Chapters 1-76 can be read, remember to pull down to refresh the bookshelf.

The difference between today and the past is that I am very awake this morning and in good physical condition.

I used to be groggy in the morning, and I couldn't write anything at all, and it was already eleven or twelve o'clock in the evening when I finished writing.

Today I am very energetic, no longer trapped by my weak body, and directly changed a chapter.

Plan to have a meal at noon, take a lunch break, and then go back to the previous chapters, review some clues, and then come up with ideas.

I'm in a calm mood now, which is what I'm looking for, but I've never had before.

I feel that I am sick, mentally ill, there is nothing bad to say about this, I am as honest as ever.

Since childhood, I have been instilled in my family the concept of making me anxious:

If you don't study hard, you won't be able to get into a good middle school or university in the future......

If you don't work hard to earn money, you won't be able to buy a house or marry a wife in the future......

If you don't eat well and sleep on time, you are worried that you will catch a cold and fever......

The bad state also lasted for a long time, which led to my lack of energy many times, and I wrote and sent casually, which led to the later revision.

But I've figured it out now.

The most comfortable state is calm, calm, and low desire.

And then with a little rebellious mentality, it is best not to conform to the herd.

Up to now, I have also had some word counts for writing books, from only a few hundred words a day at the beginning, to 1,000 words a day later, hoping that I could keep 2,000 words a day, and then reach 4,000 words a day before I put it on the shelves.

So far, I haven't made any money, and this book has only earned more than 200 dollars, but what I am most happy about is that I have improved, and I have become more and more able to write little by little, and I have also sorted out all the chaotic thoughts in my mind through writing books, and I have become more determined.

Thank you Lucifer and Shen Mu for voting, and thank everyone who gave me votes, rewards, encouragement, and care.

It was you who made me keep writing, and although it is not good, it is still a good thing to persevere.

I hope that you can also capture my happy emotions and give you some positive feedback.

Come on.

Okay, I'm going to get on with it.