Chapter 503: Zhou Na's Self-Reflection
Seeing Zhou Na eating sweetly, Zhou Ying couldn't help but sigh!
Thinking about what she just said, there is only a bag of instant noodles left at home, and there is no water, and I don't know how she got to this point.
Although the salary of unit X is not high, the consumption level of Kefu City is also okay, although there has been a lot of high-end consumption in recent years, but the price of civilian consumer goods has not increased much. It stands to reason that even if the rent is removed every month, there are still four or five thousand yuan of expenses, and as long as these money are not spent indiscriminately, how can you live a decent life.
In the past, when she had a party at home, every time she saw Zhou Na's family, she was well-dressed and paid attention to food and clothing, but she didn't expect her current life to be like this, she was a little emotional on the one hand, and a little incomprehensible on the other.
"Zhou Ying, what are you doing?" Xu Fuhai's dissatisfied voice came from the bedroom.
Hearing his words, Zhou Ying hurriedly got up and said to Zhou Na embarrassedly: "Sister, you eat first, Brother Fuhai called me, I'll go see him first." After a while, you can just go directly after eating, you don't need to clean up, if you use water, there are still two buckets in the kitchen that I just made, you can take away a bucket and use it first. ”
Zhou Na was eating fragrant rice and braised pork, and when she heard Zhou Ying's words, she suddenly stopped her movements and looked in the direction of the bedroom.
Of course, she knew what Xu Fuhai asked Zhou Ying to do at this time, and when she saw him treating herself as air, she felt even more sad and angry in her heart. She wanted to get up and leave, but this warm and familiar room was like magic, and she couldn't move her feet!
After all, after so many years with Xu Fuhai, the two of them have been separated in the past two years and have experienced so many things, Zhou Na will also reflect on the past of the two people, thinking why Xu Fuhai hates her so much and refuses to forgive her. Although most of the time when she thinks about it, she is occupied by anger, but occasionally there are times when Zhou Na thinks about some of her own problems.
When she entered the door just now, she saw Zhou Ying, who was so beautiful and beautiful that she didn't even dare to recognize herself, that Zhou Na suddenly seemed to have figured out something. She originally came with the idea of asking the teacher to ask for guilt and stir up peace, but now she is sitting here, eating the delicious meal that she has not been able to overcome for a long time, and the hurdle that she has been unable to overcome before seems to have suddenly passed.
Listening to Zhou Ying's words, Zhou Na nodded, turned her head and smiled at her and said, "It's okay, you can go quickly." ”
Looking at Zhou Na's reaction, Zhou Ying was a little surprised, she thought that Zhou Na was going to lose her temper like before, but she didn't expect to smile at herself!
At this moment, Zhou Ying found that she seemed to have changed, and she became different from the previous Zhou Na.
However, Zhou Ying did not show the surprise, but nodded to her as usual, and said two more words to her to be casual, and then prepared to get up and leave.
"Can I use the bathroom? When I came out, I was in a hurry, and I didn't take much care of my body, like a flower child. Zhou Na said with some embarrassment.
Seeing her say this, the surprise in Zhou Ying's eyes became even stronger.
But she immediately said, "No problem, you can use whatever you want." The things on the dressing table are mine, you can use whatever you want, and there are also new toiletries in the cabinet next to it, which were put there when Sister Michelle and Allure came, if you lack anything, just take it. ”
Zhou Na nodded, looking at Zhou Ying's somewhat anxious look, she couldn't help but smile and said, "Okay, I know, you go as soon as possible." ”
Seeing Zhou Ying nodding and hurriedly walking into the bedroom, Zhou Na said to herself with some emotion: "It's good to be young." But he doesn't know what's going on, people in their forties, they still look like young people, so many women are ......"
Shaking his head, he stopped thinking about these things, sat down silently, and ate the remaining rice and braised pork in the bowl. She ate slowly, chewing one bite at a time, as if to take the taste to heart.
The bedroom door was closed, and it was quiet inside, with only the slightest movement audible. Zhou Na knew in her heart that Zhou Ying was deliberately suppressing her feelings, afraid that she would be embarrassed outside.
She sighed, got up and put away the dishes, and went to the bathroom again.
Press the wall switch, and the soft light comes on, reflecting yourself in front of the makeup mirror.
That mirror was picked by myself when I got married to Xu Fuhai, and it was still a very expensive brand at that time, and it cost a thousand yuan less. Of course, with Xu Fuhai's current net worth, this money is nothing. It's a rare thing that he hasn't replaced the mirror yet.
Not only the mirror, Zhou Na found that the small cabinet below, as well as the two rows of clothes hooks on the wall, and a small locker behind her, were all bought by herself and him when they first moved into the house, and they had not been thrown away. These are just ordinary brands, with his current net worth, I'm afraid he won't use it if he gives it for nothing, why do you want to stay?
