Chapter 9: The Missing Ling Shuixin
Fang Wenle, who was lying on the bed, thinking about how to apologize to Ling Shuixin, had unconsciously passed two or three hours.
However, I thought that I would come back after going out to spill my anger, but until now Ling Shuixin has not returned.
Seeing that it was already nine o'clock at this time, Fang Wenle seemed a little anxious, and after dialing Ling Shuixin's phone number, he responded in a busy way.
Sure enough, I should have chased it out just now, regardless of whether there was a reason to explain it or not.
Thinking of this, Fang Wenle didn't care about the reason, so he quickly got up from the bed, put on a coat and went out.
But at this moment, the door had already opened by itself, and Ling Shuixin walked in from the outside with an expressionless face. The hair that looked a little messy because of the wind blowing, coupled with the deep red circles under his eyes that seemed to have cried, made Ling Shuixin's face look a little haggard.
“……”
After seeing Ling Shuixin come back, Fang Wenle stayed where he was again, dragging the coat he had just taken off in his hand, not knowing what to say, and the determination just now suddenly disappeared.
Would she blame herself for not going out to chase her? Now that she's holding her coat, she's definitely blaming me, but what should I say? …… Yes, that's right, it's time to apologize.
"Shuixin, I ,......"
It's just that when Fang Wenle finally mustered up the courage to speak first, Ling Shuixin at this time had already passed by himself.
didn't take the initiative to talk to herself like before, and Ling Shuixin, who passed by like this, means that she is really angry, or rather, very disappointed!
"Shuixin, I'm sorry." This is Fang Wenle's first apology to Ling Shuixin since he was dismissed.
And this apology also made Ling Shuixin stop.
"Why apologize?"
"Cause...... Because, I've been interviewing lately, so I didn't take care of your feelings, and I made a promise to you, but I was unemployed for so long, and I disappointed you. ”
As he spoke, Fang Wenle had already turned his head, looked at Ling Shuixin's back, and her hand behind his back, and was about to walk up and hold it.
In the past, no matter how the two quarreled, as long as they took her out for a walk, then they would definitely be reconciled.
"But I promise that when I get a job, I will treat you like before."
It's just that this time, Fang Wenle's outstretched hand was forcibly thrown away by Ling Shuixin.
Ling Shuixin, who turned around, was already full of anger.
"Got a job? Oh, not to mention that you have already done this to me when you haven't worked yet, and when you get a job, will it be just like this? ”
"Shuixin, I promise, I ......"
"What do you promise?"
Looking at Fang Wenle's hand that was about to reach out again, Ling Shuixin took a few steps back and put his hand behind his back.
"Promise not to avoid me every day? I made breakfast in the morning and asked you to eat, but you just said that you have to go out first when it's too late, and if you don't come back at noon, it's like this at night, even if you have to eat out and come back, can't you make a phone call first? ”
Speaking of this, Ling Shuixin's tears slipped from the corners of his eyes again, I don't know how many times he cried, he used to think that as long as he endured, he would return to the past after he found a job.
Only now it seems that it is almost impossible.
"After I have a vacation, I just want to go out with you to relax and relax, but you have to reject me like this, do you hate me so much?"
"No,,, Shuixin, you listen to my explanation, I'm just afraid of ......"
"Afraid of what?"
",,,I'm afraid that you will disappoint me because I can't find a job, and if I don't have a job and stay with you every day like before, you will think I'm not self-motivated."
"I'm disappointed in you? You say you're afraid I'll be disappointed in you? ”
Ling Shuixin, who heard this, almost didn't laugh directly.
"yes, I'm disappointed in you, from the time you say that. I'm your girlfriend, are you so unconfident in me? ”
"If I had been disappointed in you, I wouldn't have promised you to stay, and I won't come back now."
"I ......"
"Do you know why you have been unsuccessful in interviews now, it is because you are becoming less and less confident, and failure after failure makes you more and more cautious, do you remember the small company you went to, even the newly established company did not have an interview, doesn't it mean that this is not your ability or other reasons, but your mentality?"
