Passing by the dormitory building where Bey once lived, you can imagine that it was very lively inside.

A group of girls may be busy washing, discussing gossip and beauty topics, or they may have their own little tempers but want to live together causing small disputes and noises, and the sound of rushing downstairs.

Pushing open the door, the girl will run to the boy waiting outside like a little swallow.

Lin Quan pointed to the location of the corner of the girls' building and said to Bey:

"I remember, I once squatted here and ate a lunch box of steamed buns, and I ate it while I got angry. I choked on the back of eating.

Squatting there angrily, complaining that you didn't tell me where you went.

I can't figure it out, I'm not your boyfriend, the closest person.

The closest should be to say to me what others can't say. Tell me about the difficulties that others can't mention. I'm embarrassed to tell others to do something, so call me.

Unexpectedly, just when I couldn't figure it out more and more, you called me to pick it up.

I immediately went from falling to the bottom of my mood to taking off, overtaking and humming songs all the way. ”

Love is really wonderful, just a phone call can make people's mood fluctuate a lot.

Bey: "Hmm. ”

She ate garlic that day, and for this reason, she was brushing her teeth under the big tree on the side of the road, the little nervousness of seeing her boyfriend, and the psychology of wanting to be beautiful in front of him all the time, she remembered.

While walking on the campus road, Lin Quan asked Bey, "Do you remember this place?" ”

"Yes."

Lin Quan was wearing a wide hoodie and pulled out a large string of QQ candy from his clothes, just to ask her QQ number.

They had just met that day, and within a few hours, they couldn't help but want to meet as soon as the rain stopped.

Pian Pian also ate a large bucket of ice cream that day.

"Senior Sister Pei?" A few girls greeted Bey curiously while looking at Lin Quan.

"Hey, I just finished eating."

Lin Quan looked at the girl who greeted Bey, and then looked at Bey beside him, "I found out, you are now a celebrity in the school." In just a short time, I met a lot of people who knew you. ”

When Bey heard this, he happened to mention QQ candy just now, and he was really emotional when he thought about it.

"Lin Quan, I know your formation, do you know what psychology it is?

It is really the psychology of the most ordinary girl among the more than 30,000 people.

Think about a school with tens of thousands of people, just a few hundred people have to form a long line, and among so many people, I believe there are many girls with their own styles, and I am very inconspicuous in it.

But I was so not outstanding, the professors couldn't remember my name at that time, let alone the whole campus, and I didn't stand out in the class, like a dream, one afternoon, I suddenly met a veritable school grass, which is the kind that will make so many girls with their own merits like you. ”

When Bey recalls it now, he still has a little pride, a little joy.

Even the day she met Lin Quan, she was still a bit like a child carrying a piece of gold.

If you doubt yourself, how did you get to know each other? He's too easy to know.

Why does he seem to be interested in me too? If this is known by many girls, whether she will go to the water room to wash, will be picked on her figure and appearance, and will laugh at her behind her back, saying that she is not worthy.

But she was so good that not only did she get to know her, but even her good sister ate a whole tub of ice cream sent by the Colonel.

Every university has an unattainable school grass, but she can start her first love journey with the school grass.

Or at her most ordinary stage. It's not like now, although it's not much better, but it must be much better than my own at that time.

So Bey felt that Lin Quan was really the most beautiful colorful dream of her girlhood. In other words, also the dream prince of many ordinary girls.

At this time, the two of them looked at the school square together.

Neither of them spoke, but the carnival of 520 day flashed in their minds.

Bey thought to herself: As of now, Lin Quan is still the man who has said the most love words in her life.

If you think sadly, even if she has a husband and children to start a family in the future, after she is thirty or forty years old, it is not clear that Lin Quan will still be the number one love word in her life.

Because I didn't listen to my old sister-in-law.

In the future, your husband can talk and laugh when he drives others and pulls others, but you are sitting in the co-pilot, and he will have a big character engraved on his head: Serious person.

He'll say drive, don't let you mess with him. If you talk to him, he won't talk if he doesn't dare to be interested. If you talk about the past, he will complain, you have said it a hundred times, and you have heard it a long time ago. If you want him to praise you sweetly, talk and laugh with you, heh, it's hard. Don't imagine the future too rosy.

So Lin Quan can't help but be the strongest exporter of sweet words in her Bey life.

Don't think too much about the future, it's okay to have a good past.

Just be beautiful.

Those embarrassing and sincere, greasy and sweet words, even playing a poker card can make me love you, and she will always remember it.

And Lin Quan looked at the square and thought:

He will never give anyone another 520 like this.

He and Bey will not make such a 520 again when they are together in the future.

After all, some things will only appear in a certain period of time and in a specific scene. After it has passed, there is no more.

"It's not cold." Lin Quan took off his scarf and put it on Bey.

Bey refused: "It's not cold, I put a warm baby down." ”

Lin Quan: "...... You're still so good at taking care of yourself. ”

"I should say that I can take care of myself more." broke up twice, and the more they separated, the more they felt, and they felt that they had to love themselves.

No one is anyone's own, only if you are good to yourself, it is true.

Since it's not cold, let's go further.

