111 Painful Memories
Zhou Shanshan's story is very long, starting from her difficult childhood.
It can be said that from birth to the present, she has been going through various tribulations.
In her past, although Mu Nan was a classmate with her, and she had also heard some stories from her grandfather Yongyan, her husband Teacher Tang and others, but this time listening to it from her own mouth, Mu Nan really understood her suffering and couldn't help but sigh for her. But from beginning to end, Shanshan didn't have any expression, numbly as if she was narrating someone else's story.
Through her narration, Mu Nan knows a lot of truths, recognizes the true faces of many people, and understands her hatred for her grandparents......
It turned out that the old man was too deeply poisoned by the traditional concept of incense. In order to let Shanshan help their stupid son Cheng Kui give birth to a son, they started to give Shanshan estrus medicine, but neither of them understood the matter of men and women, and they never "opened their minds".
The two old men who were crazy actually did something even more unreasonable. One night, Yongyan held down Shanshan, but Shui Hua took the silly son's doppelganger and helped him align with the position and assisted in completing the first time.
With the first time, Shanshan and Silly Chengkui were urged by the drug to get out of control.
But I don't know if Shanshan is too young, or Cheng Kui has a problem, they have been together for two years, and there is no movement.
This is very bad for the old couple, and at the same time, it is becoming more and more inhuman.
One night, with the help of the splash, Yongyan personally came on the field and defiled Shanshan.
Then, Shanshan's real nightmare began.
Often four people sleep in a large bed, tossing and turning every day in a miasma.
Here are Shanshan and Cheng Kui, and over there are Yongyan and Shui Hua. But every time the water splashed, it would stop the fire, ensuring that Yongyan injected the dirty water into Shanshan's body.
At this time, Shanshan was already in junior high school, she already had her own thoughts, she wanted to escape from this life, she wanted to seek help from the outside.
As a junior high school student, the person you trust the most is naturally your teacher.
What's more, at that age, when a young girl began to conceive spring, it was her homeroom teacher - Teacher Tang Youguang who first entered Shanshan's heart.
She has a congenital admiration for Tang Youguang and an absolute trust.
Naturally, he became the object of her help.
As everyone knows, in the process of asking for help, she not only did not let her escape from the wolf's den, but let her fall into the tiger's den again.
When she wept in front of him and shyly recounted her tragic past, he showed unusual interest and kept asking for details, especially the details of her painful first time when four people slept in one bed.
As she spoke, he suddenly went crazy and threw her to the ground and defiled her.
Afterwards, he said that it was his first time, and tried his best to coax her, saying that he couldn't help it, it was love for her, and he made her believe that it was love anyway.
But one thing he said was true, and it was his first time. Although he was married, he never succeeded because he had no strength. And when he listened to her tell those details, somewhere was magically full of power, which made him a man, but he should be a perverted man.
In the days that followed, he always asked her to speak first, and when he felt it, they did it.
She was obedient to him.
That's when she had.
He was scared.
Because Zhou Shanshan is not yet 14 years old, she is a strong * young * girl, and her job is not guaranteed and she will go to prison. So Tang Youguang knelt in front of her and cried, saying that he really loved her, asked her to forgive him, asked her to make sacrifices for him, and would compensate her in the future, and told her to go home first to have an abortion and go back to deal with all the troubles.
Shanshan also listened to him, but as soon as she got home, her grandmother thought that it was their Zhu family's species, how could she let her have an abortion.
When he learned the news, he was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot.
Eventually, he ventured out to visit his grandmother's house.
He made up stories about how Shanshan messed with the school during her school days, and that her belly was at school.
At first, her grandmother didn't believe it.
He did everything he could, which made her grandmother believe it.
Her grandmother beat her up and took her to an abortion.
That's when he was relieved.
She was imprisoned in her home and continued to live her inhuman life.
This level is another two years.
The family has made up their minds to hate her, and if they don't give birth to a son, they won't let her go out.
