Chapter 7 The Butterfly Effect of Feelings

"Thank you for coming, please pay attention to the nearest mailbox, if there is any news, we will notify you as soon as possible."

Looking at the kind smile of the interviewer and the outstretched right hand, out of politeness, Fang Wenle could only take it with a smile.

But from his polite words, Fang Wenle could infer that he failed again this time, and he wouldn't even give himself a chance to retest. This is also the experience I have gained after so many interviews since graduation.

I really don't know if I should be proud of this kind of experience, or I laugh at myself, if I can, I'd rather not have this kind of experience.

And after the interview for the last company, Fang Wenle also dragged his tired body back home.

Hanging the suit on the hanger, throwing the briefcase on the bed, just lay down on the bed, the slippers still stuck to the feet, but now I don't have the heart to care. Physically and mentally exhausted, he only felt that his eyelids were so heavy, and if he could, he really wanted to go to sleep right now.

It's still warm at home!

Fang Wenle leaned sideways on the bed, looking through one eye at the gradually darkening sky outside the window, once, this was the sky of the city where he had promised Ling Shuixin to work together.

"Bunraku,"

A month before graduation, Ling Shuixin and Fang Wenle walked together by the school's pool.

"What's wrong?" Looking at Ling Shuixin's sullen look, Fang Wenle couldn't help pinching her face.

"Hate," angrily pushed Fang Wenle's hand away, Ling Shuixin pursed his mouth,

"Now I'm going to get down to business with you, don't be hippie smiling!"

"Okay, okay, I'm not smiling."

Although he doesn't smile, he can't help but smile, and it looks more infectious than when he laughs.

With such a funny expression, Ling Shuixin can't be serious if he wants to be serious.

"Poof...... (covering his mouth) What are you doing, didn't you stop laughing! ”

"But I didn't laugh! I'm trying hard to hold back my laughter. ”

“…… You, me,"

Ling Shuixin, who really couldn't pretend to be serious, finally had to cover his eyes and let himself laugh.

"Don't hold back your laughter, you might as well laugh!"

"Really? But when you say that, I don't want to laugh anymore. ”

"You have to laugh, or I'll laugh like a fool?"

After that, Ling Shuixin was about to step forward, wanting to forcibly make Fang Wenle laugh.

"Okay," he really couldn't help it, and Fang Wenle had to beg for mercy.

"But now you have to tell me, what are you going to say?"

"I ......"

After being mentioned by Fang Wenle, Ling Shuixin, who had been raining and sunny, became cloudy again, and one finger was wrapped around a strand of shoulder hair, constantly circling in circles.

"Home...... My family found me a job and asked me to go back to work after I graduated. ”

“…… That's it! ”

"Hmm," Ling Shuixin said cautiously,

"They said that the job was well paid, and that there would be a better development when I went back."

After hearing this sentence, Fang Wenle, who was still hippie and smiling, also became silent at this time. Although I thought about this kind of thing from the beginning, I didn't expect that when I really faced it, I still felt that it would be difficult to move an inch.

And this is also the situation that most college couples will encounter, and graduation is a long distance. The two who have always been inseparable have been divided into two cities that almost never intersect because of their work, and under the wash of time, even the former mountain alliance and sea oath will gradually fade until they finally break up peacefully.

Although this does not include all situations, it is a question that all couples have to face, whether to stick with it or give up after graduation. And giving up is often the best and the best solution.

"So, what do you think?"

"I ...... I do not know. ”

After answering Fang Wenle's words, Ling Shuixin turned his head and turned his back to Fang Wenle, waiting for his answer. And his answer will determine the future path of the two of them tonight.

The two of them are no longer children, so they naturally know what this means, and they are responsible for the decisions they make.

Fang Wenle looked at Ling Shuixin's back against the pool, it was so familiar and warm, and against the backdrop of the water jets from the pool, it looked so beautiful, this girl who had been with him for almost four years was like the most beautiful crystal in the world.

It was at this moment that Fang Wenle made the decision in his heart. I don't have anything now, so I can't give her anything, but ...... Even so, I want to promise a future that the two of you want.

