Chapter 21 The feelings conveyed
No two snowflakes are the same, and no two people are exactly the same.
Everyone lives independently in this world, because of congenital, environmental and other factors, everyone's values are different, you can't understand why I do this, and I naturally can't understand you.
However, even though everyone has a completely different personality and values, God will set a standard for them, and under the constraints of this standard, people with very different personalities will gradually begin to work around this standard, so as not to deviate too far and become disconnected from others.
If you hit a particle on a wall, you can't know where it will appear, and the second and third will do the same, but when you hit more and more particles on the wall, you will find that the particles will be concentrated on a few lines, and those lines are the rules set by God.
And that's why people can live together even though they are so different. Even if there are thousands of differences between the two, as long as there is a little resonance, then there will be entanglement between them.
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In the grove, Ren Xingying was standing in this promised place, waiting for the boy who had "waited" for a year.
It's already 9:01 a.m., and according to the default rules of dating, the difference of five minutes from the agreed time is acceptable, and even more, it's not a date.
It seems that she is having fun for herself, Ren Xingying thinks of this unwritten five-minute rule, although there have been many suitors scattered around her before and now, but to this day, she still has not experienced real dating.
After putting her hand in her pocket and reconfirming that her identity was stuck inside, Ren Xingying breathed a sigh of relief, in this way, even if she waited until eleven o'clock, she would be completely fine.
"Whew," After taking another deep breath, Ren Xingying changed her posture and continued to stand, not wanting to find a bench to sit on, but looking up at the sky.
In the deep sky, there are a few stars scattered around, trying to embellish them into a starry sky, but they are like a drop in the ocean. In addition, there are not many lights in the grove, so even though it is a great place for self-study, it will be deserted at night, and it is now summer vacation, so there are few couples who have a tryst in the vicinity.
In the silent woods, a whistling wind blows from time to time, making the place even more deserted, and there is a sense of desolation about to enter autumn.
"Senpai."
At this moment, a voice suddenly broke in, breaking the silence.
After hearing the voice, Ren Xingying hurriedly turned around, and a boy was standing in front of him.
"Are you the one who wrote to me?"
After seeing the boy, Ren Xingying looked a little excited, but she didn't forget to confirm her identity with the other party.
“…… Well! ”
After seeing the boy nodding, Ren Xingying completely relieved herself.
"So, may I ask you...... I'm sorry, but I don't know who you are because you didn't have a signature or address on your letter. ”
"It's okay,,, or maybe it's my fault, I obviously mustered up the courage to confess to my senior sister, but in the end I panicked, so I ......"
Although there was no light source around, Ren Xingying could only see the silhouette of a boy's figure, tall and thin, who seemed to be wearing a mask.
At this time, the boy's figure bowed towards Ren Xingying's position.
"I'm sorry, I apologize for my recklessness, this must have caused you a lot of trouble, right?"
Looking at the boy who suddenly apologized to herself, Ren Xingying was stunned for a moment, and then smiled.
"No! Rather, thank you for writing to me, it makes me feel a little bit more important, and to be honest, I was really happy when I saw your letter. ”
The process of communication between people is actually the process of being recognized by others, and when you feel that no matter how hard you try, you can't get the right eyes from others, then even if you were very confident before, you will doubt your own value at this moment.
"Ah, no, no, I'm just ......"
In the face of Ren Xingying's praise, the boy looked a little embarrassed, and when he wanted to quibble, he was interrupted by Ren Xingying.
"So, I really thank you, your heart, I really received it."
"So, what does Senpai mean?"
"Ah...... I'm sorry to say something misleading again, although I'm glad to receive your heart, but now I don't want to fall in love, because for me now, there are more important things to do. ”
"Yes...... Yes! ”
"It's very contradictory," Speaking of this, Ren Xingying couldn't help but laugh at herself.
It's also what I hated about myself all along.
