Chapter 163: Then let's break up
Tianhai University of Technology, in a rented house in a nearby residential area.
A man and a woman each sit on two sofas opposite.
There was silence in the room.
The man bowed his waist slightly, his head bowed, his eyes staring directly at the ground, and he was silent.
The woman sat up straight, looking down at him from top to bottom.
"Yin Kai, don't you be like a dead man, okay?"
When Lin Zijia saw him like this, his anger jumped straight up, and he couldn't help but raise his tone a few points: "Speak!" β
"What do you want me to say?"
Yin Kai raised his head and looked at her, his voice low and flat.
"Are you deaf or dumb? I asked you for a long time, and you didn't reply? β
Lin Zijia roared angrily: "I'll ask you, why don't you go to the interview!" Give me an explanation! β
"Didn't I explain it to you?" Yin Kai said lightly, "I changed my mind and don't want to go." β
"So, why?" Lin Zijia glared angrily.
Yin Kai shook his head: "There is no reason. β
"What! Are you a child? β
Lin Zijia said angrily: "Why are you so naΓ―ve? What's going on in your head? Have you ever thought about our future? I'm really ...... I'm going to be driven crazy by you! β
"After graduation, we're going to get married!!!"
Hearing this, Yin Kai rubbed his head with his right hand and shook it slightly.
Tie the knot?
That word sounds so strange now......
"I really don't understand why there is so much with you!"
Lin Zijia said hatefully: "Didn't I say, with your broken profession, can you find a better job than this?" Yes? β
Engineering, in the current majors, except for a few, most of them are not popular.
Many are already sunset industries, and every year is not as good as the year.
There are even some unpopular ones, and even employment is very problematic.
Yin Kai's major is like this.
Luckily, with the introduction of others, I found a company that pays well.
According to them, after becoming regular, the salary tax in the first year will be about 100,000.
Of course, in Tianhai, the salary of this grade is indeed not too high, but it is really not easy for a major like him, especially for fresh graduates.
"Do you think you're quite capable?"
Lin Zijia couldn't help but stand up: "Let me tell you, we are a professional boy, and several of them have already made the first pot of gold and made a lot of money by speculating in stocks and playing funds during their studies!" ...... There are also those in our class who plan to start a business after graduation, and the future is all planned! β
"Indeed." Yin Kai nodded, "Of those you said, are there any of them who are self-made?" ...... You asked me to compare with those back waves, and I couldn't do anything about it. β
"Okay, then I won't talk about them."
Lin Zijia continued: "Then your school, the computer major next door, the ones you said yourself are more powerful, what is the treatment of those companies they entered?" β
"I really don't know what capital you have to be proud of here! ...... What are you compared to them? β
Yin Kai shook his head: "I'm nothing, and I don't have any skills...... You don't have to compare me to them, I admit I can't. β
"Since you're self-aware, tell me, why don't you go for an interview?"
Lin Zijia sneered: "I still have the heart to play college competitions...... Are you crazy? β
Thinking of this, her heart was troubled.
There's a lot of bad stuff.
The company that has already been decided to enter will not go if it is not going to go.
The girlfriends, roommates, and classmates around me seem to have a bright and beautiful future.
I saw other boys, all of them were young and promising.
Compare yourself with the people around you...... What a terrible imbalance in my heart!
She couldn't accept such a gap.
Originally, she and Yin Kai had already decided that after graduating for a while, they would get married when they settled down.
But for now......
"If you don't have a car, you don't have a house...... Oh, now even the bride price money ...... ...... all."
Lin Zijia sighed heavily and sat back on the sofa: "Ha...... I'm really ...... It's going to crash! β
Then he stared straight at him: "Is 200,000 more?" You tell me, more? β
"Probably not much."
Yin Kai said calmly: "However, I can't take it. β
"Why can't you take it?" Lin Zijia asked rhetorically, "What about your family?" Is your home in poor condition? 200,000 no? Didn't you say that you have two houses in your hometown? β
"But 200,000 in cash, they really don't have it on hand." Yin Kai said lightly, "I don't want to force my parents to sell the house, that's the savings of the two of them who have struggled for a lifetime...... I can't open this mouth. β
"You...... Yin Kai, are you interesting? β
Lin Zijia said angrily: "The bride price over there is 300,000 yuan, and my father also told me that at least this amount should be ...... It was I who asked him later, and I reduced the bride price to 20W....... What else do you want from me? β
"How are you going to let me live with you in the future?"
Yin Kai didn't speak, his eyes drooping.
"I ask you, are you ready to eat me? Think I'm never going to break up with you, and I'm not going to find anyone else but you? β
Lin Zijia looked at him coldly: "Or do you think that no one likes me anymore and no one chases me?" β
Yin Kai denied: "No, I never thought so. β
He is neither blind nor stupid.
Of course, he knows how outstanding his girlfriend's appearance is.
In their entire department, and even the entire college, Lin Zijia is a top beauty, with a goddess-level appearance.
Even after dating Yin Kai, there are still some people who don't give up and come to Lin Zijia to confess their love and want to pursue her.
