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The First Hospital of Huai City.

Jiang Lan sat opposite the doctor, hanging his head slightly; Xu Jing stood beside him, a hand gently resting on his shoulder.

Peng Ailing and Jiang Junlong sat on the sofa not far away. Peng Ailing looked at her child with some concern; Jiang Junlong grimaced and didn't say a word.

"When did it start?" The doctor asked.

Jiang Lan's subconscious reaction was the fifth place in the exam.

Then I pushed forward according to the schedule of the exam, and after thinking for a while, I said with certainty, "About a month and a half ago."

"A month and a half ago?" The doctor frowned, "Then why are you here now?"

"Aren't all high school students like that...... If you're too tired from studying, you'll ......."

"It's all going to be everything, it's going to be a big deal, I've received a lot of high school students, but few of them can be like you. If you notice that your body is not right, seek medical attention in time, and don't stiffen yourself."

The doctor was verbose for a moment, then looked up at him again, "When exactly did you feel the pain?"

"When it's time to study."

「……」

「……」

Xu Jing hurriedly helped him add, "That's the case! My boyfriend entered the Peiyou class of No. 1 Middle School, and he had to receive a lot of difficult knowledge every day, and he had to go to class during his lunch break, as well as ...... There were also a lot of difficult exams scheduled on Saturdays and Sundays, and he didn't have much time to rest throughout the week! And he had to go to bed until midnight every night when he went back......

His goal is to be the first in his grade, and he has taken the second place in his grade many times before, and he has also taken the first test once! But recently, his grades have been regressing, and he is very anxious and stressed......

Jiang Lan was stunned and distracted beside him.

The words just now echoed in my head repeatedly.

……

"When exactly did you feel the pain?"

"When it's time to study."

……

I still remember that before he was reborn, he longed for the liberal arts one day, and I still remember that at the beginning of his rebirth, he was extremely happy because he could study literature again.

Since when has learning something you love become a painful thing?

"Good fellows, now they are all wailing 996 blessings......

The doctor smiled bitterly and shook his head, "You're even more heavyweight, take the initiative 007." The machine has to be stopped for maintenance, let alone people?"

"But grades come at a price...... If you want to rush to the front, you can only ......."

"Nonsense. If you ask you to be the first in your grade, I don't believe she also rotates every day."

Jiang Lan stopped talking.

The good news is that after a series of examinations, Jiang Lan did not find any disease.

The doctor judged that the mental pressure was greater, and prescribed some auxiliary drugs, and instructed Jiang Lan to pay attention to rest in the near future.

Coming out of the hospital, Jiang Junlong drove his family back to the Jingyuan community.

After entering the door, Jiang Lan changed his shoes and took off his coat, only to feel that his bones were leaning on the sofa as if they had been sucked away.

Xu Jing hurriedly sat on the same side as him, grabbing his hand.

Parents stood in front of him. Jiang Junlong looked at his son, and his son also looked at his father at this moment.

Jiang Lan closed his eyes and said the first words after being discharged from the hospital.

"I'll be number one next time."

"Fart."

Jiang Junlong interrupted him coldly, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he looked like he was going to slap him. ….

It took a few deep breaths before he calmed down.

"Take a day off tomorrow and give me a good rest. Don't go to the Peiyou class. I'll go and tell Wang Shuke that I'll go when you're ready."

"I'm fine, I'm fine."

"Hello fart! The food is not delicious, is that good?"

Jiang Junlong couldn't help but roar, "If you can learn, you can learn, if you can't learn, don't learn hard!"

"Just push through it...... There are also such ......."

"Tell me what you say?"

Jiang Junlong laughed angrily, "So you were making a fuss about studying literature, just to torture yourself like this every day? I knew that I would insist on letting you learn science, at least you are talented and easy to learn, and you are not troubled."

"......" Jiang Lan's mouth opened, but he couldn't say anything.

For the first time, he was speechless because he couldn't speak to this man.

"Uncle! Aunt! It's getting late, so go back and rest."

Seeing that Jiang Lan was dumbfounded, Xu Jing hurriedly stood up and bowed vigorously to the two elders.

"Don't worry, I'll take care of Jiang Lan!"

"Well, I'm sorry for you, Xiao Xu."

Jiang Junlong nodded in agreement, then sighed deeply and went out with Peng Ailing.

Jiang Lan sat quietly on the sofa, listening to the footsteps being swallowed up by the elevator, and slowly raised his head.

The hour, minute, and second hands of the wall clock overlap just one another.

Zero. The end of the old day, the beginning of a new day.

A soft wind suddenly swept in and enveloped him. Jiang Lan reacted that it was Xu Jing who hugged him.