"I didn't want to promise you, but I still wanted to come to the appointment,"
"......" The boy gradually lowered his head, not wanting to say anything more, because when he was rejected, he had nothing to say.
Although I expected this to be the end from the beginning, it was ...... Senior sister is really good at giving people hope!
"However, I think I still have to respond to your heart, I don't want your heart to sink into the sea, I just want to, just want to, I want you to know that I have received this feeling."
"Senior sister, you're really gentle!"
"Sometimes, I really hate myself."
Gentle girl, to everyone around her.
Generally speaking, people are more sensitive creatures, even if it is just a bottle of water after exercise, or when you receive "good night" at night, you will inevitably think about it, and after receiving the warmth from you, you will subconsciously say "Why is she so good to herself?" "Could she like me?" If you want to go in this direction, you will end up in it and you will not be able to extricate yourself.
It's just that what he doesn't know is that this girl is the same for everyone else, and you're not a special case.
So in the end, after the boy can't suppress his feelings, he will choose to confess to her, but the results are often cruel.
And for a girl who is too gentle, even if she doesn't want to have a relationship with you, she will be haunted by rejecting you, feel sorry for you, and want to care about you from time to time, but this kind of behavior, in your heart that is already disheartened, has deteriorated, and has become the mood of "she just wants to find someone like herself who is willing to like her as a spare tire".
Of course, there will not be only one person who will be subjected to this kind of "gentle temptation", after the quantitative change causes the qualitative change, one will pass ten, ten will pass hundred, this gentle girl, the final outcome can only be isolated.
……
"Well, but,"
Looking at the atmosphere that was about to cool off, the boy had to raise his voice to make his tone not sound so sad.
Please, it's clear that this is the two-person world with my senior sister that I have been looking forward to, why do you have to make the atmosphere so stiff?
"Senior sister is really cute, and I don't want to make such an effort to pull down my old face, after all, this is my first confession!"
Although it was written in use, it was also rejected.
"Where...... What's the matter! ”
"Senior sister, don't be so modest! When I met my senior sister for the first time, I felt that my goddess was none other than my senior sister. ”
"First time we're meeting?"
"Oh, it's the freshman you led to get acquainted with the campus a year ago!"
"Ah~~ It's you!"
"Yes, yes, yes."
got the boy's prompt, Ren Xingying suddenly remembered the young boy standing under the sun last summer.
At that time, because I saw him a little silly, I was afraid that he would get lost in this new campus, so I became his guide for half a day, but I didn't expect everything to start here.
"Haha, I had to be taken care of by my senior sister at that time, otherwise, I wouldn't even know where to buy water."
"Well, freshmen will be like that, but there is water delivered for free at our freshman welcome booth."
"Ah, that senior sister didn't give me a bottle at that time, and I felt like I lost 100 million."
"That's because I saw you standing under the sun at the time, and I thought you were lost, and I guessed that you might be a little introverted, so I didn't dare to come to our pavilion to cool off."
"Do I look that introverted?"
"It's not that I'm introverted, I'm a little young, like a little boy who hasn't done anything."
“…… Then I still want to be seen as an introvert by others. ”
As he spoke, the two sat down together. In this rather deserted place, and on the somewhat cold benches, it gradually became warmer.
It was like a fish that was about to die of thirst got water, and the two of them seemed to have opened the conversation, obviously they hadn't met a few times, but they could keep chatting so tirelessly, even if it was just a passing by at that time, they could be recalled.
And this is also the first time that Ren Xingying has not been excluded by others after confessing and refusing, and it is really gratifying to speak so freely.
I wish tonight's time would pass a little slower!
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"I didn't expect that kid to be so powerful."
This should be regarded as an advanced version of what to say, at that time, the atmosphere that was almost solidified could be brought alive by him, and he was able to use this technique so smoothly, worthy of the soldiers brought out by my Fu Xiaoyou.
“…… Boss, you're really narcissistic sometimes! ”
"Is there one?"
"Yes."