Mu Nan's whole person is confused, and the whole person's spirit is waiting and remembering. In particular, the memory of Political Commissar Jian is extremely active, and that scene is repeated in my mind.

Yes, this is a great difficulty that Jian Zheng encountered, and this difficulty is really cruel for a girl like Mu Nan to carry it alone. She felt breathless, how much she wanted to escape from this reality, how much she wanted to go back to the past.

Political Commissar Jian is kind and cares about his subordinates, and the contrast with the serious character of most cadres in the army is very obvious, so in the regiment, he is simply a god-like existence. And his tall figure, angular, handsome and resolute face, coupled with several TV series of girls chasing uncles that were on the air at the time, so Uncle Jane became a private topic among girlfriends in the female soldier company.

At the beginning, Mu Nan still felt that Commissar Jian was generous, and his impression was not bad, but later he felt that Commissar Jian was machismo in his bones and treated female soldiers as vases. Since he became political commissar, the training of female soldiers has been different from that of male soldiers in terms of subject and intensity.

He also asked to take care of female soldiers everywhere in life, go to the life service center to receive non-staple food, and female soldier companies are preferred; When going to the health team to see a doctor, female soldiers don't have to queue; When watching movies, you should leave the best position for the female soldier company, and so on.

There are many reasons why Mumen came to serve as soldiers, but one of them is that they feel that women do not necessarily mean delicate and delicate, but can also be as responsible and brave as men. She doesn't like floral dresses and makeup, and has always wanted to have a heart of honor, a pride, a heroic spirit and a sunny face.

She expected the women not to let her eyebrows, but Commissar Jian treated them more often as women, and didn't think that they were also soldiers.

Therefore, whenever she has the opportunity, she will work against Political Commissar Jian to express her rebellion. Of course, in the regiment, if a soldier wants to fight against a political commissar, there are very few opportunities.

But there were two things that made her completely change her opinion of him.

At that time, Political Commissar Jian asked the female soldiers to set up a queue squad one after another. On the issue of candidates, I also heard that he confessed to the company commander alone, and he wanted to pick a high-value one.

The training in the army is intense, the management requirements are high, and they are all young people, and they all have a strong desire for the opposite sex, which leads to varying degrees of repression. Now asking us to appear in front of the male soldiers to relieve the oppression is a dirty thing she thinks.

However, after the company commander received this task, she was very excited and serious, she personally served as the squad leader and personally selected people.

Those who were picked were also very excited.

Mu Nan was also selected, and he was still the vanguard, but she was not excited at all, and even felt that it was an insult to her personality. However, there is no way, she can only obey as a soldier.

The training was also personally carried out by the company commander, and the training was also speechless. For example, when standing, the queue rules require: the heels are close together, and the toes of the feet are about 60 degrees apart; Keep your legs straight; The lower abdomen is slightly retracted, and the chest is naturally raised; anterior tilt of the upper body; The shoulders should be flat and slightly stretched back; The arms hang down naturally, the fingers are naturally slightly flexed together, the tip of the thumb is attached to the second segment of the index finger, and the middle finger is attached to the seam of the trousers; The head should be straight, the neck should be straight, the mouth should be closed, the chin should be slightly retracted, and the eyes should be level forward.

When the company commander organized us to stand up, he asked everyone: to straighten their legs, and their buttocks to be tense and raised and bent back; Forcefully retract the lower abdomen and push the chest forward as far as possible; anterior tilt of the upper body; The shoulders are forcefully stretched back; The arms are drooping, the elbows are slightly bent back, and the chest is more straight; When facing the audience or judges, the jaw is slightly tucked to make the face look thinner; When facing the audience or judges, the chin is slightly raised to make the chin look sharper; Look up slightly forward to make the eyes look bigger and more energetic.

And the task of the female soldier squad is even more bizarre.

For example, every time there is a drill, the female soldier class is the first to appear, although the action is not the best, but it must be the most enthusiastic to win applause.

For example, the women's soldier class has to serve as the etiquette of various commendation meetings, award ceremonies and other important occasions.

For example, the women's squad has to serve as a referee for the 400-meter hurdles, 5000-meter cross-country, and so on.

And every time he participated in these activities, Mu Nan felt very aggrieved and extremely reluctant, and every time he participated, he had to scold Political Commissar Jian in his heart.

Until that annual training summary commendation meeting.

The whole regiment attached great importance to this annual training summary and commendation meeting, and the regiment commander, political commissar and other leaders all sat on the presiding platform.

Among them, the award ceremony made Mu Nan remember it vividly. First, the regimental leaders presented awards to the awardees, and then the female soldiers of the women's squad wore big red flowers.

Nine people were awarded, including 5 commendations, 3 third-class merits, and 1 second-class meritorious service.

The previous awards have been awarded, and in the end, it is Munan's turn to award the second-class meritorious service.

The chief of staff sat on the far right side of the main podium and said into the microphone: "Next, please invite Su Weiqiang, who has been awarded a second-class meritorious service, to come to the stage to accept the award." ”

Su Weiqiang, a private, ran to the middle of the main podium amid applause, and first saluted the leaders on the stage, and then saluted all the officers and soldiers in the audience.

