43 Why do good men suffer?
Xie Jingchen wrapped An Ruqiao with a quilt, picked her up horizontally, and moved her to the bed.
He hugged her tightly from behind through the covers, and the arm that passed under her encircled her, reaching into the covers and holding her wrists so that her nails couldn't hurt her.
The other hand gently stroked her side like a baby to sleep.
Until her struggle slowly weakened, her breathing gradually slowed down, and her body temperature also warmed up under the dual effect of the quilt and his body temperature, and she did not stop.
Tossed until the second half of the night.
Withdrawal is often associated with addiction, or rather, with "drugs". As a staff member of the public security system, Xie Jingchen should have suspected An Ruqiao of being contaminated with "drugs", and reported it and then sent it to the public security organs, but Xie Jingchen didn't think about it.
Because combined with An Ruqiao's identity, whether it is an outward identity, an obstetrician, or a secret identity, the heir of the RL prophet is unlikely to be related to "poison" products.
Instead...... Xie Jingchen suspected that An Ruqiao had overdosed.
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An Ruqiao, who got rid of the hallucination and woke up from that painful state, found that she was shrinking into Xie Jingchen's arms, moving a little crampedly.
Xie Jingchen hasn't slept all the time, although he is very sleepy, he still maintains his attention on An Ruqiao, and as soon as An Ruqiao moves at this time, he finds out.
"Awake?"
Xie Jingchen asked.
His voice was a little hoarse, a little deeper than usual, and when it rang in An Ruqiao's ears, it made her ears itch a little.
An Ruqiao struggled for a while, but did not struggle, and did not move again. Her wrist was still held by Xie Jingchen, and the place where her skin touched was a little hot.
ββ¦β¦ Well. An Ruqiao's voice was soft. She still didn't have much strength, and she spoke more in a breathy and nasal voice," she said...... You let go. β
She had tried hard to use a tough tone, but when she said it, it still seemed like she was coquettish.
"Okay." Xie Jingchen responded, let go of the hand that held An Ruqiao's wrist, pulled out of the quilt, and instead surrounded An Ruqiao from the outside of the quilt.
This man is really ......
Yang is against yin.
An Ruqiao just wanted to say something, but Xie Jingchen spoke first, "Your status today...... What's going on? Is it a drug overdose? β
"No, it's Fang Ling." An Ruqiao listened to his question, and immediately got to the point.
"There is a special ingredient in the tea that Fang Ling gave me, which is both addictive and hallucinogenic at the same time, a bit similar to "poison". However, Fang Ling drank a whole cup but was fine, I only drank a small sip but there was a great drug reaction, I doubted...... Fang Ling may have a relationship with the RL organization. β
"Fang Ling is related to the RL organization?" Xie Jingchen was nervous when he heard "RL", and he was sleepy all of a sudden, and his hands were hugged tighter. "How do you know?"
"This drug reaction ......" An Ruqiao struggled and couldn't break free, so she simply gave up, just nestled in Xie Jingchen's arms, and moved a little to change to a more comfortable position.
"I experienced it when I was in RL, if you go to test Fang Ling's tea, I don't think you will find anything wrong, that tea...... It was the effect of the drugs I had been injected with that led to this result. β
"RL is a strange organization, it's like a combination of cult and pyramid/marketing organization, and the way to control the members of the organization is brainwashing plus medication."
"Their leader, the 'prophet,' is the only leader in the organization, the one who holds the power of life and death for all its members, the dictator. He has more power in the organization than the emperor. What's even more terrifying is that the members of the organization basically follow him voluntarily and follow his orders. β
"The Prophet came up with a slogan called 'Unleash the Nature'. After coming into contact with the religious ethics and philosophical ideas of various countries, he was madly obsessed with the theory of 'sex is inherently evil', believing that human nature is inherently evil, and that a man should not suppress his own nature, but should indulge his desires, which he called 'doing whatever he wants'. β
An Ruqiao said softly, in a small voice, but between the two of them, it was enough to hear clearly.
Speaking of this, An Ruqiao coughed quietly twice, Xie Jingchen heard her coughing, reached out to pat her, gave her a smooth breath, and interjected by the way, "This theory is a bit ridiculous...... And it's old-fashioned. β
An Ruqiao relented, and then continued, "It's old-fashioned, but it's very useful. In the RL, the vast majority of people take the words of the prophet as truth. β
"Is it because the members of the RL organization are all bad people? Like what...... A pervert like the previous criminal, Liu Kuo? β
An Ruqiao listened to his words and chuckled. This man is a little too naΓ―ve.
"On the contrary, the members of the RL organization not only do not have a few bad people, but they are all good people, like Liu Kuo, there are very few, almost all the low-level members, they have not done a single bad thing before joining RL, they are all those who are willing to dedicate themselves to others.
However, it is precisely this so-called, universal value of the 'good man' who prefers to seek the refuge of the prophet, and even treats the prophet as a god who saves them. β
"Why is that?" Xie Jingchen couldn't quite understand.
An Ruqiao moved, and this time Xie Jingchen let go of his hand, allowing An Ruqiao to turn around and face him face to face in close proximity.
An Ruqiao's strong night vision ability allowed her to see Xie Jingchen's facial contours clearly. An Ruqiao stretched out his hand, and as soon as he touched Xie Jingchen's face, he held it and put it in his heart.
"For ah, they have suffered enough.
That's how strange things are in the world. Good people don't live long, disasters are left for thousands of years, murder and arson gold belts, build bridges and repair roads without corpses, be good people, endure everything, everything is for the sake of others, most of the time, while getting a little gratitude from others, it will also make others feel that you are a bully, and desperately squeeze the value of you.
is like an old farmer who has worked hard all his life to farm and support his adopted son to study, but when he gets sick, there is no one to save him. Or a teacher who has been teaching all his life, and in the end he has to bear the infamy of reducing the labor force in the village.
More are ordinary ordinary people, they are not the kind of saints who do all good things, but they really haven't done anything bad, they haven't harmed anyone, and they won't even litter with garbage, but bad luck will befall them.
After school, robbed on the way home from work, raped/raped girls, oppressed by their bosses, bullied by colleagues, and finally dismissed to make room for the leader's son, students who were tortured by school violence......
When they have suffered, they will ask, 'Why me?' β
Obviously they are working hard to be a good person, why are they the ones who suffer?
Are there any gods in the world? Doesn't it say that good is rewarded with good, and evil is rewarded with evil? Why let good people suffer? β