I woke up in a drowsy state, where am I? It's like a classroom, but what about you? I looked next to me, there were people I didn't know who were doing crazy questions, and I looked at the teacher who was walking around, he was looking at me incredulously, why? I look down, 2013······ Paper! I'm taking the college entrance examination right now! I'm still asleep?!

The invigilator was looking at me with the eyes of an inferior person, as if he thought that I was a member of the society that would make progress in the future. I hurried to finish the test paper, but the questions on the test paper were not of a grade difficult, and I seemed to be missing something? I didn't care about anything, I just completed the test paper in such a psychological state.

The students were crying in the hallway and in the playground, and my face did not change because I had already made up my mind.

As I expected, there were pitiful few.

The parents just said a few words and cried when they entered the room. I lay in the room, opened the test paper in front of me, excellent, excellent, and fell on the liberal arts, and I couldn't get up, and I relied entirely on science, but I didn't know that this test paper didn't give me hope at all.

There is only one college entrance examination, only one chance, and it is impossible for me to repeat it.

In the middle of the night, the lights in their room were not turned off. I quietly got up and dressed, and opened the door.

"I'm out," I whispered, no response.

I quickly went downstairs, and when I got outside, the phone in my hand kept ringing, it was them, I know, they had seen the suicide note I put on the table, and now they must be looking for me, I kept running, kept running.

The roadside in the middle of the night was deserted, and there was no sound of cars whizzing by. I had tears in my eyes and I couldn't bear to cry.

Tears blocked my vision, and when I was too tired to run and had to stop and lie on the ground to rest, my sweat beads flowed along with my tears.

The wind was blowing in my ears, and I found myself on a bridge with a river below, and I thought, why don't I stay here?

The water is constantly surging below, like a beast waiting for my food, the hot air is destroying my reason, my nerves are in a trance, the activities of the world will not stop and understand me because I have fallen, he is him, I am me.

"Alive, alive... It's really tiring to be alive. "I said this aimlessly, and it's over, no... It doesn't have anything to do with it.

"North Watch!"

"I jerked my head back, I knew who it was, but I couldn't call it, time seemed to stand still, everything became eternal.

I looked her in the eye.

Nothing.

I was pulled into the car by the kind patrol traffic police, and they comforted me, saying that most of the candidates who did not like the results in this period would do some stupid things, and I was already the third one they caught, but I actually met Xin Ze sitting next to me in this way, and became friends with each other.

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"Go to bed early, it's been nine o'clock now, I'll send plums over, don't forget to collect them then"

"yes, okay."

"Come on, wow, don't be looked down upon by that old man."

"Well, okay!"

After a few more pleasantries, he hung up the phone.

"I only have a year, they're going to cry very sadly, right?" I said to myself helplessly. It really can't seem to change, how should I face the future? Just like Shino said, just do your own thing, right? But it's ·····

"Then why don't you spend your last time with them now?" Shino suddenly spoke.

"That would make them more sad, you know it." I said it in tears.

"Well, yes, that's right, indeed." Shino's voice grew weaker and weaker, and I looked at her and noticed a few tears in her eyes.

I washed up briefly, turned off the lights and went to bed.