"Water Heart."

Thinking of this, Fang Wenle no longer hesitated, and pulled Ling Shuixin in front of him into his arms.

"Bunraku...... Hmm~~"

Without waiting for Ling Shuixin to speak, a fiery lip kissed up, sealing what he was about to say later.

“……”

In this regard, Ling Shuixin no longer spoke, but closed his eyes and enjoyed this moment.

"I'm sorry, Shuixin."

Ling Shuixin, whose face was flushed because of shyness, had to look down at Fang Wenle's chest when his eyes had nowhere to dodge.

"The Legend of the Fairy Tree"

is so touching, as a girl, she can raise the courage to ask herself, but she actually hesitated just now.

"I hesitated just now, damn it, but I can tell you now that I want you to stay by my side."

"......" This speech was almost the same as when he confessed, which made Ling Shuixin, who was already blushing, warm up a little.

"You mean, we're together?"

"That's right, in this city, fight for a home that belongs to us."

"Bunraku ......"

"Although I can't give you anything now, I am confident that I will give you a satisfactory future."

“…… Stupid, where did you copy this from? I don't believe it's your own thoughts. ”

Silent tears slipped from the corners of Ling Shuixin's eyes, these were tears of joy and tears. This boyfriend, who usually has a head and a piece of wood, actually drew such an unrealistic pie for himself at this parting moment.

And he believes in him so much.

"Although I don't usually know much about this matter, Shui Xin, are you willing to believe me and be with me?"

"Hmm!"

*

Closing his eyes, this time, Fang Wenle buried all his face in the sheets.

I didn't expect Fang Wenle's difficulties to come so quickly, I thought that he had entered the company for an internship before graduation, and he would always go on smoothly, but he was brushed down by the internship company on the eve of graduation.

This kind of blow is undoubtedly huge, not only on the spiritual level, but fortunately, Ling Shuixin has successfully turned positive, and the two of them can barely survive on her meager salary this month.

Hehe, it's funny! At the beginning, he was so arrogant, but he didn't expect that now he is like a lost dog, and he can't get out of the current situation at all with interviews twice or even three times a week.

"Knock knock~~" At this time, there was a knock on the door of Fang Wenle's bedroom.

Impatient, Fang Wenle turned over and looked at the handle that was not locked by himself.

"What's wrong?"

"Bunraku, are you alright?"

Listening to Ling Shuixin's voice sounding at the door, Fang Wenle only felt irritable in his heart.

"It's fine, it's just a little tired."

"Let's get up and eat, the rice is ready, and today there is your favorite scrambled eggs with tomatoes!"

"No need, I've already eaten outside."

"yes,,,"

At this point, the sound outside the door stopped abruptly.

Fang Wenle, who thought it was over, was about to continue to rest when Ling Shuixin's voice sounded again.

"That ,,, Bunraku, can I come in?"

"Is there something wrong?"

"It's just, talk about it or something, we don't seem to have sat and talked like this for a long time!"

“……”

After listening to Ling Shuixin's words, Fang Wenle thought for a moment.

Then he sat up from the bed with his tired body.

"Come in, the door is unlocked."

"Then I'm in!"

After reminding him, Ling Shuixin, who was wearing a white apron, carefully twisted the handle and appeared at the door.

It's still the same as before, but I don't know why, in Fang Wenle's eyes now, he is a little reluctant to see this figure, and he feels that when he stays with her, he feels that the atmosphere will become irritable.

"Bunraku ......"

It's just that although they came in, the two didn't know what to say.

In the end, Fang Wenle could only signal her to sit down.

"Bunraku, how was today's interview?"

"It shouldn't be over, although I said that I would wait for the news, and I would reply in four days at most, but I shouldn't have an interview."

“…… This, that's it, it's okay, and next time, Bunraku you're so good, someone will definitely appreciate you. ”

"Hmm!" For Ling Shuixin's painless comfort, Fang Wenle just nodded, then straightened his hands and stretched out his waist greatly.

The meaning is also obvious, if there is nothing else to do, go out, don't disturb him to rest.