Among them, there are also some excellent boys.
"At the beginning, but you chased me first!" Lin Zijia said coldly, "Don't forget! β
Yin Kai shook his head.
Of course he didn't forget.
He and Lin Zijia came from different schools.
One day in his freshman year, he and a few friends went to an Internet cafΓ© outside the school to play a LOL competition held by an Internet cafΓ©, that is, when he won the championship, he met her.
Lin Zijia is the audience watching below.
Yin Kai will never forget how shocking he was when he first saw her that day.
He swore it was the prettiest girl he had ever seen in his life.
He had never believed in love at first sight until he met her.
Yin Kai is also a person who doesn't like to grind, and he has always been very decisive in doing things, and then he began his crazy pursuit of her.
From pick-up, to asking for a WeChat ID, to various chats and conversations later, after slowly getting acquainted, and then to the final confession.
The plot behind is logical, and the two are together.
Looking back on the past few years together in college, I have many sweet memories.
At one time, he was indeed very, very obsessed with her.
That's right, it was.
As soon as the love period passed, he quickly calmed down again.
Yin Kai gradually realized that love was not as beautiful as he thought at the beginning.
There will be conflicts between him and Lin Zijia on many concepts, and the ideas of the two often can't get together.
Also, he may be able to tolerate it at first, but after getting along for a long time and after a long time, he found that he really couldn't accept her character.
Slowly, the couple began to quarrel with each other.
As graduation is approaching and about to enter the society, and the marriage has been discussed before, I have to face many practical problems.
Employment, house, car, bride price, future life, etc......
As a result, the contradictions intensified and the quarrels became more and more serious.
Therefore, in recent months, Yin Kai has moved out of the rental house shared by the two and returned to live in his school dormitory.
That's the way it is.
Nothing can stay forever in the beginning.
I can't go back for a long time......
Yin Kai sighed in his heart.
"Let me ask you a question."
He raised his head slightly, looked up at Lin Zijia and whispered, "You were ...... Why did you choose to stay with me? There are so many people who pursue you, and there must be many of them who are better than me, right? What are some of the things about me that you can look at? β
Lin Zijia was silent.
This is a question she has asked herself countless times.
What attracted her?
Tall? The shape is not bad? Is it okay to go to university? Be genuine? Personality to please her? Very accommodating to her?
Blah blah
But to say that the moment that really made her heart move, it was the Internet cafΓ© game that day, when he crushed his opponent with his absolutely strong strength, and played countless wonderful operations, which attracted applause from the audience.
In fact, she is also a LOL player herself, she can understand the game, and of course she knows how good Yin Kai is in this regard.
The first place in the RANK of a large region is already one of the top powerhouses in a million.
But so what?
In the game, he can control the thunder and lightning, dominate the storm, and use Graves with a shotgun to knock everything over.
But in reality, he's just an ordinary person.
The reason why I liked him in the first place is no longer important.
The important thing is that she has to face reality.
"Yin Kai, you're not small, aren't you? It's time to grow up. β
Lin Zijia sighed, looked at him and said, "Even if you are the king, you can't live a good life by playing games for a lifetime...... Mature, okay? β
"Then I'll ask you."
Yin Kai looked back: "Why don't you look for a formal job yourself, but go to open an online store with your friends, engage in purchasing or something?" What do you think...... Are you that realistic? β
"Huh? What's wrong? β
Lin Zijia stood up again, looking slightly excited, "I have something I want to do, is there anything wrong?" Can you still control me and dictate to me? β
"Look."
Yin Kai smiled lightly and spread his hands: "You only care about what you want to do, when did you think about me?" Then I don't have what I want to do? β
"You've got a fart!"
Lin Zijia said angrily: "I don't know you yet? You want to play professionally, right? Hmph, please, how old do you think you are? Three-year-olds? Dreaming all day long? β
"The double standard is coming...... So how do you want me to talk to you? You're always right anyway? β
"Isn't it? Can I do the same thing as you? β
"What's the difference?"
"Mine is still possible, but you can't do it in this life!"
As she spoke, Lin Zijia's voice became louder again.
Yin Kai continued to choose to remain silent and no longer argued with her......
......
After she yelled for a long time, she was tired, and then stopped.
The room fell silent again.
"Anything else you'd like to say?"
Yin Kai saw that she didn't speak, so he said, "Finish everything you have to say, I'll listen here today." β
Lin Zijia was stunned: "What do you mean?" β
"It's not interesting." Yin Kai said lightly, "It's just for you to explain all the words in your heart, so you don't have to hold back." β
"I don't have much to say."
Lin Zijia said coldly: "But you have to give me an explanation today...... Now that there is no drama in work, what is the next arrangement, and the wedding bride price...... What are your plans for all this? β
"Do you want to ask me about my plans?"
Yin Kai nodded slightly, paused slightly, and said lightly: "I'm going to play professionally." β
"Ha ??????"
Lin Zijia looked incredulous: "You say it again? I didn't hear too clearly. β
"I said, I'm going to play professionally." Yin Kai accentuated his tone.