Zhou Na couldn't help but look at this familiar and somewhat unfamiliar bathroom again.
It is said to be familiar, because most of the furnishings inside have not changed, and it is said to be unfamiliar, but it is because there is the breath of other women here.
Although there are not many small bottles on the small table under the makeup mirror, each one is exceptionally beautiful, and Zhou Na even found a dogeon-egg-sized ruby on the lids of two bottles, which glowed charmingly against the backdrop of the light.
What woman doesn't love jewelry? Zhou Na's heart trembled, and she reached out and touched it gently.
withdrew her hand and looked at her unkempt self in the mirror, Zhou Na's face turned slightly red, and she hurriedly began to wash up.
After washing her face and hair briefly, Zhou Na casually picked up the hair dryer hanging on the wall. She read the introduction of this hair dryer on the Internet, saying that it is the latest high-tech product, without a fan, and it is very expensive, as if it costs more than 10,000 yuan.
Pressing the power switch, there was a strong hot wind blowing out immediately, and it was rare that there was no noise at all.
After drying her hair, Zhou Na looked at the expensive cosmetics again, hesitated for a moment, but still reached out and picked up a delicate ruby bottle and gently unscrewed it.
"Just use a little hydration and moisturizer." Zhou Na thought to herself.
Although Zhou Ying told her to let her use it casually, after all, it was her cousin's thing, and Zhou Na's face was not so big. Thinking that a few years ago, when she was arrogant in front of their family, showing off her superiority, but now that they are in front of her, there is no hint of ridicule and revenge, Zhou Na's heart can't help but have a sense of victory!
"Could it be that I can still let her be a little girl?" Zhou Na thought to herself, unscrewed the bottle, poured a little lotion and applied it to her face.
Mild and comfortable, especially easy to penetrate, with an indescribable elegant fragrance, it smells of a sense of luxury.
After applying moisturizing, Zhou Na looked at herself in the mirror again, and finally had a normal appearance. Although the faint wrinkles on his face still can't be hidden, at least he doesn't look so embarrassed.
It's just that the gray robe he wears is really a bit hakama. Thinking of Zhou Ying's stunning pink suspender just now, and looking at the tiger head in front of her gray robe, Zhou Na shook her head, and couldn't help but remember that the two had a quarrel before, and Xu Fuhai said that he didn't like his robe.
What did he say at the time?
Oh, by the way, he said that he was a dog, and Zhou Na wore this robe with a tiger's head, and he was uncomfortable to look at. When Zhou Na heard this, she laughed at him, and then she dressed more energetically, almost every time she wore it at home, just to deliberately anger him, and thought that she could suppress this watchdog by wearing this dress printed with a tiger pattern.
didn't expect that he was bullied so badly, he ran away from home directly.
Thinking of this, Zhou Na sighed softly, crossed her hands and took it off from below, took off the dusty old robe, and threw it into the trash can.
Standing in front of the mirror in her underwear, looking at her shriveled and sagging figure, Zhou Na sighed again.
It's been less than two years since I divorced Xu Fuhai, look at Xu Fuhai, and then look at yourself. Xu Fuhai is now as young as a strong young man under thirty, and he looks like a middle-aged and elderly woman who is almost fifty.
Think about it from another perspective, Xu Fuhai now has money and status, why do you want to be such a middle-aged and elderly woman who wants to look good and have no figure? If you are diligent and thrifty, care for him, and take good care of the elderly and children in his family, then it is okay, but what did you do when you were with him before?
Don't mention cheating in marriage, even when the two of them are together, what Xu Fuhai gets from him is always endless complaints, accusations and even abuse. As a wife, she didn't let this man experience the warmth of family for a moment, didn't provide him with a little emotional value, but always wanted to control him and drive him.
Looking back now and looking at herself at that time, Zhou Na suddenly understood what Xu Fuhai did at that time.
At that time, she also laughed at Xu Fuhai's honest and heartless, obviously she was at fault first, but she was still willing to agree to her request to leave the house, and helped herself solve her daughter's oil bottle. Now it seems that he is honest and heartless, and he is clearly desperate to escape from this home, and he sees those things he gives up as the price of leaving himself. And he can do whatever it takes to leave him!
Why? I am obviously a dignified school flower, and it stands to reason that I should live a happy life that is pampered for the rest of my life, why did I live like this? How did you force an honest man who didn't care about his past and wanted to live a good life with him to such a point?
Zhou Na looked at herself in the mirror for a while, and then sighed again and said, "You did it all yourself." ”
After saying that, she bent down, opened the cabinet behind her, and picked out a lilac one from the several brand-new dressing gowns that were neatly folded inside, and put it on her body.
The feeling of warmth and silkiness is really much better than the old robe before me.
That's nice!
Zhou Na looked at the mirror in the bathroom again, carefully tidied it up, and then opened the door of the bathroom and walked towards the bedroom.