Chapter 90: The First Time in My Life
Luo Yixin, who lived in Xinxin's body, looked at Xue Yunze's embarrassed appearance and felt really funny, no matter how she looked at it, he gave her a feeling of running away.
With a smile, Luo Yixin woke up slowly, opened her eyes, the morning was bright, and it was really a good day today.
After breakfast, she went out.
Along the way, Luo Yixin looked left and right, but found no trace of Xue Yunze.
I guess, he shouldn't have secretly sent her to work today, right?
After arriving at the research institute and entering the door, Luo Yixin secretly hid by the door and snooped.
She wondered if Xue Yunze really didn't follow her today, or if he would hide somewhere like last night and suddenly appear when she needed to.
Outside the door, the sky is blue, the sun is shining on the streets, and the whole world is bright.
Because the range was too large, Luo Yixin searched for a while, only to find that under a big tree, there was a familiar figure.
The warm sunlight sprinkled down through the layers of leaves, and those golden spots of light fell on his body and turned into a faint, swaying halo.
He is so good-looking, under the light and background, he is as beautiful as a painting, which makes people want to ignore it. The girls who passed by him couldn't help but slow down, just to look at him more.
Luo Yixin was looking seriously, and suddenly someone patted her on the shoulder, which scared her a lot.
Wang Ziran smiled and said, "What are you looking at? It's not windy outside, isn't there any money?"
"Go, go!" Luo Yixin pushed him away, looking unhappy, "You fell out of the money?" Then, turn around and head towards the office.
Wang Ziran hurriedly followed her and asked, "Did you dream of me last night?" Wasn't it cute when I was a kid?"
Luo Yixin ignored him, only caring about the work at hand, and Wang Ziran had no choice but to go back to work with each other.
When she was free, Luo Yixin was stunned for a while, and she had a little admiration for Xue Yunze in her heart.
She wouldn't let him follow, so he secretly protected him. She has drawn a line with him, and he is still not discouraged, which is really commendable. It's just that I don't know how long he can hold out?
Luo Yixin was a little curious, she wanted to see how much patience this man could have.
That night, she went to bed earlier than Mom and Dad.
Now, for her, the most interesting thing in the day is to go into the dream and look at her past.
Luo Yixin was lying on the bed with headphones on, and soon fell asleep......
One day in 2024, Happiness Middle School.
Recess.
Xin Xin was sorting out the books on the desk, and Wang Ziran came to look for her in the classroom.
He said that after reading the storybook he borrowed from her, he returned it to her, and told her not to open the storybook until she got home.
"Okay." Xinxin is not curious, because there is too much homework, and she is dizzy, how can she have time to read storybooks.
When Xinxin came home from school, she finished all her homework for the day and put the book back in her school bag, only to find that the storybook had not been taken out.
She took the storybook in her hand, remembering what Wang Ziran had told her, and didn't know what that guy meant.
Xinxin puts the storybook on the shelf, and at this moment, a note falls from the book.
She picked up the note and opened it.
It was a beautiful piece of letterhead, and there were many words written in it.
"Dear Xinxin, do you remember the first time we met?
That was when we were in kindergarten, in your neighborhood, and Tease brought me to you. Maybe you don't believe it, but from that time on, I considered you my best friend.
For so many years, I have been secretly watching you and silently accompanying you. You know, every time you show up, it grabs all my attention.
To me, you are so perfect, so special, the only and irreplaceable.
I love everything about you, your voice,
Your smile, your character......
As long as you laugh, I'm happy.
Every time I walk up to you, I feel uneasy, my heart beats; Every time I leave you, my mind is full of you.
I hope we can be good friends for life. Especially when you are sad and sad, you can think of me for the first time.
In this life, I am willing to accompany you, as long as you call, even if you are far away, I will do my best to come to you.
For you, I must study hard, because I want to go to the same university as you, and I will work in the same place as you in the future, because you are my motivation. In this life, all my efforts are to be able to be with you......
Xin Xin blushed and muttered, "What kind of love letter do you write at the age of 14, are you crazy?"
She tore up the note and decided to act as if nothing had happened. Because, for her, studying hard is the most important thing.
Luo Yixin, who lives in Xinxin's body, has to admire Wang Ziran, this kid is too anxious, right? Is this trying to catch Xinxin as soon as possible?
Xinxin packed up her study stationery and went to the bathroom, and after a while, she suddenly ran out in a panic.
After a while, I finally found my mobile phone and wanted to call my mother, but I couldn't get through.
What to do? What should I do?
