Chapter 1 I want to reconcile and leave
I was dressed in bright colors, and the sun shone in my blinding eyes. He wears colorful jewelry on his head, and his hair bun wears a green step, red and green, and the swaying makes people can't take their eyes off.
I grabbed a small handful of melon seeds from the table, and while eating, I twisted the willow waist and walked towards a man, the golden earrings on my shoulders were very dazzling.
I had a smile on my face after a long absence, a few tears were squeezed out of my eyes, the wind blew and dried, I got closer and closer to the man, I tried to think about a few sad things, and a tragic scene I watched a few days ago, the tears were really fierce, and they were out of control.
It's a matter of success or failure.
I threw the melon seed skin, looked at the back of the man who was close at hand, tried to make a sad and helpless look, sobbed twice, forgot the lines, sobbed twice, and still didn't remember what to say, the rolling melon on my back at home was ripe, how could I forget it when I saw him?
This is the last chance, and I'm sure I can remember, and I have to think about it.
I took out the handkerchief in my arms, which had just been embroidered two days ago, with only a pale red edge around it, and a small lotus flower embroidered in the lower right corner, and my maiden name was embroidered next to the lotus: Wenguan.
Before I was ten years old, I had a gentle personality and often smiled, which did fit the name, but since my father married his aunts one after another, he was forced to do so for the sake of the Wen family's incense, and it was definitely not that he didn't love me and my mother. Actually? My father has six brothers and sisters, four brothers, except for my father, who has sons, why did my father marry three aunts one after another?
Mother is very weak, uncomfortable in her heart and dare to be angry but dare not speak, the three aunts are all immortals, the second aunt and the third aunt are dressed like goblins, especially the third aunt, almost all day long pestering my father, pestering my father so that he doesn't even want to do business, or the second and third uncles came to scold, saying fourth brother, how can you be like this, so that my father woke up.
The third aunt looks like she is dancing with her teeth and claws, and she usually chatters, but she is a cheerful person, what to say, and my mother gets along very well, like a sister.
The second aunt also likes to laugh, and often comes to my mother's place to bring good things, but she always smiles in front of my mother, and she can't see half sincerity, but she can't tell whether it is hypocritical.
The fourth aunt is more gentle, especially after giving birth to her younger brother, she is gentle and beautiful, and she is more favored by her father. I like Aunt Fourth the most, she is only ten years older than me, and when the two of us are together, there is always something to say. I discussed today's matter with her before I put it into action.
It's just that we discussed it all night, and we were afraid that we were going to disappoint her, and I couldn't remember what I wanted to say in the first sentence after thinking about it. Half a day passed, I saw that many people saw me sobbing and felt that I shouldn't delay any longer, so I patted him on the shoulder, and he turned his head, his cheeks were sharp and angular, and his facial features were perfectly impeccable.
God, earth, why did Lu Shang have such a stunning face?
However, I have a purpose today, how can I be shaken by beauty?
I lowered my eyelids and stared at his chin, which I hadn't seen for days, and his chin had a faint stubble, and the beauty of the vicissitudes of life made him more manly.
Having made my choice, I could not be shaken, and I decided to follow the agreed plan.
I raised my head and looked at his eyes as bright as black jade, hesitating and cowardly: I ...... Belch......
Hungry? Lu Shang said, I haven't seen you for a few days, why didn't you say that you missed me? He seemed to be aggrieved to death.
If you think that the angular Lu Shang is an iceberg beauty, then you are wrong, Lu Shang is not only not an iceberg, but also loves to be coquettish, especially in front of me, always showing an innocent appearance like a kitten. I was so angry with him that my heart softened instantly.
Now, my heart is so soft, but there are some things that I can't say if I don't say them.
Lu Shang, can you listen carefully to what I have to say? No one in the inn was looking at us, but we should talk about it alone, just as he told me to marry me ten years ago.
Shall we change places? Lu Shang said gently, if there is something to go home and say, you wait here, I will go and get you food.
The more gentle he is, the less I can resist, and the more he treats me, the more I feel sorry for him. The more he pretended to be confused, the more I had to make it clear.
Anyway, no one noticed us, so I didn't do anything, and just said: I want to leave the book. The voice is very hoarse, and the urn sound is angry. I don't know if Lu Shang heard it clearly.
Well? Xiaoguan, what do you say? He looked at me and was surprised: Why are you dressed like this? His eyes fell on my head: Is this a flower on your head? Where did these earrings come from? Where did this garment come from?
I shouted unreasonably: It's been a while, and I just remembered to ask, you don't have me in your heart for a long time. Give me and leave the book!
