Spring is blooming, and the sun is just right.

Gu Yuan didn't know how long it had been since he had been used to this body.

He found that he was forgetting more and more quickly.

For example, he didn't know who he was, why he came here, and how he became a child.

He remembered that his name was Gu Yuan, this was his name, and now, everything he had experienced was not true.

But sometimes, he began to get confused again.

If his name is Gu Yuan, then ......

Xu Lin, whose name is it?

For Gu Yuan at this stage, he didn't even know what time was.

As soon as ordinary people's eyes are closed, as soon as they are opened, the day passes.

But for a child of this age, eight sleeps a day is not enough.

Gradually.

Gu Yuan was already able to understand the language again.

But now he has completely forgotten his name......

He only knew that his name was Xu Lin and he lived in a small village in the southeast of Jingguo.

And the name Xu Lin was begged from the old gentleman in the village who was also surnamed Xu with a pheasant from the mountain.

It is said that it is a godsend, and there will be blessings.

Hence the name Xu Lin.

Xu Lin had heard his father say before, saying that their family and the old gentleman could be regarded as their own family, which was originally a joke tone, but the old gentleman didn't know where to hear it, and the next day he rushed to the door angrily, pointing to the name of Xu Lin's father Xu Laosan and scolding.

What he said was a little incomprehensible, what his "Xu" was the Xu of the lineage of Xu Qinlong, the founder of the dynasty, but later their branch moved here.

And Xu Laosan and Xu Lin's Xu can't find the origin!

To put it simply.

What the old gentleman means is that Xu Laosan, your family is not worthy of being involved with my relatives!

After saying this, he brushed his sleeves away, as the only old boy in the village, this old gentleman's temper is still not small......

On that day, there seemed to be a lot of people who came to see the excitement, Xu Laosan's face was ugly and embarrassed, and since then, he has never heard him say anything about his family.

It's another year, and the cold comes and the summer goes by.

Xu Lin's speech became clearer and clearer.

"Mother, it's snowing outside!" Xu Lin, who was already four years old, rushed to the house, but accidentally tripped over the threshold and immediately cried in pain.

The woman who was originally sewing and mending her clothes, but her face was rarely pale, she hurriedly dropped the clothes in her hand, got up in a hurry, and pulled Xu Lin up.

"Lin'er doesn't cry! The threshold is bad, we hit the threshold, we break the threshold! With a soft smile on her face, the woman gently stroked Xu Lin's head, and then patted the threshold in a decent manner, coaxing the child in such a simple way.

"Ahem, cough, cough......" Suddenly, the woman began to cough violently, and this cough couldn't stop, and tears flowed out.

"Mother, mother!" Xu Lin was frightened by his mother's current appearance, and he quickly reached out to pull his mother's hand, but was gently pushed away by the woman.

"I didn't ...... Ahem! It's okay, Lin'er...... Ahem...... Don't worry, ahem......"

Under this violent coughing, it is extremely difficult for a woman to finish a sentence completely.

Xu Lin didn't know what he could do at this time, he only felt that he was a little flustered, and hurriedly learned from Xu Laosan's old appearance, gently patted his mother's back, and then as if he suddenly thought of something, he quickly turned around and ran to another room, scooped up a scoop of water from the water tank, and hurriedly ran over.

"Mother...... Mother, drink water, drink water! Xu Lin didn't know what he could do at this time, but in the past, when his mother couldn't stop coughing, his father seemed to do this.

It's just that my father is not at home at this time, saying that it is good to catch rabbits on this day, and I want to give my mother a good care of her body.

The woman looked at Xu Lin gently, stretched out her hand and gently touched the child's head.

"When I grew up, I knew that I cared about my mother."

"Mother, drink water quickly......"

"Okay, mother, drink water." The woman took the water scoop from Xu Lin's hand, took a sip gently, and then coughed violently, and spit out the water in her mouth.

I don't know if I was dazzled, Xu Lin seemed to see that the water that was spit out seemed to turn light red......