The two walked to the school building like a walk, standing at the door of the study room where they had met.

As if identifying the crime scene, Bey said, "I'm standing on that step, and I can't pull out your backpack at a glance." ”

Alas, it was then that I realized that I was really a big pervert. I just like that handsome one.

If, if Lin Quan was a poor boy at the time, so poor that her jeans were washed white, she felt that she would also have sex with Lin Quan, and with that face, she would do it.

Lin Quan: "There?" ”

"yes", Bey told the truth, and didn't blush.

She told Lin Quan again: "Dropping the book in front of you is also deliberate. For this reason, I also went out and deliberately got my hands dirty. ”

"You mean, you did it all on purpose that day?"

"Then what else to do, how to talk, I can't come up and ask you what your name is, this is called skill. Am I pretending to be like it? ”

Lin Quan suddenly laughed, "It's quite similar, I thought God was helping me, and I was wondering where the girl in the cold drink hall went, and that girl appeared recklessly." What do you think after you talk? ”

"I thought, you are too cooperative, why are you so neat, are you stuck? It's so hanging scare me away. I think this trick is really useful. ”

The study hall is not a place to talk, there are many students reading books in it.

So Lin Quan and Bey ended up sitting under the basketball hoop in the gymnasium.

Back then, Lin Quan, who saved the team's score, was like a white horse knight.

Thank you for giving me a happy sleepwalk, and if I forget me, please help remember me. You are electricity, you are light, you are the only myth.

The audience sang in unison, as if they were telling Senior Lin's achievements together, hoping that Senior Lin could bring another miracle to everyone.

Bey looked at Lin Quan: but time has changed, and she has also sat in this gymnasium and cried, feeling let down.

Lin Quan is also looking back at Bey: Our story is very short, we should not look back here frequently, we should talk about the future, and the future will be long.

Bey spoke first: "When I fall in love, I expect you to kiss me, but you don't kiss, as if you're afraid of me." ”

"I'm nervous to see you now, but I'm still the same me." Because I like it too much, I can't help but look at your face, for fear that you will be unhappy.

“…… After such a long time, I feel angry even when I sit with you for dinner, and I can't say whatever I want, but you suddenly say kiss. ”

"I wanted to kiss you for too long, and I drank too much that day, and the string broke.

I didn't expect it to feel good to collapse.

I even regret why I didn't fall apart a few more times during the time we were apart.

I will call you and say, I want to be with you, you wait for me, you have to wait for me, whether my business can be transferred back to China or not. ”

Lin Quan paused for a long moment before continuing:

"It's all because I have so many concerns.

For a while, if I feel that I have to wait for you to say to you, you will be even more unhappy, and you will quarrel with me, and I am also selfish in doing so.

It's better to hurry up and make a certain one, and then have the confidence to talk to you. So as not to go back to the topic of the original breakup. You can't go, I can't come back.

So I was racing against time every day, and finishing my studies was a trivial matter.

Repay debts, integrate, worry about the operation of funds day and night, re-estimate the value of the company, formulate a strategic plan, and then gain an in-depth understanding of a new industry, investigate, meet night and night to discuss feasibility, until it can indeed be done, and then talk about it.

It can be said that in the past few years, I have been anxious every step of the way, and I have to warn myself every day that I can't be anxious, and I can't make a wrong choice because I want to return to China as soon as possible.

Because every decision I make is also about the survival of many families. Don't let private matters affect big things.

After a while, I felt that you would definitely wait for me in the same place, like me, regretful, unable to let go, just didn't tell me, but in my heart I was waiting for the day when we met me again. ”

Lin Quan said honestly: "I am still confident that I am not bad, but I always feel that there are not many men who are better than me." Especially in the past two years, I have been able to succeed in a tightrope walk, and I have become more confident that I have not made mistakes in every decision-making choice. I think that your judgment on the emotional side will not be wrong. ”

Bey said: "Then you see it now, although you are back, but I am not what you think, I have changed." ”

When Lin Quan heard this, he was still anxious, afraid that Bai Yi would mention the part with Ye Qingyu.

Don't mention it, he doesn't want to hear it.

He only knew that he had determined his psychology in the past few days, not to mention that he had only talked to Ye Qingyu for a while.

Even if Bey and Ye Qingyu get married, he wants Bey to divorce and return to him.

Lin Quan grabbed Bey's arm and said, "Let's turn the page on the past, okay, go back to the beginning." It's not that I want you to act like nothing happened, but I want us to live in the future. As long as it's you in the future, it's fine. ”

"Forest Springs ......"

"After listening to me, in the future, we will first go and ask for the consent of our parents and tell us that we will be together. If you don't want to have a wedding first, we will register first, and we will have a wedding after graduating from graduate school. We would live together, eat together, live together, and our house would be home. Together, we will choose the furniture, the bed we will sleep in, the cups we will use. I will go home as soon as I finish work and business trips, if you have winter and summer vacations, you can also accompany me on business trips, I will go to work, you play in local attractions, and we will go home together after we are busy......"

Bey had to interrupt again: "Lin Quan, don't assume anymore. ”

Once, this was also the day she imagined living with Lin Quan, she was more specific than Lin Quan, and even thought about tablecloths and couple pajamas.

