Chapter 107: Without You, I Can't Love
Xue Yunze closed his eyes, leaned back against the sofa, and said weakly, "Xinxin, I'm going to die, thank you, it is also a kind of happiness to be able to appear in my illusion before I die, and to die like this!"
Without you, I wouldn't be able to fall in love at all. Every day, I want to go to you, but that's your choice, and I should respect and bless you, not stalk and upset you.
I don't know why I lost you, I have always held you in the palm of my hand like a treasure, how can I disappear?"
As he spoke, he began to cry, like a child lost in the night, with a handful of snot and tears, and his wails echoed through the room.
After a while, the sound faded away, and he lay down on the couch.
Luo Yixin walked over and took a look, and tested under his nostrils with his hand, angry.
It seems that he is asleep again.
After covering the quilt for Xue Yunze, Luo Yixin left quietly.
When she got home, after her mother Jing Miaoyu asked about the situation, she blamed her for not taking good care of Xue Yunze.
"How can you leave him alone, really!"
Luo Yixin said, "He has been dazed and delirious, and it is useless for me to stay there."
"You can't leave until he's fully awake at least! Have you forgotten how he helped us when we were in trouble? Be a man with a conscience!"
Hearing this, Luo Yixin also reflected on it and felt that she was indeed unkind.
She glanced at the time and said, "It's almost noon, after dinner, I'll go see him again in the afternoon."
"That's pretty much it!" Jing Miaoyu's purpose was achieved and he entered the kitchen.
After lunch, Luo Yixin went to Xue Yunze's residence again. She rang the doorbell, and it was a woman who came to open the door.
The woman's temples are white, but her face is ruddy and calm, her temperament is elegant, her kind eyes are smiling, and she is about seventy years old.
Luo Yixin was a little surprised, this ...... It should be Xue Yunze's biological mother Jiang Shilan, right? She didn't know how to speak for a while, but she was stunned.
Jiang Shilan didn't wait for Luo Yixin to speak, and said first: "Xinxin, Yunze has been socializing a lot recently, don't blame him for not accompanying you, Auntie hasn't seen him for many days." As soon as I entered the house just now, the room was full of alcohol...... He must be busy with business!"
"Auntie, I'...... I'm just here to see and there's nothing else." Luo Yixin smiled, "Since you take care of him, then I'll go first."
"How can you go?" Jiang Shilan grabbed her, "Come in, just now, he was half drunk and half awake and called your name, he must have missed you!"
Luo Yixin had no choice but to enter the house, thinking to herself, Jiang Shilan was also there, so she was finally not so embarrassed.
Seeing that Xue Yunze was not in the living room, she didn't ask anything, and helped Jiang Shilan open all the windows in the living room to disperse the smell.
After doing this, Jiang Shilan said, "I'll go back first, and you little couples will get together."
Luo Yixin hurriedly asked, "Yun Ze is fine, right?"
"He was in bad spirits, so I told him to take a shower and sober up." Jiang Shilan said as she walked towards the door.
Luo Yixin also followed, and shirked, "If Yun Ze is fine...... I'm going back, too."
Jiang Shilan thought that her son had done something wrong, and asked, "Did Yun Ze bully you? Don't be afraid, there's an aunt here, I'll talk about him!".
"No, no, no." Luo Yixin didn't know how to explain, and sighed helplessly.
"No, I'll go." Jiang Shilan walked out with confidence and closed the door.
Luo Yixin stood by the door, in a dilemma.
If you go home like this, your mother will definitely ask long and short questions. If she said that she went back without even seeing Xue Yunze's face, her mother would definitely criticize her again.
Thinking of this, Luo Yixin decided to meet Xue Yunze before leaving, so she sat on the sofa and waited.
Lazy afternoon, peaceful and warm.
The wind wafted in from the windowsill with the fragrance of flowers, burrowing into the nose, refreshing the heart. Sleepiness comes
attacked, Luo Yixin supported one hand on the arm of the sofa, held her cheeks, and fell asleep unconsciously.
When she was half asleep, she found herself lying in bed, thinking that she was taking a lunch break at home, turned over and continued to sleep.
What she didn't know was that at this time, Xue Yunze, who was wearing pajamas, was lying beside her, staring at her quietly and dutifully.
Just now, when he came out of the shower and walked to the living room, he found that his little baby had fallen asleep on the sofa at his house.
At first, he thought it was a hallucination, but after making a phone call to confirm with his mother Jiang Shilan, he learned that it was real.
The windows in the living room are open, what if she catches a cold?
He gave himself a very good reason, and gently carried her to his bed.
Fortunately, he moved lightly enough and did not wake her up, although she rolled over, but fell asleep sweetly.
Xue Yunze cherished this short and warm time very much.
Luo Yixin, who fell asleep, had a soft expression on her smooth and pink face, her long eyelashes trembled gently, her rosy lips were closed, and the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, I don't know what sweet dream she was doing.
How can she be so cute?
How nice it would be if time could stand still forever in this moment!
Xue Yunze's heart is warm and soft, and the suffering he has suffered since these days has disappeared at this moment.
Seeing her move, as if she was about to wake up, he quickly got up from the bed and sat down on the chair next to him.
Luo Yixin woke up, and when she opened her eyes, she was stunned for a moment.
Where is this? How did she end up here?
"You're awake." Xue Yunze's voice sounded.
Luo Yixin sat up and said in a panic, "I'm ...... How did I end up here?"
Xue Yunze said flatly: "You fell asleep in the living room, the wind was too strong, I brought you in so as not to catch a cold."
"Oh......" Luo Yixin quickly got out of bed and bowed politely, "I'm sorry for your trouble."
Xue Yunze's mood was a little low, between them, was he so unfamiliar that he needed to be so polite?
Luo Yixin told him about her visit in the morning.
Xue Yunze knew that it turned out that the one in the morning was not an illusion or a dream, but something that really happened.
Xinxin came to see him and fed him, but her original intention was not out of concern for him, but was called over by her mother.
Xue Yunze was sad, between them, what was left might only be the friendship between the neighbors in the past, right?
"I'm sorry for you." He felt uncomfortable, and his throat was a little stiff.
Luo Yixin said, "I'll go first. Don't drink so much alcohol in the future, it's not good for your health. When you're feeling down, you can do exercise."
"Okay." Xue Yunze replied mechanically. How he wished that she said this out of concern, not courtesy!
After Luo Yixin left, Xue Yunze habitually went to get a bottle of wine again.
When he opened the cap, he suddenly remembered that he had just promised Xinxin to drink less.
So, he closed the bottle again, put the wine in its place, went back to the bedroom, changed into casual clothes, and went for a run.