"I don't understand what kind of experience can make people lose their feelings."

Sitting in the car and looking at the floating island outside the window, Wei Yan felt a little scared.

She didn't want to see the possibility that her father had said, so she asked softly.

"Because no one is a saint."

Wei Wutong sighed lightly.

As the city's law enforcement officer, he felt that he should experience for himself everything that everyone in the city could touch.

For example, slums.

For example, the Infinity Circle.

He's been exposed to them all.

He had personally and actively accessed the Infinity Ring, so he knew what it was like to slowly corrode.

At first, I am afraid that it will be interesting and curious, but as I dig deeper and deeper, it will become a bloody hole in my heart.

Even now, he still felt an indescribable sense of fear.

Looking at his daughter's somewhat distracted and worried side face, Wei Wutong explained softly.

"In everyone's heart, there are some unspeakable dark emotions. The ring is like a demon that plays with people's hearts, digging deep from some ordinary things, digging down little by little, digging into the deepest part of your heart. Dig into the dark areas that you feel afraid of, that you don't want to face. He will let you see your true self. The self that is so real that it is disgusting and terrifying. But the universal values we have received do not allow for such a personality......"

Wei Yan somewhat understood.

"So in the end, we reject our true side? Will you let go of your emotions, will you stop feeling fear and guilt? ”

Wei Wutong said with a light sigh.

"Exactly."

Looking at her daughter's white side face, Wei Wutong only wished that she would never have that kind of experience in her life.

"In fact, sometimes, it's okay for people to be a little confused and think a little less."

……

Jiang Bai, who had an experience once, did not choose to escape this time.

In the memory of the rest of his life, this incident has never disappeared.

Even after a long time, he had forgotten the names and faces of most of his classmates at that time.

But always remember this sunny afternoon.

The voice in my heart was so calm that there was no wave.

However, Jiang Bai's ears were full of bewitchment.

"And then? Glasses, forgot? ”

"Of course I didn't forget."

"The girls didn't mention it, so you have to get by. Determined that as long as she asks for it, you will go out and talk to your family? ”

"Yes......"

"But what if people don't have glasses during this time? Will your grades drop because you can't read the words on the blackboard clearly? She was originally a girl who studied hard and barely maintained the upper-middle level in the class.

And after her grades drop, will she be scolded by her parents again? If the glasses are broken, will the elders in her family be equally distressed? After all, you don't know anything about other people's families.

Have you ever thought about these? ”

"Of course I did."

"Yes, of course you do, but how do you do it?"

“……”

"Guilt and dragging, huh?"

"Yes......"

"Do you have any other thoughts after a long time?"

"It's not!"

"Look...... You're lying to yourself again. ”

“……”

"Do you think why the glasses are right at your feet? Maybe someone else touched it before? Maybe the glasses were broken in the first place? Maybe the girl was going to change in the first place? Otherwise, why didn't he come to you? ”

"You know everything, why are you asking me!"

Jiang Bai leaned against the corner, as if he felt that the children who were playing illusory among the teachers had a substance.

Blazing eyes were staring at him.

It made him feel red.

Even in a state of "wise gaze", it is equally useless.

So when he protested in his heart, there was naturally a little emotion in his voice.

"You've guessed it, haven't you? I am you. It's not that I know, I'm just helping you remember. ”

The other party's unwavering voice suddenly made Jiang Bai feel a little frightened.

"I don't need to remember these things that are in the past!"

"Unfortunately, it's not up to you. So...... Let's move on.

Since you know all this, and you think the other party hates it so much, why do you want to play with that boy in the future? ”

Jiang Bai was silent.

However, it was useless.

Unless it is a completely unconscious mind, when someone asks a question, the heart will naturally jump out of its own answer.

Jiang Bai didn't say it himself, and the other party said it for Jiang Bai.

"Because there aren't too many people who can play together, can they? When you are bored, the other party can occasionally relieve some loneliness for you. ”

Jiang Bai was silent.

The voice was still calm.

"In the days to come, he also took this matter and squeezed you several times. What do you think of him at that time? ”

"No idea."

The voice was already disdainful of exposing Jiang Bai's lies, and just said to himself.

"Thinking about why this person can be so shameless? Obviously everyone is responsible, why can you say that you don't have anything to do with it? If you hadn't pushed me, would I have stepped on someone else's glasses? ”

"But when I think about it, if I want to play, I also play with others, and in the end, I still blame myself."

"But why can't students play? I'm still young, and I'm dead and buried in books all day, that's a real nerd. ”

Then I thought about it...... Learn? Grades? What to expect from parents and teachers? ”

"You see, always thinking about it, you deviate from the question of the beginning. It's like you're never going to face that girl again. You don't dare to face that unsolved problem. ”

Jiang Bai leaned against the corner of the wall and lowered his head.

The bright sunlight couldn't illuminate the shadows on Jiang Bai's face, and he suddenly interrupted the other party in a whisper.

"It's all over......"

"yes, it's all gone. Graduation is approaching, everyone is going their separate ways, and it will be difficult to see each other again in the future. The girl doesn't need the same pair of glasses anymore...... But why not say sorry? At the graduation ceremony, you had one last chance to say it to her. ”

"Because I don't dare!"

Jiang Bai suddenly roared.

There's no one here anyway, and it's all gone anyway.

The past is irretrievable.

So hysteria.

"Because I don't dare! Is that possible? I don't dare to face her again! I'm scared of her! ”

The more time passes, the more it becomes like a stinger, piercing deep into the heart.

It was as if something had been embedded in the bark of the tree, and as the tree grew, nothing unusual was seen on the outside, and the emerald green branches and leaves hung all over the branches.

However, those foreign objects have long been wrapped in the bark of the newborn tree and buried deep in the trunk of the tree.

The voice in his heart was calm, but proud.

"Once again, you are honest with your heart...... Now, you're ready to go out. ”

And said that you are not a savior