"Good work...... Don't study anymore today."

Xu Jing buried her head deeply in Jiang Lan's arms and hugged him tightly.

"Hmm." Jiang Lan also hugged her in his arms.

"Wait a while, I'll give you something to eat~"

……

If zero o'clock is the beginning of a new day, then an early morning alarm clock is the official start of a new day.

The world is still busy, except for Jiang Lan. He was kicked out of the hustle and bustle.

Little by little, time flows.

Jiang Lan sat in the living room all morning—just sitting, doing nothing.

I don't want to chase the game, I don't want to. I want to learn and try it, but I can't learn it.

It's like being in the middle of time.

Jiang Lan was stunned all morning, opening his mouth to let the air flow naturally in and out of his mouth.

Withdrawn from that tense state at all times, there is a kind of pressure like a five-fingered mountain that is more and more intensely engraved on every cell in the body, making people extremely tired, extremely empty, and extremely dazed.

Jiang Lan thought that he could burn his life infinitely and write a counterattack.

Only now do I realize that I am also a mortal in the flesh.

What grade is first, grade second...... At the end of the day, it's just an average high school student. There are miracles in the world, but he is not necessarily the one who performs miracles.

He chose Wen willfully, but if it weren't for the accumulation before rebirth, would he be worse now?

The so-called persistence in pursuing ideals may end up being nothing more than the irresponsibility of young people.

It turned out that it wasn't that he could call the wind and rain, but God gave him a chance to be willful......

"Click-"

The sound of the lock turning the machine.

"I'm back~" Xu Jing pushed open the door, saw Jiang Lan subconsciously shrinking his neck, covered his mouth and smiled, "Did it scare you?" I'm sorry~"....

"How do you ......?"

"Of course I have to come back." Xu Jing pouted, "If I don't come back, how can you have something to eat?" Takeaway is unhealthy! And it's expensive...... There are already running students in No. 1 Middle School, so just follow them out...... Don't run around! I'm going to cook, and I'll be fine soon......

Xu Jing chattered into the kitchen.

Jiang Lan stared at her back for a long time, then turned back in a trance and saw himself reflected on the TV screen.

It's just a waste.

Jiang Lan smiled weakly and closed his eyes.

"Click-" There was a knock on the door.

Jiang Lan was stunned for a moment, looked at Xu Jing, and then looked at the door.

Han Bao is obviously back, why is there still a knock on the door......

"Dada!" As if to confirm that he was not hallucinating, the knock on the door rang again.

What Unlimited Monthly Read?

"Here we go!"

Instead, Xu Jing ran over and opened the door.

The heavy metal door slowly opened, probing

Come in a head with a ball on it:

"Jingbao sticker~"

"Hmm...... What about cooking......

Jiang Lan looked at the goods at the door in amazement.

The girl with the head of the ball also noticed him on the sofa: "Yo yo yo, isn't this Jiang Lan? Why haven't you seen you for a few days?"

"No, how can you ......?"

"Of course I'm here with Jingbao."

Wang Jiajing winked playfully, "I heard that the previous grade is the first, as the current grade first, I specially come to comfort you."

「……」

Jiang Lan was silent for a long time and lowered his head.

"You won. I can't test you, I'm tulled by you."

"Oh? Really?"

Wang Jiajing squinted her eyes and took out her mobile phone, "Then please say it again, I want to record it and be my alarm clock."

Jiang Lan didn't speak.

"Say? If you want to cry, then I can give you some more time to brew your emotions."

Jiang Lan finally opened his mouth: "It's a bit too much......

"Don't you say yes? Okay."

Wang Jiajing put the phone back in her pocket and walked to him with Xu Jing in her arms very domineeringly.

"Then cheer me up! It's not your style to be sluggish, Jiang Lan in my heart has always had a confident aura, and I will never admit it because of a few exam failures."

"It doesn't matter if you fail an exam, the trend of development is upward, and the road of development is tortuous. Summarize the reasons for the fall and set off again. What do you say?"

"Uh-huh......

Jiang Lan nodded and smiled reluctantly, "Received, thank you."

"Ha, no thanks."

"......" Jiang Lan saw Wang Jiajing sit directly in front of the dining table, his face full of black lines, "You can't be here to eat, right?"

"Or else? If it weren't for Jingbao's rice, I wouldn't have bothered to enlighten you."

"Grass."

"Click"

As soon as Jiang Lan finished grassing, another knock sounded on the door. So Xu Jing ran to open the door again.

"Jingbao sticker~"

This time, it was a small girl who hugged Xu Jing and threw herself into her arms unscrupulously.

Wang Jiajing watched this scene with some jealousy. Although she doesn't know this, she actually posted her own treasure!