After coughing for a while, the woman finally calmed down, she sat on the threshold, her eyes were full of soft color, and she looked at Xu Lin quietly.

"Mother, I'll help you, go to sleep!" Xu Lin took the woman's arm and said.

"Don't worry, my mother has to make new clothes for Lin'er to wear for the New Year, and it won't take long to see it."

"If Lin'er doesn't wear new clothes, Lin'er wants her mother to rest well and get better as soon as possible!" Xu Lin's eyes were red.

The woman did not speak, but slowly got up, sat back in her chair, and continued to stuff the elastic cotton into her cotton coat.

"By the time the Chinese New Year comes, Lin'er will be able to wear new cotton clothes." When the woman laughed, her eyes narrowed to the crescent moon in the sky.

She took two more sips of water and resumed her work.

"Mother, does Lin'er have any new cotton clothes? Where's Daddy? What about the mother? Xu Lin sat in front of his mother, holding his chin and asked curiously.

"Dad and Mom both have clothes to wear, so they don't need them for the time being." The woman whispered.

"Oh......" Xu Lin lowered his head, suddenly sobbed, and whispered, "Mother, it's all Lin'er's fault......"

Hearing this, the woman's hand movements stopped, looked at her child with some astonishment, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" What is Lin'er's fault? ”

"Granny Ma said that the reason why my mother was sick was the root of the disease that fell when she was a child! If my mother hadn't given birth to Lin'er, she wouldn't have gotten sick......" Xu Lin said with his head down.

Granny Ma is the stable woman who delivered the woman at the beginning.

"Don't talk nonsense!" The woman's expression suddenly became serious, she grabbed Xu Lin's hand, and said seriously, "Lin'er, my mother's illness is nothing, just rest well, and it has nothing to do with Lin'er, even if I don't give birth to Lin'er, my mother will be sick." ”

"But ......"

"Nothing, that's it."

As the mother and son talked, Xu Lin began to feel sleepy again, and finally fell asleep on the table.

The woman stretched out her hand, slowly picked up Xu Lin, put him on the bed, and gently stroked Xu Lin's cheek.

"Silly child, even if my mother knows that she will get sick if she gives birth to Lin'er, my mother will not regret it! After all...... Lin'er is the best gift from God to my mother! ”

As she spoke, suddenly the woman's face changed, she stretched out her hand, covered her mouth tightly, and hurriedly walked out, only then did she cough.

Finally, the throat was sweet, and a mouthful of hot blood melted a small piece of snow.

Her face turned pale, and her eyes finally showed fear.

At this time, Xu Laosan happened to come back, still carrying two gray rabbits in his hands, seeing this, he hurried to the front and hugged his wife.

"How can you come out on such a cold day? Get on board! Xu Laosan complained a little.

"It's okay...... Lin'er will sleep again, I'm afraid I will wake him up. The woman chuckled and said, but while Xu Laosan was not paying attention, she kicked twice and buried the bloodstained snow.

Xu Laosan supported his wife, and while walking into the house, he said, "Wait a minute, I'll buy you some medicine, I think the medicine I drank last time is quite good." ”

The woman shook her head: "Don't buy it, I think it's useless, it's better to save the money, seeing that Lin'er should also be enlightened, I have to prepare to send it to Mr. ......"

"Don't worry about this! I know it in my heart......" Xu Laosan felt a little guilty in his heart.

He knew very well that the medicine he bought in the medicine hall was indeed useful, but his own wife was reluctant to spend money, after all, a pack of medicine cost 90 yuan, which was indeed a lot of money for their family......

"By the way, you can get some cotton next year, I'll make a few more pieces and make them bigger, so that even if Lin'er grows up and grows taller, she will have new clothes to wear......"

"If you're not in a hurry, we'll do it then." Xu Laosan said.

"I'm afraid I won't be able to hold ......"

"I said it, I'll do it then!" Xu Laosan's eyes were red, he lowered his voice, and roared.

The woman pursed her lips and chuckled.

"Okay, if I don't say it, it's ......"