Chapter 335 Distorted Enough is Love
"Tell me about what you've been through in the past few days." The man with long black hair sat in the empty space of nothing, and said in a low voice.
Talk to me, talk to me.
Take me out of this dead and silent world.
"Well, I went to Rice Flower Prison with Brother Bourbon and Brother Scottish, and we all had a great time......" The white-haired boy looked at him with a soft smile on his face and recounted his experience during this time.
"After that, we played with fireworks sticks......
"Nail polish was also applied to me by my brother Bourbon and my brother Scottish at that time......
「…… Discovered a gold brick worth about 10 million dollars......" His voice was soft and smiling, sounding very happy.
There were Bourbons, there were Scotland, and others that Ley didn't know.
Except for Ley.
He had no experiences worth mentioning with Avi Clear.
Stayed in the space, waiting for Avi Clear to remember occasionally......
It's like feeding stray animals with occasional alms, and I think of him with pity, so I come to accompany him.
Rye didn't like to hear the teenager talk about his experiences in the outside world.
Bourbon and Scotland and Avi Clear had a great time outside the world, creating pleasant shared memories together.
Ley will be happy for them...... It's weird.
There is no feeling of happiness for friends, only jealousy and anger.
Even the black nail polish that Bourbon and Scotland wore for teenagers felt to him as a provocation.
"You guys had a great time." The man with long black hair and dark green eyes had a subtle smile on his face.
Only I can feel the emotions rising in my chest.
He should angrily gnaw at everything he can see, destroy their goodness, and burn everything up.
But at the moment, he still sat aside as if he was indifferent, looking cold, pretending to listen to the young man's story.
Even while feeling his extreme anger, another extreme rational consciousness mocked his angry self.
Who is the person who falls into mad rage like that?
Who is that guy who seems to have been abandoned and gone into a manic way?
What is that angry and irrational thing?
Is it an unwilling mad dog? Or a domesticated loyal dog?
Are you a dog? Ley.
"Hmm! Everybody's happy!" Aitto nodded earnestly.
"You're domesticating me, Avikril." The expression on the face of the black-haired and green-eyed man was almost nonexistent, and his eyes were extremely rational.
"You should use this tactic on those undercover agents, not mine." He looked at the boy as if he had seen some indescribably complex creature, and there was incomprehension in his eyes.
"Domestication is a way to connect, and I just want to connect with Brother Ley." The white-haired young man didn't show a panicked expression on his face, but said innocently and naturally.
I didn't realize how unacceptable domestication was for arrogant humans.
"There are many ways to connect, so why not do it differently?" Ray withdrew from his state of extreme sanity and objectivity, and his face inevitably brought a little tiredness. ….
The so-called extreme rationality and objectivity is to ignore all your emotions and analyze yourself calmly as an audience.
He needed this way to keep himself awake and sane.
Rye doesn't want to be a mad beast.
"But I don't know any other way." The white-haired boy shook his head blankly.
"And if it's in the ordinary way...... Brother Rey, you're not going to give me feedback at all." He said calmly.
Is it like that ordinary relationship? Ordinary relationships are not possible.
He didn't use domestication to get along with those undercover family members before, so everyone
There is no affection for him either, and no one wants to stay with him.
And the useful methods that Papa and other family members taught him were just that.
Even Brother Tou is using domestication to establish contact with him.
Isn't that a normal way to connect? After all, the same is true of the little prince and the rose and the fox in fairy tales.
It is also not said in the book that you should not use domestication to establish contact with others.
"Isn't that the best and most convenient way? And it works very quickly." The white-haired boy said puzzled.
Sister Akemi was left behind by him in the way that Papa taught.
Thogo also developed love, or affection, for him in the way of Papa's Protestantism.
The positive feelings that arise towards him are unified by what Aitto calls love.
This has proved that these methods of the Papa religion are effective, and the love of Brother Rey's for him is even more evident than the previous day, which means that Ato's methods are also useful.
If it's useful, why can't it be used?
Knowing that these methods can get what you want, why would you want to use those methods that will only lead to failure?
「…… Get my feedback? Is the feedback I want to see now?" Rye burst out laughing.
Is such a gesture that is on the verge of madness, about to turn into a beast, actually what Aviclell wants?
"Well, Brother Rey, you love me more now, and that's the feedback I want." The white-haired boy smiled extremely gently under Ley's indifferent gaze.
He actually called such a twisted emotion love.
"Hah......" Rye laughed uncontrollably.
It's the desire for exclusivity, the desire for control, the jealousy, the mixing of a bunch of things that are not at all beautiful.
He thought about it......
If he can't get out of this space, he can leave Aviclell here.
In this way, the other party can no longer play with Bourbon and Scotland, and there is no way to say the three of them happy bits and pieces in front of him.
He wanted to imprison Avikril or kill him.
If you can't leave the boy alive, then kill the other person.
Kill the other person's soul, even if the soul will disappear, it doesn't matter if it won't stay in this space.
At least the other party won't be so happy in the reality of his absence.
The space lacks a sun, or the moon, or just a light bulb.
In short, there is a lack of something that shines.
And Avi Clear is that thing.
Such feelings......
Aviclell calls it "love."
"Are you crazy? Ivey." The man with long black hair asked as if he couldn't stop laughing, his voice trembling.
「…… I don't know, some people have said I am, and some people have said I am not." Aitto thought for a moment and replied.
"Which is more?" Ley asked.
"More to say I'm crazy." The white-haired teenager spoke in a natural tone and answered crisply.
"Remember what they say, they're right, you're crazy." Rye said with a smile.
Avi Clear is a madman.
And he doesn't hate such madmen.
Because...... He's also a madman.
"If you want to tame me like that, you have to be prepared to bear the consequences of your own making." The man with long black hair sighed, meaningfully.
"Consequences?" Aitor was a little confused.
"Think for yourself, what the consequences will be." Ley didn't know what he meant.
He is not a docile domestic dog, nor is he a weak stray animal.
It's not a beast cub that has no ability to resist and is still weak.
If you want to domesticate wild beasts that have reached adulthood, you must be prepared to be counterattacked.
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You ready?
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Ruo Xuanyue