Jiang Lan really wanted to say that I am the main palace when I step on a horse......

"Look, I don't want to comfort you." ….

Wu Jiayan gave him a blank look, "It's just the duty of the class president to care about your classmates, I'll take a look at whether you're dead or not."

"Then I thank you."

Jiang Lan went to close the door, but a strong hand reached in from outside the door. Good guys, it's not over yet......

Alas?

Jiang Lan blinked in disbelief: "Monkey?"

"Brother Shui. What kind of trash eyes are you?"

Yuan Shu's gaze was calm and warm, like two burning stars.

He walked in from outside the door step by step, and Jiang Lan stepped back step by step.

Yuan Shu held two large stacks of exercises in his right arm, a pencil bag in his left hand, his eyes were red, and his hair was ...... Well, no hair.

"Yuan rate, you ...... too"

"Brother Shui, I'm going to start writing math problems, help me time it."

Yuan rate took Jiang Lan away, and the dove sat down on the sofa in the magpie's nest and began to solve the problem.

Wu Jiayan blushed and slapped him: "Crooked! I've told you to get down to business! Don't get nervous!"

Wang Jiajing blinked a little confused.

Who are you? Looks like the dwarf's girlfriend? She has a boyfriend and sticks my Jingbao!

"It's useless."

Jiang Lan shook his head, "When he said he was going to write mathematics, he really knew how to write mathematics."

Yuan Shu smiled, and then said no more.

The moment the gaze fell on the scroll, the pen

It also fell on the paper, and a powerful swish immediately echoed in the living room.

Jiang Lan looked at this good buddy who had once won a batch of people in a daze.

Even in such an environment, Yuan Shu was able to enter the state of learning in an instant, without even a little forward swing.

He haphazardly traced the stems and wrote on scratch paper in patterns that others couldn't read.

He murmured indistinctly, as if he were chanting a mantra; His expression was also unpredictable, sometimes frowning, sometimes relaxed, sometimes excitedly raising his eyebrows.

He forgot where it was, who was around him, who he was.

Forget about space, time.

It was as if the world was left with only the math problem in front of him, and he never tired of it.

It's like the Jiang Lan who writes essays in math class.

"Smack-"

I don't know how long it took before a sharp pen fell to break the silence. Putting down the pen, Yuan Yu panted and opened the answer.

"The answer is a=1...... Yes, it's 1."

I saw that Yuan Shu slowly breathed a sigh of relief and closed his eyes: "Brother Shui? How long did it take?"

"Thirteen minutes."

"Okay, Brother Shui, you look at me."

Yuan Shu took a deep breath, held Jiang Lan's shoulders, stood in front of him almost face to face, and reopened his eyes.

Those eyes were bloodshot and trembling.

"Brother Shui, look into my eyes."

"I can't usually make this look, only when I'm writing a question."

"When I saw you in Class 7, you had the look in your eyes at that time.

"Brother Shui, I know you've been anxious lately. I can't study well, I can't eat well, I can't sleep well, and I don't even with me anymore.

You're worried about falling in the rankings, you're worried about not being able to catch up with them, you're worried that you're going to lose. You're worried that you'll never be able to get into the first ...... of your grade again."

"Brother Shui, you can figure it out, the first grade requires talent. Hard work may not lead to the first grade." ….

"Isn't the first grade good?"

Yuan Shu glanced at Wang Jiajing, who was not kind to him.

「…… That's right, it's excellent."

"But, if you can't get the first grade, isn't it good enough? That's going to die from the second year onwards."

"It's not like this, Brother Shui, this world has never been defined by success and failure.

Grade 1 ...... Grade 1 ......

False, all false."

"Only this look is real, this look that burns in the moment, lives in the moment. This is the first look I found in your eyes."

"Involutional, lying flat, all the living and the dead in this world envy you. Brother Shui, in fact, you already have the most successful life in the world."

Jiang Lan listened quietly and did not reply.

Actually, those eyes are nothing special, and they are even a little ugly.

It's just burning hot.

This will be the case after Yuan rate does the question and enters the state. In fact, Jiang Lan thought it was before.

It's just that I haven't seen Jiang Lan like that for a long time.

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After lunch, everyone went back to school one after another. Xu Jing cleaned up after the palace, but he left immediately, and there was still a class in the afternoon.

Seeing that Jiang Lan came to help her wash the dishes, the girl tilted her head and smiled, "Thank you~"

After washing the whole bowl, Jiang Lan was silent for a while, and then said, "I want to go to school in the afternoon."

"Huh?"

"I know I'm taking a day off today. I am...... I want to walk around campus."

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