Yuling didn't squint, walked to his seat and sat down, and then read a book by himself, which made Lu Xiaofan think that he was air.

is ignored every day, just get used to it, Lu Xiaofan comforted himself in his heart. Just like every day before class, the classmates who enter the classroom late will usually greet their acquaintances who arrive early, only he will not be noticed, and even if someone notices him, they will only ask the tablemate, "Who is he?" I'm in the wrong classroom."

"I heard you sigh as soon as I came? Can I help you? Yubell looked up.

"No, I'm just thinking about what work to do." Lu Xiaofan shook his head quickly, "Oh, by the way, I've already made the leaflet, do you want to take a look at it first?" ”

"No, I trust you."

You're just too lazy to watch, right? Lu Xiaofan said in his heart.

"Anyway, we're really going to hand out flyers?"

"That's a real problem." Yuling nodded solemnly.

“…… What's wrong with handing out flyers? Lu Xiaofan asked.

"Do you think someone would be willing to take the flyer you handed out? Your gloom has already scared people away. Yuling solemnly analyzed.

Lu Xiaofan was hit by a heartbeat.

"Are you stupid? Who said I was the one who handed out the flyers? Isn't it easier for girls to do such a thing as handing out flyers? ”

A beautiful girl in a maid's costume hands you something, and even a man can't refuse.

After a few seconds of silence, Yuling was not angry, and said in a quieter voice than usual, "No, I don't think anyone wants to take the flyer I handed out." ”

After more than a month of getting along, Lu Xiaofan found that Yuling's three faceless faces rarely showed emotional changes, but her movements often reflected her mood, and she said this, her eyes drifted to other places.

Lu Xiaofan asked curiously, "Why?" ”

Yuling coughed and raised his head and chest, "Well, for Lu Xiaofan, who has no friends, it may be difficult to understand, but for me, it is predictable, based on my experience." ”

Lu Xiaofan secretly speculated about the reason. "But you're obviously very popular......

“…… You won't understand. Yuling tilted his head away, revealing a look of remembrance.

Lu Xiaofan noticed that her cheeks seemed to bulge slightly, perhaps an illusion.

Yes, Lu Xiaofan really doesn't understand, he and Yuling are two completely different types of people, and it is impossible to know what she thinks.

"Okay, I don't understand, please tell me why."

Yuling spoke: "It may be a bit harsh for you who are not welcome. ”

"It's already harsh, please continue."

"I've been very popular since I was a child, and when I reached the age of junior high school, my popularity was comparable to that of a star, specifically, better than the current orange." Yuling seemed to state the facts, and there was no show off in his tone.

It's a loss! Lu Xiaofan raised the white flag and surrendered, he couldn't even think of how popular it was.

"But things always go in equilibrium. In exchange, while I was popular with boys, the girls around me hated me to the core. As soon as the topic changed, Yuling smiled mockingly, "It's really sad! It's not just safflower and green leaves, but under the sun, the street lamp loses its value, and the street lamp will think, why hasn't the dazzling sun disappeared? ”

"Well...... I kind of get it. ”

Compared with the sun, it is too arrogant, but thanks to such a vivid metaphor, Lu Xiaofan understands the twists and turns of things. The gap is too large to give rise to a sense of powerlessness that is difficult to surpass, but due to the depravity of human beings, the darkness of deep disgust and longing for the disappearance of the target still exists, and the seeds of darkness will only be buried deeper and deeper.

Street Lamp: If only the sun weren't there!

What a simple wish!

Although I can't resist, I still think about this desire, just like people often imagine going back to the past to make up for those difficult things, such as boldly resisting the classmates who bully them, such as summoning up the courage to confess to the person they like, such as throwing a document in the face of the boss and shouting "Lao Tzu is gone".

"When I was in junior high school, I was pranked 43 times, like fake love letters, dead rats in my desk, graffiti of a bad nature in my textbooks, etc., and 38 of them were made by girls."

"And what about the remaining five?" Lu Xiaofan was full of curiosity.

"It's just a boy's prank."

Probably the boy chose this kind of stupid thing in order to get attention.

“…… It's kind of pitiful. Lu Xiaofan couldn't help but sympathize with her experience.

"Because of this, I had to wear a mask and surgical gloves to school every day. Actually, I didn't care about their attitude, but I got tired of it. Yuling stroked her hair, and the look of boredom on her face was unexpectedly obvious.

"Where's the surgical gloves?"

Yes, wearing a mask, wearing white gloves, and heavily armed Yuling fully attracted the attention of the teacher, and then the teacher learned what happened from the good student Yuling and punished the bad student.

"That's not the focus, is it?"

"I deliberately didn't ask."

Lu Xiaofan understood, Yuling went to distribute flyers, boys would generally accept it, but girls probably wouldn't, especially acquaintances in the same class.

Lu Xiaofan nodded, "I can probably understand your loneliness." ”

The situation of not being understood and being envied is not a kind of loneliness.

"You seem to be misinterpreting something?" Yuling looked at him.

"No, I just know this kind of process, and how you feel now, obviously you like to be alone, but others sympathize with you without permission, that feeling is annoying, I know I know."

From having no friends at the beginning to being used to being lonely, to being very happy alone, and only being uncomfortable when you have to be with others, and finally liking to live alone, Lu Xiaofan understands too well, and he also came over like this.

"Although this is true, the essence is different." Yuling said rationally.

Just as Lu Xiaofan wanted to reply, there was a knock on the door of the social office.

"Excuse me, this is the Question Counseling Agency?"

Two ladies appeared at the door of the social office, one was a student and the other was an adult, Yuling didn't know him, but Lu Xiaofan knew the adult because she happened to be the instructor of another club he was in.

"Lu, Lu Xiaofan, why is he here?" The female student and Lu Xiaofan let out a small scream after meeting their eyes.

Am I weird here? Lu Xiaofan wondered in his heart. Who is this guy and how do you know my name? To be honest, Lu Xiaofan has no impression of her.

"It's not." Yuling replied in one bite.

Hey, isn't it? Lu Xiaofan didn't react, and after thinking about it carefully, he knew the purpose of the fish bell, wouldn't it be good to have less trouble, although they were two beauties.

"Huh...... Isn't it? The girl dressed as a student asked in surprise. She wears a long-sleeved shirt with the top two buttons unbuttoned, her sexy collarbone exposed to the air, her checkered pleated skirt cut short to reveal her dazzling thighs, her neatly short hair dyed chestnut, and her wrists wearing knotted jewelry.