024. Bei Tang's worries
The rest of the class said the same about her. I don't think it's good to be like this, it's always alone, it's lonely, and it feels like it's easy to be bullied. Bei Ju looked at the lonely figure in the distance again.
"You're so kind."
"Can you please help me with the fish bells? She's always alone, and the girls have a little bit of an opinion. ”
"It's her freedom, and there's no reason for us to interfere in her relationships. Moreover, she didn't cause trouble to others, she could be fine alone. Lu Xiaofan expressed his opinion.
The person was almost gone, the classroom was empty, Lu Xiaofan stopped after walking two steps slowly, and waited for Bei Ju to catch up before continuing to take a step.
"I know. But people who have difficulty communicating can easily be isolated and bullied. Bei Ju walked to the front, grabbed Lu Xiaofan's sleeve, and asked face-to-face, "So, can you please help her handle the relationship with other classmates?" ”
Because Bei Ju's hand grabbed the sleeve harder, the distance between the two was infinitely shortened, and Lu Xiaofan could even smell the fragrance on her body.
"Why let me go? You're the class leader, and it might be better for you to go. ”
"Because Yuling always rejects people thousands of miles away and is very cold to people."
Lu Xiaofan understood Bei Ju's thoughts, and he immediately added: "Me too." She was cold to everyone. ”
"Not really. Yuling is different to you, she is at least willing to talk to you, and the two of you can always talk. ”
"You may be mistaken, she and I are just table-to-table conversations."
"No problem. You can talk, can't you? ”
I can't refute this, but Lu Xiaofan has a question to ask: "Why do you want to help her?" ”
"Because I'm the class president, my manifesto for class president is to try to be friends with everyone and help those in need." Bei Ju said innocently, as if he had said his heart's desire.
This kind of manifesto is similar to the "I want to save everyone" in the bloody comics, and "in the end, nothing can be saved" ends in this way, and it almost becomes a fixed ending.
A few seconds later, Lu Xiaofan spoke: "I won't help you." ”
“…… Ay?! Bei Ju was stunned for a moment, and then let out a lovely and long cry of surprise.
"But I can give you some help in any way I can." Because of his height, Bei Ju was at the angle of looking up, and with the sight of please, Lu Xiaofan couldn't refuse at all.
“…… Are you sure? Thank you, Lu Xiaofan! ”
Bei Ju heard that he was willing to help, and a smile seemed to come from the bottom of his heart.
……
Sunday.
Afternoon and evening are the rest time, and Yuling sits on the sofa in the living room, playing with his mobile phone.
The rental house was quiet and she was alone.
In the past, she would feel lonely, bored and tired in such afternoons, and would choose to sleep, and when she woke up, she would find that it was dark.
But now, she has so much to do that she has no time to be alone.
She subconsciously feels that her life is better now, but she will miss the loneliness of the past.
Yuling searched for food on the Internet, and successively looked at roast duck, West Lake vinegar fish, flying dragon soup, Dongpo meat, hot pot, Buddha jumping over the wall, hamburger, pizza, French foie gras, sashimi, sushi, ramen, barbecue and so on.
She counted the raw materials she needed, first bought tools and seasonings online, and made a planner that recorded what she cooked every day and how long it took to purchase fresh ingredients, and each step was carefully listed.
Spending money like water, and soon, the money bottomed out, and the money she used to exchange her scores for chat groups, and the money she spent on comics bottomed out.
Yuling stopped in time, "Get here first, reserve some money, and buy fresh ingredients." ”
How do you make money?
Returning to the old business of drawing comics is too time-consuming to be considered.
No clue for now.
Yuling looked at the time, it was almost 5 o'clock, she didn't forget to buy groceries, found the shopping bag and went out.
Most of the students on the street walked in groups, talking and laughing, divided into small teams, and were enjoying their youth to the fullest.
As soon as Yu Ling stepped into the supermarket, she saw Lu Xiaofan, who was wandering around the commodity area alone.
Twice in the same supermarket, she realized that things are not simple.
Yuling didn't talk, pushed the shopping cart, and went to pick vegetables.
After shopping for food, I went to the electrical classification area.
found that Lu Xiaofan was picking out goods in front, pretending not to see it, and escaping from the other party's field of vision was a way, but she still had to shop, in short, she couldn't escape, let's talk first. She said without thinking: "Lu Xiaofan, you are also here." ”
Lu Xiaofan turned around, "Ah, it's you, Yuling, what a coincidence." ”
I don't know if it was because someone accosted him, or because he saw a beautiful woman, the depression on his face was a little less.
The fish bell replied with a voice without emotional ups and downs. "What a coincidence."
Lu Xiaofan suddenly made a strange move - touching his chin and thinking. Yuling was stunned for a moment, suspecting that he was going to say "There is only one ...... truth" in the next second.
After a moment, he seemed to understand something, and said in surprise: "Wait, Yuling, are you a good person?" Because of sympathy, no, rather pity, they took the initiative to talk to me, my heart hurt, but I was very unwilling, even then I was a little happy. ”
"Uh......"
What's going on with this sadness that flows backwards?
Don't do this.
Yu Ling doesn't want to experience "sadness" in this kind of place.
"Didn't you say yesterday that you had a goal?" She quickly digressed the subject.
"They went to the Internet café to play LOL."
"I remember they were a team of three, and the five-row game didn't take you much."
Lu Xiaofan coughed, "Maybe, they have already made an appointment with friends." ”
Yu Suzuki grimaced, "No matter how you think about it, people don't accept you at all." ”
Lu Xiaofan sighed, "Every time I want to join their conversation, I can't find a topic. ”
Yu Ling's face was expressionless, "You are clamoring to make friends, in fact, you have long been used to being alone, you are very strange!" ”
She can confirm that Lu Xiaofan is as rejecting people as hers, just like the label he put on himself - energy-savingism.
"If you are always alone, you will be treated as an outlier. And it's strange to you, you could have found a chance to sneak into a girls' group and make friends smoothly, but you didn't do anything. ”
"That's what you do, right?"
"I have a friend who finally had the opportunity to go home with his classmates after school, at first they chatted happily, and the topic was over without leaving the school gate, and then he was silent all the way, and he didn't know what to say, and the rhythm of walking became chaotic, but fortunately, his classmates' friends came, and my friend saw that they were chatting side by side, so he left in good faith." Lu Xiaofan shook his head, "Oh, my friend is really empathetic and only cares about taking care of others. ”
Hey, don't do that, really, it's so sad.
Yuling pinched his forehead.
Lu Xiaofan asked, "Yuling, why don't you make friends?" ”