "You are just building a foundation and cultivating, how can you have such a big demon?" The Dao heart barrier you described, it seems to be, it seems to be ....... ”

Cheng Jun said: "What is it?"

Qin Yue said: "It will only come when the Heart Demon Tribulation is over." Even if it's a small heavenly tribulation, it's an achievement of the essence pill, and then it really becomes a veritable spirit spirit flail..."

Cheng Jun sighed lightly, "Heart Dao: What kind of heart demon small heavenly tribulation, that is the real spirit and soul unity, one foot of the great heavenly tribulation." ...,

On the threshold of the Yuanshen Heaven and Earth, he was stuck for a hundred years, until he hooked up all the killings created by the original Spirit Heaven and Earth, and the demons in his heart became heavier, and the nightmare was reincarnated, and finally reached the point of insanity. Further, the essence burns, and he dies by self-immolation. Many monks who only focused on cultivation and did not pay attention to the cultivation of the Dao heart before turning qi into refinement will end up with this fate.

He suddenly smiled and said: "You don't have to take my words, I am indeed building a foundation and cultivating now, and I can beat you most of the time, if I beat you and Boss Zhu together, I may not be an opponent." I only talk about my own business, and I have nothing to do with the things of others, I listen to what I like, and I don't listen to it. ”

Qin Yue said: "That is, if it weren't for someone who asked: 'What happened later, I wouldn't have listened to it.'" ”

Cheng Jun said: "Well, when she saw me again, I didn't see him.

She lived well on my island, and it is said that one day when she passed by my cave, she saw me coming out of the house in a demented state, and although she glanced at her, she walked straight as if she had not seen her. She felt strange in her heart, so she quietly followed me. Then I climbed the mountain, jumped over, and jumped off the cliff. ”

Qin Yue was taken aback and said, "Ah, what's going on?"

Cheng Jun said: "I don't know, I don't even remember jumping off the cliff by myself." When I woke up, I saw Ziruo standing in front of the bed and said, 'Thank God, you're finally awake.' I've been worried for a few days......" He paused, and suddenly said to Qin Yue: "Have you heard this sentence, are you moved?"

Qin Yue sighed "Huh?" and said, "That's not the same...... That's ......."

Cheng Jun smiled: "It's not moving, isn't it? That's because you have never been alone, and you have lived for hundreds of years." If you haven't had anyone you can trust since you were born, you don't have a partner to fight with, you don't even have someone to eat at the same table, and you think about how to kill people and set fires or avoid being victimized by your enemies. It was enough to hear this sentence suddenly. What's more, she is still a gentle and beautiful woman. ”

Qin Yue was silent, and Cheng Jun said: "Since that day, I have fallen in love with her. I lay in bed for seven days, and she stayed with me for seven days, and when I was well, I told her that I was going to marry her. She immediately refused, saying, 'You saved my life, and I took care of you as a matter of course, but I will not marry a monk.' There are many monks in my family, and they are either muddy, or they are brave and fierce, and they are the wives of monks, or they are widowed alive or widowed. My life is short for decades, and there is not a single day to waste, and I can't live happily every day, and I walk in the world in vain......"

Qin Yue smiled: "But I don't want my sister-in-law to have a personality side." ”

Cheng Jun said: "She was originally different. I told her that I was completely different from other monks, although I also practiced fighting, but I loved life more, I had many interests, I would accompany her to play the piano and paint, all this was nonsense, I was only more mixed and ruthless than other monks, but my mind was hot, and I said untrustworthy words. She hesitated for a long time, and finally said, 'Okay, let's try then.' I used to think that I would grow old with someone, but I couldn't with you after all. I don't know when it will end, but if I don't try it today, maybe I'll regret it for the rest of my life......"

Qin Yue said: "This spider..."