For two years, Yongyan and his son Chengkui worked tirelessly on her.
But she never gave birth to a son.
She was thinking about how to get out all the time.
Finally, she waited for her chance and managed to escape.
She has nowhere to stay, and she has no social relations, so she can only go to the school to find the teacher Tang Youguang she thinks about day and night.
At this time, he had already been expelled from school, and she naturally couldn't find him.
Later, she inquired everywhere, and after several twists and turns, she finally found him in Binnan City.
At this time, he was already the CEO of a state-owned enterprise, specializing in the relocation of land acquisition and demolition.
Like many state-owned enterprises, this state-owned enterprise was also facing restructuring due to poor management at that time.
She was indeed a smart girl with a flair for handling complex matters, and with her help, he managed to take over the business.
It stands to reason that he should be grateful to her.
But no, he brought her deeper sin.
As soon as she came to his side, she officially cohabited with him as a girlfriend.
He was also very excited about her arrival, and he played the old game with her. He told her to tell her the details of her relationship with her grandfather and stupid uncle, so that he could gain the strength to succeed in doing it.
When she had gone through all the details, he couldn't do it again.
So he asked her to make all sorts of attempts, in order to enable him to produce that perverted power.
To be honest, because she loves him, she tries to cooperate with him.
He started getting her to wear some very short skirts, shorts that showed half of her ass, and all kinds of tight, open-breasted clothes to work.
Despite her reluctance, she did so in order to win his favor.
There were men in the company who looked at her with that kind of almost contemptuous gaze, and he was able to get the stimulation from this situation, and let somewhere gain power in an instant. At this point, he would call her into his separate office to release her.
He is becoming more and more perverted, and he encourages her to seduce others.
Although she could listen to him, she couldn't do this.
He remembered what she had told him that her grandmother would give her the aphrodisiac medicine, and he had brought some, and it was a more powerful kind, for her to eat.
And all the ones he got were the very powerful ones.
So much so that she can immediately enter the state anytime and anywhere, and under the effect of drugs, she no longer has that shame.
He went to contact the very wealthy people who had been demolished, negotiated the price, and asked her to serve them. Those who are demolished will often give her hundreds of thousands, millions, or even tens of millions of service fees, and take them away after they are done.
However, many years later, she learned that the money given to her by the demolished people was nothing more than the part that he and the demolished people jointly falsified and fabricated the compensation to defraud him, and the part that should be distributed to him was obtained by her in the form of prostitution. This not only satisfies his perverted psychological needs, but also helps him recover the stolen money, and further strengthens his illegal alliance with those who have been demolished.
And every time she gets the money and goes back, he will ask her to tell him the details of what happened, and then let him get that perverted power, and then vent it on her.
He also asked her to look outside and tell him what had happened.
In addition, he helped her renovate a private office in the company, which was connected to his office by a secret door.
He installed high-definition audio and video surveillance in her office.
He told her to seduce her colleagues into the office, sometimes with several colleagues.
He watched the live broadcast in the office next to him, and when he saw the same, he gained the power and called her through the connected secret door.
In her eighth month with him, she gave birth to a son.
It really made him happy for a while.
Of course, he also knew that this son was not his, but it made him very face-saving.
In the past few years with his ex-wife, there has been no movement, and he has always told others that his ex-wife cannot have children.
But after the divorce, his ex-wife had a child with someone else, which made him very unable to hold his head up in the original life circle.
Now, he can prove to those people, especially his relatives and friends back home, that he is good, that he can have children, that he is also a man with sons.
When the child was 100 days old, he deliberately set up a hundred tables in the hotel and feasted guests from all over the world, in fact, announcing to others that he could give birth to a son.
To be honest, he was also very good to her at that time, and he was a good man and father before and after. She almost decided that this was what a happy life was like.
