Speaking of his own birth.

Jingjian was full of emotion and a little sad.

Su Chengxi grabbed his hand and comforted him in a low voice: "Don't be sad, it's not your fault, although your father is really hateful, but your birth is not wrong." ”

Jing Jian sighed, a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, and said helplessly: "I know." After my mother knew that she was pregnant, she was very devastated, and tried to make me stillborn several times, but it was my father who threatened Uncle Su's life to let my mother keep me; But my mother has always loved Uncle Su deeply, and she refused to accept the throne given to her by her father, let alone become her father's concubine, and she has been in a stalemate with her father. In desperation, his father could only imprison her in the palace. Thinking that my presence would soften her heart, my father canonized me as the crown prince at my 100-day banquet, and in order to justify my name, he recorded me in the name of Empress Li. He often took me to see my mother, but she never spoke to him or looked at him in the eye, for so many years...... Not once ......"

In Su Chengxi's mind, there is a stubborn, affectionate, soft but tenacious woman image gradually taking shape.

She admired the woman named Hua Xirong a little.

But he felt very sorry for her.

Jingjian said: "I was young at the time, I didn't know why my mother was so indifferent and never spoke, I once thought she was a mute. But one day, when my father was away, I came to see her secretly, and she touched my head for the first time, and she looked at my face and cried. She kept saying sorry to me, she kept apologizing to me, she kept saying that she didn't mean to ignore me, she was just afraid that she would be soft-hearted and would never be able to escape. ”

"I don't know why she cried or why she apologized, but it didn't take long for her to die."

Speaking of that past, Jingjian was still a little sad in his heart.

When he grew up and had a beloved, he really understood his mother's choice back then.

Su Chengxi's heart trembled, he opened his mouth, and he couldn't say anything.

Jing Jian looked at her, and whispered softly with a look in her eyes: "The day she died, it was the first time in many years that she learned the news of Third Uncle Su, but it was the news of death, which Empress Li specially asked people to pass on to her. The safety of Uncle Su is her expectation of being strong and alive for many years, and when Uncle Su dies, she can't hold on. ”

"It's Queen Li?"

Su Chengxi wrinkled his brows, gritted his teeth and said, "Isn't Empress Li your mother's sister?" Why is she so vicious, knowing that your mother cares about the third uncle, she is still so hateful! She deliberately doesn't want your mother to live! ”

"Yes! She's just in mind. ”

A hint of mockery flashed in Jing Jian's eyes, and he whispered, "What woman can bear to be a substitute for other women by her husband's side?" From the very beginning, she was in the back position of her mother, and it was her turn not to be in the back position, Xiao Jianmin's birth was also because her father was drunk and mistook her for her mother, how could she be willing? Therefore, even if she is her own sister, as long as she is ruthless, she can still be a killer. ”

Su Chengxi didn't know what to say to comfort Jingjian.

I can only hold his big hand tightly and give him some strength.

Jingjian whispered: "Perhaps, it may be a relief for my mother." During the years of being imprisoned in the palace, she had a hard time, never smiled, and always missed her lover who was far away on the frontier, and always worried about his safety. If it weren't for her father's intervention, maybe she would marry Uncle Su, have children, be happy, full of joy, and have a completely different life. ”

"Ah Jin...... It's all gone......"

Su Chengxi whispered comfortingly: "Perhaps, now your mother has reunited with the third uncle." ”

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