Of course, Fang Wenle could also notice the situation of the two of them at this time, but now he didn't know how to face Ling Shuixin, after all, he was useless now.

(I'm sorry, Shuixin, I don't know how to face you now, but trust me, everything will be fine when I get a job.) )

"Then you don't have to go to the interview tomorrow, so you can relax."

"No, I'll go to the talent market tomorrow to have a look."

"This, well, then I'll go and iron your suit now, so that I can go out tomorrow."

"Hmm!"

"By the way, Bunraku, well, why don't we go out to the movies together this weekend, a new comedy released recently is very good."

"No need, you can go with your friends, I have an interview on the weekend."

Sure enough, this situation has occurred again, no matter what he says, he will only answer like this, this is really hurtful, whether it is himself who seems to be amorous, or he who regards this cold violence as a punishment for himself.

However, the feelings of two people are mutual, which is like the butterfly effect, and when you hurt yourself, others will also feel the same way.

And this time, Ling Shuixin didn't want to endure it anymore.

"Bunraku, are you mad at me? That's why they have been ignoring me. ”

"No, I'm just a little tired," Fang Wenle had already returned to bed.

"Then why do you refuse me every time you ask you out, is it because you think I'm in trouble?"

"No, it's just that I've been in a bad mood lately, and I'm afraid that going out will affect your mood."

"You only know your own feelings, so do you care about my feelings?"

Under Fang Wenle's repeated "it doesn't matter" attitude, Ling Shui's heart finally broke out, and a tear that was not obvious slipped down his cheek from the corner of his eye.

"You're running around every day, and you're nowhere to be seen except for sleeping and eating, are you deliberately avoiding me or what? Am I really that annoying? ”

"I ......"

"You say!"

Looking at Ling Shuixin who was yelling at him, Fang Wenle looked a little stunned, because this was the first time he saw Ling Shuixin get so angry.

"Shui Xin, it's not what you think, it's just ,......" Fang Wenle clenched his fists as he spoke. No, I have to endure it now.

"It's just that I can't face you now."

Faced with Fang Wenle's pale and weak explanation, Ling Shuixin didn't buy it.

"Just because you didn't pass the interview? Then you can start all over again, you can also discuss with me if you have any questions, is it so difficult to rely on me? ”

"Water Heart."

"Or is it just because the small company I proposed you to go to last time didn't pass the interview, so you have a grudge against me?"

“…… No, Shuixin, you listen to me,"

"Then you say,"

"I ......"

Fang Wenle, who wanted to explain, couldn't think of any explanation after looking at Ling Shui's sad expression, except for being distressed. Because in my heart, the only explanation for Shuixin is to find a job.

"Huh,"

Seeing Fang Wenle, who really came to an abrupt end, Ling Shuixin only left him with a smile of "That's true", and then rushed out of the door, leaving only a heavy slam slamming the door.

“……”

Fang Wenle didn't know what to do now, and instinctively felt that he should chase her out, but now he was completely incapable and unqualified to chase her, so he could only sit in place and accuse himself of incompetence.

*

Outside the community, Ling Shuixin sat alone on a park bench, letting the breeze blow his hair and flutter in front of his eyes.

The tears were also allowed to flow down by themselves, and perhaps when it dried up, it would not be so uncomfortable in my heart.

"Yo." At this moment, a male voice suddenly surrounded his ears.

"Bunraku...... It turned out to be the boss! ”

After hearing the voice, Ling Shuixin instinctively rejoiced, but when he turned around, he found that it was Fu Xiaoyou.

Happiness is short-lived, or short-lived.

…… It seems that I am disgusted!

"How did you know I was here?"

With his hands propped up on his chin, Ling Shuixin looked loveless.

"Well, because on the customer's entrustment information, you wrote your address."

"Oh, well, thank you for comforting me."

“…… You are welcome. ”

Your thank you is too perfunctory, so you can show some sincerity! …… Well, I'm just here to determine the situation.

"Well, I'm going to take the liberty of asking now, just asking, did you just mention my little company to him?"