Cheng Jun said: "Fifty years." For the past fifty years, I have lived well for most of the time, and the years are comfortable, but sometimes I have troubles. Although Ziruo's temperament is gentle, she is not without shortcomings, she is stubborn, has a good face, and sometimes likes to take advantage of some small advantages. I was proud, cold, and even ruthless, and not as considerate as I thought I was. When we get along together, we inevitably bump into each other and quarrel more than once. Sometimes I felt like running away from home, and more than once I saw her packing up her things and saying she was going out. But we were back together after all, for fifty years. ”...,

Qin Yue smiled: "It's just like an ordinary husband and wife." ”

Cheng Jun said: "It would be nice if it was really the same." After all, it's different, I can't grow old with her. Therefore, my change in her is even more heartfelt. In the past 50 years, I have watched her grow a little older, watched her grow from youth to tranquility, watched her go from standing by my side to needing me to support her, and finally collapsed on the bed. It's strange that those good times of youth, when I think about it now, are like silhouettes, which seem beautiful, but also messy. But when she lay on the bed in old age, grabbed my hand with her dry hand, and spoke peacefully in the short words of the family, the faded appearance always lingered in my mind. ”

Qin Yue was silent again and said, "No matter what, your heart demon ......"

Cheng Jun said: "It's over." It's like never showing up. The things I once had demons in my heart have long been thrown out of the clouds. But the retreat of the demons in my heart does not mean that I am not confused, I have been with her for the first thirty years, except for practicing at night, I have never read Taoist books, I have never studied spells, and I have never cared about the cultivation world again. But after more than ten years, I often drove away from me to see where the Tao was, and only when I knew the direction of the Heavenly Dao and the boundaries of life and death, I would not feel too terrified. ”

Qin Yue suddenly regretted a little, he shouldn't have been curious for a moment and talked to Cheng Jun about this heavy topic. It is extremely risky to spy on Cheng Jun's heart, if he is not careful, he will be crushed and he will commit a big taboo.

Cheng Jun ignored him and said, "Finally, that day has come." She was lying in bed at the time, and although she didn't speak, we both knew that this marriage had also come to an end. I stood in front of her bed, took her hand, and asked, 'Do you have any regrets, what are you not relieved?' and she thought for a moment and said, 'No. I've been alive for fifty years, but I still have something to tell you. You help me up. ”

"I lifted her up, and she said, 'I have a book under my pillow, which I look good at, and I have studied it for many years, and I will leave it to you.' , I didn't expect her to still read, so I hurriedly touched under the pillow, and sure enough, I found a book, which was "Taixuan Jing". ”

Qin Yueqi said: "Is it a Taoist book?"

Cheng Jun said: "Exactly." Before I could react, she had already said, "When I was a child, I hated cultivators, but I felt that they didn't know what to do, and when they got old, they eventually got into this situation." Only when I know the great horror of life and death, do I know the benefits of cultivating the Tao, and after reading the Taoist book, I feel that this is the great way of the world. I have not been able to cultivate the Tao in my life, and this book has nothing to do with me, but it was born for you. I see that your collection of Taoist books has many annotations and understandings, and I can't read them, but I only know that you have great creations, and it would be a pity if you don't go to cultivate. If I am really virtuous, I should persuade you to seek the Tao and ask the heart, but I am just a selfish little woman, always thinking, my life is only a few decades, you have accompanied me, and when I go, I will go to the Tao, and I will not delay you, tell me, I will delay you?"

"I couldn't say anything at the time, and said, 'No, if it weren't for these decades, I would have died of demons. It's that I'm sorry for you, and it's not all purposeless to be with you. I've sharpened my demons with you. She smiled and said, "Then I'll be relieved." I want to live longer and enjoy more leisure time, but I am afraid that I will live too long and delay you. He left it to Heaven to decide. The heavens have eyes. He told me not to be subject to the power of the elixir, just to mislead you, after all, I can't miss much time, God is really so fair. There is a great terror between life and death, I am one step ahead, although I am afraid on the road, I hope you will never come to me. He paused, remained silent for a long time, and after a while, he said, "Then she went." ”...,

Speaking of this, he didn't say anything more, but thought to himself: After she left, I found many elixirs among her relics, all of which I gave her to prolong her life and adjust her appearance. She didn't take any of them, naturally in order not to stay longer. At the end of the day, I don't know if she can't take any pills, or if she's just for me, she won't take any pills.

