Volume I, Chapter 14
It suddenly started to rain lightly outside, and now that it's summer, I'm used to seeing sudden situations, but now it's quiet, and I want to stay here, Machiina.
After a few words of conversation with Siye, he unconsciously drank half a cup of coffee, and the rest was bubbling with a strong aroma. Watching the sun outside gradually emerge from the dark clouds, I got up, paid, and rode around the neighborhood.
I always feel like I'm worried about something.
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I was so tired that I lay on the edge of the table, drawing according to the text, it was a little difficult, this difficulty was how to satisfy the other party, plus it was her, it was even more difficult for me to start, and the progress was only halfway through. Basically half of the time is figuring out the image.
The eyes could not be closed in the last ray of light, it was noon, but outside it was night, and the dark clouds were layer by layer, and even the light could not rush in. Dizzy, want to take a nap, my body can't stand it anymore, my hand unconsciously put down the pen, the brain gradually empty, look at the time, more than twelve o'clock, squint at the note at hand, it's really outrageous, this is not like what I would write in high school, but the other party asked, just do it according to the order.
I still thought about Ye Xi's appearance in my mind, I seemed to see her push open the door and come in, close the window on the side, leave a small crack to prevent the rain from blowing in, and then probe to see how I am, after confirming that I am okay, I left the room and closed the door, the light outside the door shone on her Chu Chu moving, I suddenly had some kind of fantasy, if I had seen her earlier, it might be a little different now, right?
The air was somewhat lifeless.
I don't know how long it took, but I sweated a little on my forehead, and I turned on the lamp in a daze, but it was still so dark outside that I couldn't tell the time at all. I felt a little motivated, picked up the pen and added a few lines, looked at it from a distance, and looked at it closer, and it always felt that something was wrong.
I changed it back and forth, I didn't dare to do the next step, I held my chin with my hand, my eyes didn't obey the call, I slowly closed, the wind seemed to stop moving, I just lay on the ground and fell asleep, thinking in my dream.
Tick.
I looked into her pupils, and though I didn't see anything, I felt that this was exactly what I needed.
My head went blank, and the sound of rain again, ticking, and then it rained outside the window, and then it became dense, and this sound woke me up.
"That doesn't look right, does it?" Siye quietly touched my back, and stretched his head over to look.
"What's wrong? I think it's good. ”
"This does seem to be in line with the public aesthetic, but it is a little less mature, right? Overflowing with joy doesn't seem to be good, either. That's what she said.
I shook my head, as if Sino had said that there was something wrong with this painting, and I could see that there was an emotion in it. I have been separated from Ye Xi for a long time, and I don't know each other very well, if I want to say it directly, in fact, I still like Ye Xi in my heart now, if I face it with such a mentality, it will definitely embarrass her, so it is better to let my previous childish thoughts disappear, in the future, don't meet Ye Xi, she will live happily, not to mention that I am about to leave here.
I looked at Siye, Siye looked at me in a daze, she didn't know anything.
I started again, and I got back to work again at seven or eight in the evening, and then I could take it easy, and when the 'fireworks' passed, I would immediately turn over and disappear into her world.