But this feeling didn't last long, and soon left her living in endless fear. Not only does she have to listen to him, she has to play the role of a virtuous helper in front of people, and she has to satisfy his perverted desires behind people, but he also brutally killed her stupid uncle. She was scared, and she thought about escaping from this gloomy world many times, but she couldn't let go of her son. So I lived trembling like this.
It was not long after his son turned 100 days old, and his stupid uncle Cheng Kui came to him.
This made him very angry. She also understood at first that as a man, her woman would definitely not be happy to be undressed in public by a fool.
However, later she realized that the reason for his anger was not this, but that he thought that Cheng Kui was the father of his son. How can this hard-won son have an extra father out of thin air? He had to be the only father to this son.
He drove Cheng Kui back with her.
As soon as he got out of the car, he asked her to buy a bottle of paraquat.
She didn't think much of it and did so. After all, she rarely sees him angry, she cares too much about his feelings, as long as he is angry, she has no idea, she will listen to him in everything, she just wants to make him feel better and happier.
Then he told her to go buy some snacks and a few drinks.
She did the same.
They had a meal at the old man's house in Yongyan.
Of course, this meal made everyone unhappy.
After the meal, he drove the car and was ready to leave.
She wanted to leave with him.
But he was reluctant to take her away, and scolded her in front of many people, telling her to clean things up before going to him.
Before leaving, he instead called Cheng Kui into the car.
I don't know what I did in the car.
After a while, Cheng Kui happily walked out of the car while nibbling on snacks and drinking drinks.
He called her into the car again, handed her a tightly wrapped piece of paper, and told her to put it away for him. And tell her to take it home, so that no one can open it and see it.
When he drove away, she took the package home and opened it to reveal that it was the bottle of paraquat, but a third of it was missing. She knew it was powerful, and she was afraid that her child or that stupid uncle would touch it, so she put it on the top of the closet.
The splash here has changed its normality, and it is very good to her, and she has repeatedly insisted on leaving the child to help her take it.
Although she could feel that the splash was good for the child, she didn't dare.
On the other hand, she misses Tang Youguang very much, he left angrily, and I don't know if he has lost his anger and whether he has forgiven her.
So, after only two days, she couldn't stay any longer. At about eleven o'clock in the evening, she took the family to sleep, quietly slipped out with the child, and walked more than ten miles along the village road before she met a kind driver who took her to Binnan City.
Fortunately, after going back this time, he did not continue to embarrass her, and, in a way, better for her than before.
But a few days later, she received news that Cheng Kui was dead, and there was a legend that he was dead.
She thought about it for a moment, and suddenly a cold current pierced her entire body from the top of her head, reaching the soles of her feet.
She thinks she is a bad person, incestuous and prostituted, but she has never killed anyone, after all, she is still kind and innocent in her heart.
But it is obvious that Cheng Kui died because of her.
She beat him like crazy and cursed him.
He didn't speak, he didn't fight back, he coped with it all with indifference.
Until she was tired and couldn't move, so she sat on the ground.
He picked her up, threw her on the bed, and told her coldly.
Yes, she guessed correctly, it was he who killed Cheng Kui with paraquat.
She was also told that she could go to the police, but she had to think about it. The medicine was and the drink was sold by her. There are so many people in the village who can testify, and he is reluctant to take her away unless she takes care of the matter. So everyone will think that she killed Cheng Kui.
Moreover, she still sneaked out of the village in the middle of the night, doesn't that mean that she has a weak heart?
She was speechless, it turned out that it was a trap he had set up.
She was silent.
He comforted her again that the reason why he did this was because he loved her, and he didn't want a fool to pester her all his life, and also because he loved their son, and he didn't want his son to have such a foolish father.
He also threatened her that killing one would also kill, and that if someone, including her, was disobedient, he might kill again.
She was horrified that the person she loved so much turned out to be a murderer.
She was afraid that if she was not careful, she might become the target of his killing.
She feared that the police could come to her door at any time and arrest her as a murderer.
She is helpless, the humiliation that life has imposed on her, and although she has thoughts of resisting, she has no strength to resist.