Go to Hugh! Go Hugh!

Cheng Jun's eyes suddenly widened, he stretched out his hand, a flame rose up, and with a flick of his finger, a little spark splashed on the scroll, and the flame rose when he landed, rolling the three-foot scroll into the fire.

Qin Yue was taken aback, just now he was still talking about the happy time he had with his wife, why did he set a fire in a blink of an eye? He thought Cheng Jun had missed, so he stepped forward and said, "Brother Cheng, is this burning?"

Cheng Jun said: "In the past day, I have drawn ten pictures, and eight have been burned, and there are these two, I hesitated several times, but I still can't start, which shows that the Taoist heart is not strong and the thoughts are not clear." Now I figured it out. ”

Finally figured it out!

The Past ......

Ziruo is his wife in his previous life, and it is also the most important memory in his previous life, but after all, it is just a memory, the memories of the past, which are worth cherishing for a lifetime, but indulging in memories and not extricating himself, is not his pursuit.

Ziruo only belongs to the previous life.

Who is he, and what does he want?

He is Cheng Jun, Cheng Jun who is over 900 years old. Back to his youth in this life, he is still the same Cheng Jun who has experienced the earth-shaking, life and death. There is only one way for Cheng Jun, whether it is a relationship or a grudge, after passing it, he will not turn back. The road ahead leads to the rooftop, but other than that, it's all divergent paths. He no longer has decades of leisure to spare, and quietly accompanies Ziruo. Ziruo doesn't need to spend his life saving a man who has gone mad.

The change of fate made Ziruo not have to grow up in the environment of her previous life, nor did she have to live alone in the world of cultivating immortals, she had other choices. Cheng Jun also has his own way.

In the previous life, everything that should have passed has passed, and what should be regretted is only regret.

"I want you to never come to me"

Everything goes with the flow.

Whoever forsakes me, he shall not remain in the day of yesterday.

Don't stay, it's better to take a break!

Cheng Jun finally swung his sword to cut through thousands of entanglements, and suddenly felt a lightness in his heart, as if the Dao Heart had passed another layer of obstacles.

Cheng Jun smiled, put aside the original topic, and said, "You came very well this time." I have been scattered in this Xia Zhou for a few days, and the more I scatter, the more I block. Why don't you take the opportunity to do something serious, maybe I'll be in a better mood. ”

Qin Yue saw that his face changed, and he seemed to get out of all the emotions just now, let out a long breath, and said, "Oh, what kind of business is that?"

Cheng Jun said: "Let's go and build a northern circle to connect the three magic circles and connect Jiuyan Mountain." We can't come out of Jiuyan Mountain, we can only go to my little crane feather view, even the descendants of the passage gate, after all, it is not a long-term solution. ”

Qin Yue said solemnly: "That's the right thing. Why, just the two of us?"

Cheng Jun said: "Fortunately, just the two of us can go." Xiao Yu played in Xiazhou for a few more days, then..."Hehe, it can be regarded as a clean ear." Qin Jian Er's eyes fell on the ice strings, Qin Lao wanted to practice the ice strings one by one into his Yuanqin, and the sword elder gave him a protector, and neither of them could leave, so Cheng Jun was left with a few days to spare, anyway, the two of them couldn't go back, so Cheng Jun took the opportunity to do something serious.

Qin Yue said: "So, you have already planned, where is the magic circle that is being introduced?"

Cheng Jun said: "That nature, have you ever heard of the Arctic ice field?" (