Ling Shuixin said loudly, as if he wanted to vent all the anger he had suffered during this time, without giving Fang Wenle the slightest chance to speak.
And Fang Wenle just listened silently, Ling Shuixin's words were all right, he was just thinking about his own thoughts all the time, thinking about what image he was in the eyes of others, causing him to ignore the feelings of others.
After saying this, Ling Shuixin ran into his bedroom crying, and slammed the door slammed shut, leaving Fang Wenle standing alone, at a loss.
It turns out that I have been wrong all along?
It's just that when I knocked on Ling Shuixin's door again, I didn't open it again anyway.
Listening to Fang Wenle, who didn't have any movement inside, he only felt that his head was spinning.
thought that as long as he took the initiative to apologize, the two would get back together. Now it seems that all this is a mess of my own self-inflicted passion, thinking that I will be looked down upon by Shuixin if I don't have a job, and I think I am not capable and start to look at various interview skills. As everyone knows, these are just their own wishful thinking.
Tomorrow, let's start eating with Shuixin!
*
The next day, Fang Wenle, who had set the alarm clock, got up early, got dressed and walked out of the bedroom.
Today is the day when Shui Xin goes to work, I have to cook her a good breakfast, and then accompany her to the company, and the things in the talent market will be put after these things.
After tying the apron that Ling Shuixin usually carried, Fang Wenle came to the door of Ling Shuixin's bedroom and gently tapped on it.
"Shui Xin, are you awake? I'll make you breakfast today, you can sleep a little longer, and I'll call you again when breakfast is ready. ”
I waited for about half a minute, but no one answered.
But it's normal to think about it, Shui Xin lost his temper so much last night, it is impossible to forgive himself so quickly.
Thinking of this, Fang Wenle didn't continue to knock on the door, but walked to the kitchen and began to make breakfast.
Speaking of which, the two of them used to go to the cafeteria to eat together, but since the junior year, this kind of time has gradually decreased, until now.
I have to say that it is not bad to think back to this feeling of having breakfast together again.
Thinking of this, Fang Wenle couldn't help but start looking forward to the feeling of having breakfast with Ling Shuixin, and the movements in his hands also became active because of his mood.
However, things didn't seem to be as simple as he thought, and after waiting for breakfast to be ready, Ling Shuixin still didn't show any signs of getting up.
After putting all the breakfast on the table, Fang Wenle raised his wrist and looked at the time, eight o'clock had passed.
"What's going on?" Fang Wenle was a little strange, you must know that Ling Shuixin has a very good sense of time, even if he quarrels with himself, it is impossible not to get up when the time comes, and he still has to go to work today.
"Water Heart?"
Thinking of this, Fang Wenle couldn't wait any longer, and hurriedly walked to Ling Shuixin's door and knocked again.
"Are you in there?"
However, no one answered this time, which made Fang Wenle even more anxious, not knowing what happened to Ling Shuixin inside.
"Shui Xin, even if you are still angry with me, respond to me, as long as you reply to me now, I will leave immediately."
"Water heart, water heart?"
However, even after saying this, there was still no sound of answer. At this time, Fang Wenle didn't have time to care about so much.
"Shuixin, I'm sorry, I'm in."
After reminding Ling Shuixin, Fang Wenle directly opened the door and walked in.
However, what was waiting for Fang Wenle was an empty bedroom, and Ling Shuixin didn't know when he would go out.
Fang Wenle, who was anxious, hurriedly took out his mobile phone, dialed Ling Shuixin's number, and put it to his ear, with one hand on his waist. At this critical juncture, even listening to the music on the phone became extremely impatient.
"The Legend of the Fairy Tree"
"Sorry, the person you're calling is busy, please call again later."
After hearing this voice again, Fang Wenle was also so angry that he scolded and threw the phone directly onto the sofa.
Where did the girl go, did she go to work? But there's no need to get up so early, right?
…… Why don't you go to her company?
*
Fang Wenle walked anxiously on the street, looking left and right for fear of missing any corner of the street.
He had just come out of Ling Shuixin's company, and he had become more and more anxious, because the employees in the company said that Ling Shuixin had asked for leave today, so he didn't come.
