Chapter 38: Righteousness and Shame
Hehe, it's so pretending!
Of course, I continued to act with her, smiled and said, "Didn't you say let's go back to my hometown to live?" ”
"Yes! So let's save as much money as we can before we go back, so that it will be easier in the future. ”
I sighed and said, "I'm sorry, wife, you've been following me for so many years, and I've failed you by doing nothing." ”
The wife hurriedly waved her hand and said, "Husband, don't say that!" You're already great, and you've been demoted only because of the relationship between market management and your company being acquired. ”
I smiled and didn't speak again.
I found that in my marriage to Yu Huan, I was also a good actor.
At least for now.
After eating, I went downstairs with her again.
We used to walk together arm in arm, and now it's the same, but each other's hearts are different anymore.
My wife suddenly asked me, "Husband, will you really go to live in a small city with me?" ”
"Why do you suddenly ask this?"
His wife sneered: "I just thought of it suddenly, and I want to ask you how long you are going to go back?" ”
"Wait until I'm done with what I'm doing now!"
"Well, then let's hurry up and save more money now, and we won't have to be so tired when we go back."
I smiled and didn't say anything more.
We continued shopping for a while and then went home, and my wife went home and went to take a shower.
I sat on the living room couch and lit a cigarette, feeling bad even though the facts were in front of me.
The woman I've loved for seven years has made me so inexplicably green, and she wants me to forgive her.
Forgive her, what a heart I have to have!
What's even more ridiculous is that it was actually with someone in my company.
Fuck, who's that?
There was a sudden burning pain on the tips of my fingers, and I looked down to see that the cigarette butt had burned my fingers.
But the pain between the fingers is far less than the pain in the heart.
I extinguished the cigarette butt, and by this time my wife had come out of the bathroom.
The wife was wearing a sexy nightdress, with a softness all over her body, and this nightdress loomed, showing her perfect figure.
When my wife saw me staring at her, she walked up to me with the scent of shower gel.
She sat down beside me, then leaned her head on my shoulder very intimately, and said in a very soft voice, "Husband, you can't refuse me again tonight, can you?" ”
During this time, I kept finding all kinds of reasons not to have sex with her, because I really couldn't do it, and I lingered with her.
The thought of her in someone else's arms made me feel like worms were biting at me all over my body, until they were eating away at my internal organs.
I turned my head to look at my wife, and suddenly saw that her knees were a little red.
This scene deeply stimulated my eyes.
Those disgusting images came to mind again......
I can't think of any words other than nausea.
There is also heartache, and the heart is like a knife.
When my wife saw me staring at her knees, she hurriedly tugged at the corners of her skirt to try to cover the redness.
But no matter how hard she tried, the redness and swelling of those knees were deeply imprinted in my mind.
My wife hurriedly explained to me: "Husband, my phone fell under the bed this morning, so I knelt on the ground and took it out for a long time, don't think about it!" ”
Hehe, how could I be thinking?
I'm such an honest person, of course, what you say is what you say.
I deliberately felt very distressed and said, "Why don't you be careful!" You can pull it out with a clothes pole! You see, this makes ...... Does it hurt? ”
The wife smiled and said, "It doesn't hurt now." ”
After his wife finished speaking, she said in a coquettish voice: "Husband, I know that you feel sorry for me the most, I will pay attention to it next time." ”
"I'll go get you safflower oil and apply it!" As I spoke, I prepared to stand up.
My wife pulled me back again, smiled and said to me, "Husband, I really don't need it!" Go take a shower! I'll wait for you in bed. ”
I nodded and walked to the bathroom.
After turning on the shower, I stood under the shower, my mind still in a mess.
I've turned her down so many times, so what reason should I find to prevaricate her tonight?
Just as I was thinking about this, the bathroom door suddenly opened.
My wife stood in the doorway with a wicked smile on her face, looking me through from head to toe.
I instinctively reached out to block the key point, then frowned at my wife and said, "You, why are you coming in?" ”
"I'll wash it for you! Husband, it's been a long time since I've rubbed your back. ”
The wife walked in as she spoke, then closed the door with her backhand.
I still blocked the key point with my hand, and said urgently: "I don't have to rub my back, I'll wash it right away, you go out first." ”
"Oh, husband, why are you so shy! It's not like I haven't seen it...... Quick, turn around, I'll rub your back. ”
"I don't need to, I'm going to finish washing."
But she didn't give up, but walked around behind me, picked up a bath towel and rubbed it on my back.
Damn it!
I could only endure it, but my heart was awkward.
Suddenly, she stopped.
I thought I was done, and I just breathed a sigh of relief.
Suddenly, I shuddered.
When I looked down, my wife was already squatting on the ground.
I hurriedly pushed her away, then took a step back.
My wife looked at me with a worried face and said, "Husband, what's wrong with you?" Don't like it? ”
"I'm taking a shower, get out!"
"It's okay, you wash yours."
“……”
I'm completely speechless.
Of course, if it had been before, I would have wished it had been, and we were in the toilet more than once......
The fact that I also like the feeling of being here makes me feel very excited.
But now, things are wrong, and she is dirty.
What someone else has used, I won't use anymore.
I didn't say anything more to her, and after rinsing off the shower gel from my body, I fled the bathroom.
Putting on my clothes, I sat on the balcony and smoked.
Looking at the downstairs community, other people's families of three, or small couples, are so harmonious and loving.
My heart was like a needle pricking.
If, I say if.
I'd rather never know Yu Huan, because she let me know what love is, but it also made me deeply understand what betrayal is.
Love and betrayal have always been eternal topics.
As much as you love, you will hate as much.
Although love does not come first, people are polite, righteous and shameful.
I don't know when, Yu Huan stood beside me.
I didn't even look at her, even though she smelled good, but to me it stinks!
Until she spoke first: "Husband, what's wrong with you?" Do you still suspect me of cheating? ”
I turned my head to look at her, and found that her eyes were red, obviously crying.
I really don't know where she still has the face to cry?
If I were her......
No, I can't be her!
I can't afford to lose this person, my education since I was a child is: people must understand etiquette, righteousness and shame.
I let out a long breath and said, "No, I've been working too much in the past two days, and I'm not in any state, so I'll be busy during this time!" ”
"But you weren't like that before!"
"I used to be young, but now I'm 30 years old, and this project has been really tricky lately, and I still don't have a clue."
"Then you need me to help you relax, husband, let's go...... I want to! ”