She rushed into the emergency room and saw a stretcher covered in a white cloth parked inside.

She stood in front of the stretcher, staring at the white cloth in a daze, and she didn't dare to take another step forward.

At this time, Ruan Xianchao and Brother Niu also rushed over, and they also stopped behind her, staring at the white cloth as well.

The air froze, and there was no sound at all, only the sound of Mu Nan's rapid breathing.

And so it went for a few minutes.

Ruan Xianchao walked to the front gently, leaned sideways, reached out with a hand, pinched the corner of the white cloth, and slowly lifted the white cloth......

She saw his darkened face.

No way, he couldn't have died.

However, many times, the development of things does not depend on the subjective will of man.

She walked over slowly, bent down, and took him in her arms with a white cloth and a stretcher.

The first time they met, he asked for a hug from her.

Now, give him another hug and hug him tightly.

She turned her head slowly, facing his face, who was serene, and there was no trace of pain to be seen.

She was going to see him clearly, to see him carefully.

She could feel her eyes wide open, so large that she could feel pain in her eyelids, but she didn't have the strength to close them.

Her brain was only capable of thinking, and it was disconnected from her body, unable to direct any organ, unable to perform any action, and even her ears seemed to be deaf.

It was Ruan Xianchao who first discovered this.

He stripped her from Su Weiqiang's body and helped her to a chair and sat down.

He was frightened, nervous, and anxious.

He called doctors and nurses.

The nurse takes her blood pressure......

The doctor looked at her pupils......

She could see the people coming and going in front of her, but she couldn't hear a sound or make any gestures in response.

Ruan Xianchao was the most anxious, he was already sweating profusely, he shouted and gestured in front of her for a while, and then ran to the doctor to ask and negotiate with the doctor......

In the end, Ruan Xianchao helped her into the car......

She felt all of this, but she just couldn't do anything to respond, maybe she didn't want to respond. Because, at this time, her brain is playing a movie.

So Wai Keung's film.

Su Weiqiang's words and deeds were reflected in her mind one after another, and at the same time, all kinds of self-blame devoured her soul.

She saw him again when he drove herself to Zhujia Village.

At that time, he drove with his waist straight, and he didn't talk much, and he was serious, how cute it was.

Why did you talk to him?

Why do you even say you like mung bean popsicles?

In fact, I don't really like to eat, I just want to talk to him more to relieve the awkward atmosphere.

But he was serious, and so serious.

Now, because of a sentence at that time, he even took his life.

She regretted it, didn't she kill him?

……

She saw him again when he bought herself a popsicle for the last time.

Why don't you let yourself bear the sins you have done?

This time, he was worried that someone would poison the popsicle, so he tried to eat it first, why didn't she eat it herself?

She really thought she had eaten that popsicle in the first place.

She would rather be poisoned by herself.

Rather than watching others die for themselves, it is better to be poisoned to death, at least not to suffer from self-blame as now.

……

She saw him on the podium again.

He asked himself to give him a hug.

Why should you give it?

Perhaps, without that hug, he was just a little uncomfortable at the time, so that he would not always remember himself, and there would be no such things later, let alone the irreversible ending he has now.

……

She saw him again in the cave after being bitten by a scorpion and his legs were swollen like buckets.

She doesn't want to see others sacrifice for herself.

She was determined to give up.

Why didn't you insist on it at that time, so that it wouldn't be where it is today?

Give up, you must give up, or you don't know what else will happen.

What to give up?

Concise.

Right!

That's him!

Why did he cause so much trouble? Even if he killed himself, he would have died, and now he has caused others to die for him.

And that's not because I love him.

Yes, why love him?

How can he let himself love him so desperately.

He is so old, he doesn't know love, and he always rejects himself......

Only by giving up this love can you stop yourself and the people around you from being hurt

……

Her mind was constantly occupied by these images and thoughts.

This made Ruan Xianchao anxious, and he wanted to find the best hospital and the best doctor for her.

Fortunately, as soon as these hospitals heard Ruan Xianchao carry out his father's name, they gave him priority.

He sent her to the city's No. 1 People's Hospital. Examination, consultation, infusion, a process for a few days, but in the end there is still no improvement.

He took her to the brain hospital again. It's still the same, after a few days of tossing, it still doesn't have any effect.

So, another transfer was arranged.

……

In the end, all the doctors recommended that she be taken home to recuperate, because the doctors said that she was in normal health and could not detect any problems.

In desperation, Ruan Xianchao had to carefully send her home, of course, in Shanshan's villa.

After settling her, he fell into a deep anxiety.

She has become like this, but the hospital also said that her body is fine, she does not need medical treatment, and she will naturally get better after a while. So when will it be better? Will it always be like this?