Xinxin's heart went up and down, she hurriedly ran out of the house and pressed the doorbell of Xue Yunze's house.
The door opened, she gasped for breath, and said to Xue Yunze in fear, "Uncle Yunze, I'm ...... I'm sick!" After saying that, he let out a "wow" and cried.
Xue Yunze helped her, looked at her pale little face, and asked, "What's wrong?" Tell my uncle!"
"I...... I'm bleeding......" Xinxin said tremblingly, "I just went to the toilet and there was blood coming out...... It's still streaming...... Am I dying?" As he spoke, he cried even harder.
Xue Yunze seemed to think of something, he helped Xinxin into the room and asked her to sit down, "Have you ever had this situation before?"
"No...... Never." Xinxin sobbed.
"It's okay, it's okay, don't be afraid, you've grown up." Xue Yunze comforted, "It's a good thing, not a bad thing."
Xinxin raised her head, her eyes were red, and there were strings of tears on her face, which made people feel distressed.
"It's really fine." Xue Yunze asked, "Haven't you usually communicated with female classmates about this topic?"
Xin Xin shook her head blankly.
She is not a good communicator, usually in school, except for studying is studying, rarely talking about things other than studying with other classmates.
"Oh, I'll call your mom." Xue Yunze said.
It's opened, it's loud.
Xinxin anxiously told her mother Jing Miaoyu about her situation, with tears in her voice.
Jing Miaoyu's voice came from the mobile phone: "This is called menstruation, it is something that every girl will experience, don't be afraid, it means, Xinxin has grown into a big girl." Mom is so happy for you, congratulations to you, our Xinxin has grown up!"
Hearing her mother's warm and powerful words, Xinxin's uneasy heart slowly calmed down.
Xue Yunze said, "Come back and comfort Xinxin, I'll go to the store now."
"Okay."
Luo Yixin, who lived in Xinxin's body, blushed with her old face.
Unexpectedly, the first menstrual period in her life came so embarrassingly, and Xue Yunze actually became her witness! Also, I thought I was going to die, and I was so scared of it, I was really ashamed!
When Luo Yixin woke up, her cheeks were still hot, and she thought, it's good not to let Xue Yunze pick her up from work, otherwise, how would she face him? It's really shameless!
On the way to work, she kept observing the surroundings, but fortunately she didn't see Xue Yunze.
Well, let's just assume that he didn't follow her secretly today, so that she wouldn't be so ashamed.
On the way, there was a banana peel that I don't know who threw it. Luo Yixin accidentally stepped on it, and the soles of her feet slipped, if someone hadn't grabbed her, she would have to fall and eat!
After a period of unsteady standing, after the world swirled, Luo Yixin kept saying in a panic, "Thank you."
It's just that when she sees her benefactor clearly, she just wants to dig a crack in the ground and get in.
Xue Yunze was holding her hand, his deep eyes full of concern. It's just that the eyes seem to have lost their former demeanor and become a little gloomy and melancholy, but the concern is real.
Thinking of last night's dream, Luo Yixin was a little embarrassed, she shook off Xue Yunze's hand, lowered her head and left in a hurry.
Is that how she hates him? Xue Yunze stared at Luo Yixin's back, reluctant to give up, his eyes were dull and miserable.
In the past few days, Xue Yunze's sleep has not been good, and he always dreams after falling asleep.
When I woke up, although the scene in the dream was blurry and difficult to discern, those eyes, for some reason, were always full of tears. As he woke up, the tears slowly flowed down his numb face.
When he sobered up, he told himself that she was fifteen years younger than him and that the two of them should never have been together. And he is so lucky to have such a hot love, he should be content.
Life is forty and not confused.
As a person of his age, he can no longer be entangled like a little boy, but should respect the other party's decision, no matter what the future is, what her choice is, he should accept it calmly.
From today onwards, the focus of your life is on work, and in this way, you may be able to heal your emotional wounds, right?
Xue Yunze watched Luo Yixin enter the research institute, and then left slowly.
Luo Yixin entered the research institute, did not probe to observe the situation outside, and went straight to her seat.
Wang Ziran walked over, with a smile on his warm face: "Did you dream of me last night?"
Luo Yixin was not in a good mood, and said impatiently: "Ask once a day, I'm tired if you're not tired!" I knew I was using a scenario simulator, so I didn't dream of you, right?"
"Who offended you early in the morning? It can't be your ex-boyfriend, right?" Wang Ziran was not angry, but a little curious.
Luo Yixin glanced at him and said solemnly, "I'm going to work, don't disturb me!"