Xiao saw that the corners of Min's mouth instantly pursed into a straight line, and he was speechless for a long time, Su Chengxi sighed lightly and said, "You can see all this clearly." Why hasn't our Su family cultivated the next generation of successors over the years, don't you see clearly? ”

Xiao Jianmin is naturally clear in his heart, but it is one thing to be clear, and it is another thing for him to urgently want to change in his heart.

"Because I want to marry His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, my grandfather has already resigned and returned home."

Su Chengxi said lightly: "The emperor doesn't want our Su family to be in the ascendant all the time, even if those military exploits and prominence are made by our Su family's sons and daughters with blood and life, even if our Su family has never been rebellious, but because of the military power, we will inevitably suffer from jealousy." My grandfather has been riding horses all his life, how many times have white-haired people sent black-haired people, but in the end it ended indifferently, do you think he is willing? But what if you are unwilling? ”

Xiao saw Min listening quietly, silently staring at Su Chengxi, who had not seen him for five years, as if he had grown up a lot, he pursed his lips and said nothing.

Su Chengxi sighed lightly, shook his head helplessly, and said: "In the current situation, it is the best ending for me and the Su family to marry into the East Palace and become the crown princess." And marrying you will inevitably set off a bloody storm, and even ...... I can't marry you at all. Or, before I marry you, I'll die in Huangquan. ”

Because the high-ranking people are not allowed, so even if they make a decision, it will not help, they will only take their lives for nothing.

"When you came to me today, I will treat it as if it never happened, and you have forgotten all about the past."

Su Chengxi smiled and said: "I believe you are also aware of my changes, We have grown up now, and we are no longer the children who laughed when they wanted to laugh, cry when they wanted, and do whatever they wanted." We don't just live for ourselves, we live for our families, and we need to think about whether countless innocent people will be implicated. Xiao Jianmin, I really regard you as my best friend, and I don't want to end up being unrecognizable between us. ”

That's all for now.

She didn't want to repeat it anymore.

I only hope that Xiao Jianmin can really understand what she means, and live a peaceful life in the future, and don't dwell too much on it.

Xiao Jianmin tugged at the corners of his mouth, laughed desolately, and said in a sad voice: "Yes! It turns out that you have already seen through it, but I have accepted my fate many times, and this time I can't even let out the woman I love. Su Chengxi, in my life, whether it is people or objects, there are not many people and things that I really like, and you are unique. If even you have to reject me and persuade me to give up, then I really don't know what else is worth holding on to in this life. ”

"Don't be so pessimistic."

Seeing her childhood playmate so sad, Su Chengxi felt uncomfortable, she thought seriously for a long time before she whispered: "Life is forward-looking, you are only less than twenty now, there are still decades to pass in the future, there is still a long time, you will always meet something you really like." ”

This is empty and false.

But it was already Su Chengxi who racked his brains to come up with it.

Xiao saw Min lowering his eyes, the hand hanging by his side clenched into a fist, he was silent for a long, long time, and just when Su Chengxi thought that he would not respond, he said in a hoarse voice: "No, Su Chengxi, never again." ”

Never come across something you really like again.

(End of chapter)