"Are you kidding me? Yes? β
Lin Zijia sneered: "Tell me, how old are you now?" β
Yin Kai said: "22, what's wrong?" β
"Oh~ it's 22."
Lin Zijia said sarcastically: "I don't know, I think it's 17 or 8 years old...... Also, the mental age is estimated to be so old, otherwise you can say such stupid things? Naive! Immature! β
22 And what? I haven't been buried yet. β
Yin Kai's voice became more and more cold: "Whether you can still play professionally, I know it in my heart, so I won't bother you to worry about it." β
"Oh, I see...... So you didn't go to the interview because of that, right? β
The irony on Lin Zijia's face also became stronger: "Oh my God! You're a dreamer! No, it's supposed to be a fantasist! β
"I used to talk to me every day, saying that I was going to play professionally and then what would happen...... Haha, you don't really think you're going to win a World Championship, do you? Funny! It's so funny! β
"I just want to know, you're a 22-year-old person who has never been to the esports professional circle, which team would want you to go? People won't go to those teenage people? At least they have the capital and the potential to tap into it! β
"Think for yourself...... What else do you have to dig for someone? Hahaha! ...... What a joke! β
Letting Lin Zijia sneer and speak sharply, Yin Kai didn't even say a word, just sat there and listened silently.
He had planned to let her say enough today.
After all, there will be no chance in the future.
"Is it all over? When that's all said and done, it's my turn, right? β
After she was quiet again, Yin Kai slowly spoke.
"You say, you don't want me to point fingers at you...... Again, I don't need you to control my life. β
"That's right, the reason why I didn't go to the interview was because I was going to play professionally...... That's what I've always wanted to do. β
"No way, that's how I love the game, I love esports...... Seeing their professional players fighting on the field, playing so passionately, and hearing the audience cheering for them, my heart itched so much that I couldn't stop. β
"I want to be like them, too."
"I've been thinking about it myself for a long time, if I just go to work in that company and live a 996 life, then I can basically see what the future looks like...... Ha, it's not interesting. β
"I don't want to live the life of dying at the age of 20 and burying at the age of 80, then I will definitely regret it in the future."
"People, coming to this world, there is only this one chance, it's not easy...... If you don't finish what you want to do, don't fight hard, and just live your life blindly, it will be too boring. β
"Also, I asked my parents, and they didn't object."
"So, it's a choice I made...... Even if I fail in the end and have nothing, I will bear the consequences. β
"You...... Do you understand? β
In one go, after saying all the words in his heart, Yin Kai let out a sigh of relief.
And during this period, Lin Zijia just stood there, looking down at him coldly.
"So, you're planning to go your own way and never listen to any of my opinions again, are you?" In the tone, there is indifference.
Yin Kai smiled and said, "Since you understand what I mean, you shouldn't need me to repeat it again, right?" β
"Okay, let's break up." Lin Zijia didn't think about it, and blurted out directly.
"Hmm."
Yin Kai nodded.
"That's what I intended."
After speaking, under Lin Zijia's stunned eyes, he stood up.
"As for things, I almost brought them back to the dormitory before, and there should be nothing in this room that is mine...... Or, if you find anything I've left behind, throw it all away. β
Reaching into his pocket, he pulled out his keys and placed them on the couch behind him.
"It's mine, if you want to check out when the time comes, remember to return it to the landlord as well...... Anyway, the house was rented in your name, and you can do the check-out procedures yourself, and you don't need me anyway. β
"In the future, take good care of yourself...... I also wish you and your friends a smooth success in your career, and all your wishes come true......"
"The kind of life you want...... I can't give it to you, I'm sorry. β
Yin Kai smiled with relief.
In fact, there is no reason for special bitterness and hatred, it is just a simple disagreement.
Each has something important to everyone.
You don't need to embarrass each other.
Since we can't get together, there is no need to continue to forcibly accommodate each other.
That's too tiring.
Fortunately, although he said a lot of sweet words to Lin Zijia at the beginning, at least he didn't say any mountain alliances.
He's a real person, he hates this the most, his life is the same, he loves you for 10,000 years, he makes an oath or something, it's all a trick to a woman, no matter how nice it is, it can't be realized, it's just a lie.
He has never made any deep promises to her, and he has never lied to her, so Yin Kai does not have much psychological burden.
"That's it, from now on, there will be no one who binds anyone, you and I are free."
After saying that, he walked outside and left the rental house.
Never looked back.
......
......
Two hours later, Yin Kai came to the designated place and met with someone.
"Coming?"
"Here we are."
"Where's your girlfriend? What did you tell her? β
"Divided."
"Points...... Divided???? You...... Did you break up with her? β
"yes, what's wrong?"
β...... Isn't this my dismantling? β
"It has nothing to do with you, I've wanted to divide it for a long time."
β...... You lie. β
"What are you lying to? Actually, it's pretty good, and I'll be able to play the game wholeheartedly in the future. β
β...... Don't need a girlfriend for eSports? β
"Yes."
β...... Does a woman only affect the speed at which the sword is drawn? β
"There's nothing wrong with it."
"Great! Sure enough! Great minds think alike! β