They will go to the supermarket hand in hand, and do the kind of happy couple from school uniforms to wedding dresses in the eyes of others. After too many teenagers, did others mention that they fell in love from school and finally became it? Everyone will answer, there is wow, the most famous Lin Quan and Bey. Even the teachers knew about them.

Do that kind of young couple who married early at a young age, but are very compatible.

She even imagined that her mother would be happy.

If the two of them fight more and have a child early after getting married, she and Lin Quan's children must be very beautiful, and they all love each other and have their own careers, her mother is expected to smile and chat with people every day and say, how is my son-in-law, my daughter is very happy. If you don't drop a step, everything is good.

Perhaps, as long as she nodded to Lin Quan at this moment, she could still have the above scenes.

However, there is no going back.

Bey said frankly:

"When I met you this time, I had a boyfriend, his name is Ye Qingyu.

I asked myself what it would be like to have a relationship with my previous predecessor.

It should be that the moment I see you, I will still be excited.

I still can't find the point, I'm annoyed that I didn't dress well enough when I meet, I sit in front of you and wonder uneasily, after a few years, he thinks I've become better looking than before, or not as good as before. There will be such concerns.

I imagined that if there were still feelings, there might be some ambiguous behavior. For example, the way we look at each other. You pour me tea, and I will be glad that you take special care of me unlike others, and I will eat that little action of holding down the table.

I will not say anything, but I will still be happy to get your new contact information, and then when I go home, I will stare at my phone, imagine what kind of message you will send me when you come back, and whether you will ask me to meet alone.

will also talk to Pian Pian with some embarrassment, Lin Quan is back, you said that he will come back to me for dinner, what does he mean? Pian Pian might ask, what happened to your meeting, and then I'll sit there cross-legged and dig up the details of your meeting.

Lin Quan, this is the ex-girlfriend who still has feelings for you. ”

And what is it like to have no feelings?

"Not only do I not have the above behaviors similar to wanting to go out of the wall, but I can also be angry with Ye Qingyu when I meet you.

As for the kiss, it was even more so, I was disgusted.

Even I wondered.

This is you, the first love that gave me colorful dreams, the boy who used to make me very fond and made me nervous and shy when we met.

As a result, to this day, I am not only disgusted with your disgust of kissing me without my consent, but in my heart, I feel that I have been taken advantage of. It's no different from being kissed inexplicably on the road.

It's just that if a stranger is a stranger, I will call the police and sue him. You, I have to suffer this dumb loss. ”

"Say no more, Bey." Lin Quan felt as if his heart had been torn apart.

Bey, however, continued to himself:

"Also, if I still have feelings for you, I will think to myself after breaking up with Ye Qingyu:

It's okay, Ye Qingyu walked away, and Lin Quan came back.

My first love boy is not inferior to Ye Qingyu in all aspects.

And he is cleaner than Ye Qingyu's love history, and he still has deep feelings for me.

After I returned to being single, looking at Lin Quan's performance, if he can correct the past, he will be better for me in the future, especially now that he is back, he may accompany me every day, then we will give each other a chance to get along again.

But in fact, since I broke up with Ye Qingyu, I haven't thought about you once.

So, I'm really single now, and I know what you're thinking, but I can't go back. ”

Bey stood up and looked at Lin Quan, who was full of decadence, and really wanted to say, look, I really have feelings, and I will shed tears, whether the tears are regret or reluctance.

But she didn't have a single tear.

Bey Says:

"Lin Quan, I never regret falling in love with you, if I had to do it all over again, I would also want you to be my first love. The days with you are wonderful.

I have never regretted falling in love with Ye Qingyu.

It's just the next road, my future, even if there is no Ye Qingyu, it won't be you.

If you're still having a hard time getting out of your knot, think of me as bad, and I'm actually not good enough to leave you when you're at your hardest.

I can do a lot of things for you, but I'd rather just take the time to see your dad, bless you like an ordinary friend in this way, chat with your dad, and let him bless you more.

And even this blessing is not so pure. Because to visit your father, there is also a sense of gratitude. Thank you for introducing people to make me make money, and I always feel that I should do something about it.

So in the end, I would like to say that although you have returned to China, I have heard that many of your businesses are actually in Shanghai, so you should develop well. Forget about me and go find a good girl who dares to put out the fire for your moths and has your eyes full of you.

And I don't have you in my heart anymore. ”

Bey finished speaking and left.

After Bey left.

Lin Quan sat in the position where Bey was crying back then, and his shoulders trembled from crying.

Lin Quan is basically offline at this point, don't say, give me enough discomfort, woo woo, big beauties, I'm also suddenly sad What's going on.

I think I may be thinking of the days when I wrote about Lin Quan and Bey a few months ago, those sweet and greasy love words, and those greasy and crooked relationships, it is really my lifelong flirting skills. In those days, I foolishly imagined the scene of Bey comparing 520 to rock-paper-scissors in Linquan downstairs while laughing like an idiot. When I was old, I wrote about falling in love, and I was choked with sweetness.

(End of chapter)