“…… So where can Nizi run? ”
The phone has been calling, but it has been prompting that it is busy, and at the critical moment, it is really useless.
Fang Wenle grabbed his hair irritably, but it was not a way to find it like this, Zeya City was so big, as long as Shui Xin didn't want to see him, he would basically not be able to find it wherever he hid.
Think about it, where can she go in Shuixin?
While thinking, Fang Wenle didn't forget to pay attention to the pedestrians around her, to see if there was any hope that she could see Shui Xin or something, after all, she might just want to test herself and see her status in her heart.
The current Fang Wenle really hoped that Ling Shuixin just wanted to test him, so that at least he wouldn't run into any trouble or something.
But how is this possible? Looking at Shui Xin's angry appearance yesterday, how could he be in any mood to test himself, leaving so early today, he may have guessed that he would make her breakfast to please her. ”
If Shuixin really misunderstood like this, the two might really break up.
However, Heaven always seems to favor those who are sincere. Just when Fang Wenle was anxious, he happened to see a girl who was crying softly when he was walking towards him.
Dressed in white-gray clothes, pink and white sandals, such a simple dress, coupled with the tall double ponytails on both sides, no matter how you look at it, she is a 17 or 18 little girl.
However, what caught Fang Wenle's attention was not this simple-looking and cute girl, but a leaflet in her hand.
And the name of the company printed on it is the small company I used to interview.
I don't know why the company prints more than two-thirds of the size of the paper, but now is not the time to complain.
"Do you remember the small company you went to, and even the newly established company didn't get an interview, doesn't it mean that it's not your ability or other reasons, but your mentality?"
This is what Shuixin said to himself yesterday, in fact, Shuixin also mentioned this company to himself more than once yesterday. And this detail instantly made Fang Wenle wake up a little.
Maybe in Shui Xin's heart, it was because she suggested that she find some small companies to interview, and then after failing, she looked at her depressed appearance and felt that she had caused her to lose confidence more and more.
Therefore, when I quarreled with myself yesterday, I would talk about this company from time to time, and today Shui Xin may go to this place. She may want to negotiate with the boss to get him to hire her, so that she may feel much better.
“…… What a silly girl. ”
Although it was just a guess, according to Ling Shuixin's character, it was likely to do so. It's just that the boss is not a good stubble, in case he asks Shui Xin some inexplicable questions, it will be bad, from the questions he raised in the last interview, it can't be said that there is no such possibility.
Thinking of this, Fang Wenle didn't hesitate, and ran directly to the girl and stopped her.
"You ......" Facing Fang Wenle who suddenly appeared, the girl showed a timid gaze, and at the same time, the whole person also took a few steps back.
"What do you want to do?"
"Don't be afraid," probably because he was too impatient and was regarded as a bad person, Fang Wenle crossed his waist with one hand and touched the bridge of his nose with the other, thinking about how to explain.
Whatever, is it time to explain?
"Little sister, that, can you tell the big brother, why are you crying?"
"This ......" Seeing that this big brother was a little fierce, the girl also quickly explained in fear,
"I'm crying because I'm going to interview for a summer job today, but it's ......"
At this, the girl paused again, as if she had suffered some unfair treatment.
"But what?" Seeing that the girl wanted to speak and stopped, Fang Wenle couldn't help but grab her arm, but fortunately, he was still sensible, but he just retracted it after touching it.
"Right...... I'm sorry, little sister, big brother I was a little anxious just now, I'll apologize to you here, but can you tell big brother, where did you just come from? Did you go to the company above? ”
“…… I'm not a little sister, I'm 19 years old this year. ”
"......" Fang Wenle was a little speechless, how can you be embarrassed to say that you are 19 when you are so milky, although it seems that you are tall.
"Moreover, the big brother is also a pervert, and he just did the same action as that perverted boss."
"What?"
After hearing this sentence, the mood that was originally a little relaxed because of the complaining suddenly became nervous again.
His hands wrapped his arms around the girl's shoulders again.
"What kind of perverted boss were you talking about?"