After he stood still, first Political Commissar Jian presented him with an award, and then Mu Nan walked up to him in unison, and after saluting each other, he helped him put on the big red flower. After finishing a military salute, she was about to turn around and leave, when Su Weiqiang, who was awarded a second-class meritorious service, spoke: "Tuanhua, can you give me a hug?" His voice was amplified by the microphone next to him to the entire venue. The voice was a little trembling and a little cowardly, but as soon as the voice hit the venue, it boiled in an instant.

Those male soldiers all called her Tuanhua, which she had long been used to, but on this occasion she called her like this, and she wanted to hug, she was also stunned and didn't know how to deal with it.

Su Weiqiang blushed and looked at Mu Nan, he was waiting for her to answer.

Mu Nan looked at him, then at the boiling venue, and found that the entire venue was looking at her, and suddenly became nervous, and he didn't know how to deal with it, so he had to look at the leader on the main table with the eyes of asking for help.

This situation is too sudden, and it is estimated that the leaders do not know how to deal with it. Fortunately, Political Commissar Jian spoke: "Xiao Su, can you tell me your reason?" See if your reason can impress Xiaomu? His voice was kind, and he had a smile on his face, and the atmosphere of the audience was immediately adjusted.

"This, this—" Su Weiqiang approached the microphone, his voice was much louder, but he was still trembling.

"Don't be nervous, speak slowly!" Commissar Jian encouraged him.

"Okay, I said. I may be a little unreasonable and even shameless in making this request, I know this, but I still want to mention it. I want to be hugged by gay men.

"I joined the army the year before last, and when I came to the army, I was not afraid of training, I could endure hardships. I have been prepared to endure hardships since the day I planned to join the army, and I am sure that all my comrades-in-arms here will do the same. But there was one thing I couldn't accept, not long after I joined the army, because I couldn't accompany me, my girlfriend broke up with me. I couldn't stand the blow and didn't want to do anything, I wrote an application for early discharge, which was not approved, and I escaped from the army, and I was later arrested and locked up in confinement. The company leaders did a lot of ideological work for me, but the effect was not obvious, because my spiritual pillar was gone, and I lost confidence in life. The physical depression and psychological boredom completely crushed me. And in a drill, I saw the vanguard of the female soldier company platoon, that is, the male comrade recognized by our male soldiers, the heroic spirit, the sunny face, and the resolute temperament in the charm, which made my heart calm down suddenly, just like a ray of sunshine thrown into the dry well, and the seed that was about to rot sprouted.

"Later, I also found out that when we assessed the 400-meter obstacle run and the 5000-meter cross-country kneeling, the comrades would show us all appear in front of us, and they would all wait for us at the finish line, referee and record the results for us. I thought at that time, I must be the first to rush to her and make a good impression on her. In order to achieve this wish, I trained hard behind my back and ran hard during the assessment. Finally I did it, and every time I ran to the front, and I was the first to appear in front of Lesbian Mu. Because of this, I won first place in the 400m steeplechase run this year, breaking the record for many years. Today, it is also because of this that I have become a training pacesetter, and I have been awarded a second-class meritorious service, so I am grateful to the gay man from the bottom of my heart.

"Of course, Comrade Munan, it brought me not only a second-class merit, but more importantly, it saved me from that endless psychological darkness, otherwise, I may continue to look for opportunities to escape from the army, and in this way, I will definitely be punished by the law, and it is estimated that I am now serving my sentence in prison.

"So, I'm grateful to the gay guys. Of course, I know that most of our comrades-in-arms here are also eager to be embraced by our group flowers. ”

Suddenly, he raised his voice: "Do you think so?" ”

"Yes!" The venue was boiling again, and there was a feeling of a tsunami in the mountains.

So continued: "I knew that Lesbian Mu might reject me, after all, she was a girl. But I don't mind, and at the same time, I would like to give my military medal to Comrade Munan as a commemorative to express my gratitude to Comrade Muyan.

"Report to the commissar, finish speaking!"

Political Commissar Jian began to applaud, and everyone applauded, and the applause was overwhelming.

After the applause subsided, Political Commissar Jian looked at Mu Nan, as if asking her, "How do you deal with it?" ”

To be honest, at that time, Mu Nan was also moved by what Su Weiqiang said, and he didn't expect that their queue class would have such a big effect. The usual training is hard and the work is tiring, and it seems that it is worth it all of a sudden. At the same time, the complaint against Political Commissar Jian in my heart also disappeared.

Mu Nan was moved, she walked up to Su Weiqiang and opened her arms.

The stocky young man suddenly became nervous, his face flushed, and he was at a loss.

At this time, someone in the venue shouted: "Hug! At first, one person shouted, then several people, and finally everyone shouted, and the rhythm of high-fives: "Hug!" Embrace! Hug ......"

Su Weiqiang seemed to have made a lot of determination, first saluted Mu Nan, and then hugged him forward.

To be honest, Mu Nan is also nervous.

Fortunately it was only a symbolic hug, he was very gentlemanly, he deliberately hunched his waist, although her breasts were prominent, the clothes on their chests did not touch, his palms wrapped around her shoulders, his fingers touched her clothes lightly, and then quickly parted.

The audience once again burst into thunderous applause. Su Weiqiang gave her another military salute in the applause, and then held up the military medal with both hands and handed it to Mu Nan.

Mu Nan didn't know whether to accept it or not, and he had no idea, and at this time the voice of Political Commissar Jian came from the stereo: "Xiao Mu take it, this is what he meant." ”

Until now, the military merit medal is still kept, although she later made military merits herself, but she always felt that the military merit medal was more precious.