I wanted to reach out and grab it, but there was nothing, even the air ran away in the gap, and the feeling of helplessness made Li Zhihao feel helpless and helpless in the desert.

"Am I going to die? I'm so tired, I'm really tired! ”

Li Zhihao watched the familiar group of figures in front of him gradually disappear, and he tried his best to run forward, trying to catch up with them, but they ran faster and faster, and finally their figures disappeared from his sight.

He shouted their names with all his strength, but none of them stopped, they just ran there, they didn't look back, until he shouted hoarsely, and they still didn't stop.

"How's that, isn't it hopeless? Miserable? Obviously in front of you, you want to reach out and grab it but find that you can't catch anything, you can't do anything, you can't change anything. This is just the beginning, and there will be more and more things for you to lose in the future. ”

Li Zhihao listened to the sound in his ears, although he didn't know who was talking there, but he was powerless to pursue it at this time.

Because now he can't do anything!

Li Zhihao closed his eyes, and one picture after another flashed in his mind, those were his memories, or sad, or happy, or sweet past......

Everything he once had was gradually fading away, only those memories were still deeply imprinted in his head, those things he had desperately wanted to protect, those beautiful memories, those people and things that he couldn't bear to give up, like a marquee in him

In his mind, he wanted to chase it, but unfortunately in the end it turned into illusion in vain.

He felt like he was going to be lost forever!

……

And these pictures flashed in Li Zhihao's mind and did not make him fall into a collapse, compared to those painful memories, now these pictures have become his inner salvation.

"Why, do you want to give up? Giving up on yourself like a coward and escaping reality? You don't deserve to be a man! A cold, piercing voice exploded in his head.

"I don't deserve it! Hehe! I don't deserve it! Ha ha! Unworthy! Why don't I deserve it! Why? Li Zhihao roared hysterically, his eyes were blood-red, and his forehead was bruised.

"Why am I unworthy?" He whispered, and a smile slowly rose into his mouth.

"Do you think you're worthy? Then come to me, and I'll let you know if you're worthy. ”

Hearing this, Li Zhihao was stunned, he looked up and found himself standing in a strange room, but this room looked strange but very familiar.

"Where is this? Where are you, come out! ”

Li Zhihao couldn't help but scream when he looked at this strange and familiar environment, he didn't know where this was, he didn't want to know, he just hoped that all this was just a dream.

But in the next second, Li Zhihao suddenly opened his eyes, and the scene in front of him had turned white.

The white gradually receded, and a computer desk appeared, the computer on the table was turned on, and there seemed to be some news words on the screen, and he walked to the computer desk.

In July 2012, Tara, who was preparing for a concert tour in the island country, was accused of exclusion by the members of the group Liu Huaying, and the brainless media falsely promoted it.

On September 30, 2014, Girls' Generation's agency announced that member Jung so-yeon withdrew from the group due to the conflict between her personal career and Girls' Generation's acting career, and Girls' Generation changed from nine to eight.

On October 14, 2019, at her home in Seongnam, Gyeonggi Province, former FX group member Choi Xueli was found dead. Shirley, who is usually depressed, has not been in touch with her agent since her last phone call on October 13, so when the agent went to her home to look for Shirley, she found her dead and immediately called the police. After receiving Shirley's death report, the police went to the scene to identify and confirm the fact of death.

In 2019, Goo Hara was found to have committed suicide at home and was immediately taken to the hospital, but fortunately there was no life-threatening situation. The agent confirmed that Goo Hara was suffering from depression.

On November 24 of the same year, the Jiangnan Police Department of the South Peninsula said that Gu Hara was found dead at 6:41 on November 24, 2019, and that he had lost his breath at the age of 28 when he was found, and the specific cause was still under investigation.

Li Zhihao looked at the pages of news in front of him

The expression on his face couldn't help but freeze, he seemed to see all kinds of events in the future, those pictures kept coming to his mind like a movie, in those pictures, he was struggling, trying to save them, but none of them succeeded.

"I ......" Li Zhihao suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in his chest, and he couldn't breathe, he squatted down against the wall, wanting to relieve his breathless state.

"After reading this, do you still think you are worthy?"

The cold voice sounded again, Li Zhihao clenched his teeth, he didn't know what it was, as long as he raised his head and looked around, he didn't find anything, he even suspected that it was his own auditory hallucination.

"Are you looking for me?" The voice sounded again, and this time Li Zhihao finally knew that the other party really existed, and he was talking to himself.

Li Zhihao turned his head to look at the door of the room, the door was open, and through the door he vaguely saw a black figure.

"Who are you?" Li Zhihao asked.

"Me? I am you! ”

The black figure walked slowly into the room, and when he got closer, he sat on the edge of the bed, his back against the wall, looking very leisurely.

Li Zhihao looked at the person in front of him in horror, he looked exactly like him, but there was an extra pair of glasses in his eyes.

"Why do you look like me?" Li Zhihao asked with a frown.

"Why do I look like you? Because I'm you. He laughed coldly.

Li Zhihao was silent, he looked at the man in front of him carefully, but he looked at the man's indifferent expression, but he couldn't integrate him with himself.

"Maybe you have any doubts, but there is no dispute about the fact that I am you, or that I am your past life, and you are my life." He continued to speak lightly.

"This is a bit unscientific, is there really any past and present life in this world?" Li Zhihao said with a frown.

"I don't know if it's scientific, but what I can tell you is that if one day you can grow up, you'll know that the world is wonderful. There are some things that science can't explain, but science can work wonders. He said and pointed out the window, Li Zhihao looked along the place he pointed, the sun was shining outside, and the air was refreshing.

"The world is not as bad as you think. Yourself, your loved ones, and your loved ones, you don't want to disappoint them. He stared at him as if waiting for an answer.

"But I feel like I'm dead now, and I can't do anything."

"Haha."

【Dog host, have you forgotten my existence?】 I am an unscientific being, or rather, I am a miracle of science! 】

A familiar voice came from the other of his mouth.

"You!"

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