He was stunned, and he was going to show an innocent grievance again, I preemptively said before I could stand it: Don't talk nonsense, give me and leave the book, one shot and two scattered, Yangguan Road, single-plank bridge, you and I go our own way.
If you were by my side at this time, you would surely hear the sound of my heart breaking.
Lu Shang is different from you, he actually looked at me with bright eyes: This is a very good word! After saying that, he slapped his face and showed off to the lively guests around him: Is my wife a talented girl?
I am indeed a talented woman, with the wisdom of Yongxue, a good female celebrity, and superb cooking skills. But so what? Eleven years ago, I volunteered to help my father run a business, and I met a robber on the road, and in order to protect the things in the carriage, I was stabbed in the lower abdomen by the robber's sword, although my life was saved, but I lost my right to be a mother forever.
I didn't want to marry Lu Shang, but I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to pass incense to the Lu family and make Lu Shang embarrassed. But I'm soft-hearted, and I love this man deeply, so he said a lot of soft words, which made me more tempting than the mountain alliance and sea oath, and after refusing a few times, I felt that I couldn't be reserved anymore, and I might never meet someone as good as Lu Shang again, it was the confusion at that time that caused today's uncontrollable situation.
If you are never together, it's fine, but when you are together and separated, it is like stripping off a piece of flesh on your heart, it hurts, it hurts!
You may not have experienced it yet, and you can't understand it, but if you are by my side and you can see my face as pale as paper, you can roughly understand my mood at this moment.
I feel like a singing Hua Dan, reading opera and Lu Shang acting in a sadistic drama that makes him reconcile with me, but life is like a play, we are all on stage, but he is outside the play.
Ten years with him is already the happiest and sweetest day I have spent in my life, and any more greed will only hurt him.
I stood on the table under his strange gaze and said in a loud voice: "Ladies and gentlemen, why is it wrong for me to ask him to write and leave the book?"
Lu Shang took my hand: Xiaoguan, don't make trouble.
You let go! I shook off his hand: I didn't make a fuss! I can't have children, I've had enough of the white eyes in your house for the past ten years!
Lu Shang said: If you are worried about the continuation of the incense, I can tell you that my two elder brothers have sons, and this worry is superfluous. If...... He has such a ability, and when he says choke, he chokes up: You don't want to be with me anymore because you don't love me, so I'm ......
I jumped off the table and looked at him in anticipation. His black jade-like eyes were stained with tears, and they appeared brighter.
No, I'm going to have a nosebleed if I look at it any longer. I staggered my gaze and waited for what he would say next.
The air was instantly quiet, and only the sound of pouring water, the puff of spitting melon seed skin, and the sound of eating vegetables could be heard. But if you're close to me, you can only hear my heart pounding, plopping.
To my surprise, he suddenly stopped his tears and said in a tone as if he had made a major decision: In this way, I can only be your Wen family's son-in-law.
What? Why doesn't this man follow the routine?
I stood on the table and yelled loudly, and few people looked at me, because they knew I was a crazy girl. When he said this, he attracted the attention of many people. A child whispered to his mother what a door-to-door son-in-law was, and her mother told him that it was a man who was going to marry a woman.
Man, married to a woman.
In front of my eyes, Lu Shang suddenly appeared wearing red clothes, covering his head, and shyly getting out of the sedan chair.
Oh my god, this picture is so scary!
He said: Marry you, I will be a member of your Wen family, as long as I can be with you, I am not afraid of losing face.
I'm afraid.
Either you are still with me, and you are not allowed to mention a word about leaving the book, or I will come to your house as a son-in-law.
The fourth aunt said that men love face, as long as I dress exaggeratedly, talk exaggeratedly, and shout loudly, no matter how good-tempered a man is, he will immediately throw the harmony letter in my face.
Alas, how can you think that Lu Shang is not a man! Don't get me wrong, I mean he's not a normal man who does things according to common sense.
No, in any case, this is the same as leaving the book.
My own inn is not the place to talk about this, and I really regret the act of standing on the table to provoke him just now—it could have been more exaggerated, maybe he would have finished writing and threw it in my face.
Today may be the last chance, I ran out of the inn without looking back, holding my Luo skirt in both hands.
If you were at the scene, you could see that Lu Shang was only slightly stunned, and then he frowned and chased after him without hesitation.
I wore a skirt that didn't fit, but it didn't affect my speed, and I got rid of him in a hurry.
If you are next to him at this moment, you can see him standing on the dark street, so anxious and helpless that he almost cries.
You may try to persuade me to turn back, but I can't. If he doesn't reconcile with me, I will have to run away and not let him find me for the rest of my life. So, you can't persuade me. I think you should counsel this dead-eyed man.