Chapter 6 Letter to Yingxue
Lin Qing decided to write a letter to Yingxue by email, because he cared too much, so he was afraid that it would not be good.
The content of the letter:
Like an autumn wind, it blew off a place of red; Let the small river meander, but it can't keep the gurgling water.
Life is easy to grow old, Shaohua is easy to pass away, and the young life has not had time to reminisce, it is about to come to its end, just like the convective rain in summer, before it can fall to the ground, it has evaporated.
I remember how awkward it was when we first met, I just felt familiar, but I couldn't remember your name for a while.
Yingxue, don't blame me, just because the imminent college entrance examination at that time no longer allowed us to think about children's affection. Or our fate is simply destined, and God has arranged for us to meet again, which is to let us continue the fate that is not over.
The Buddha said: "Looking back five hundred times in the past life is exchanged for a passing pass in this life", so how many times should we look back at our previous life when we meet again?
Yingxue, meeting you is the happiest thing in my life. I really want to hold hands with you until I grow old and walk through this life together.
However, love is not a commitment of one person, but a mutual affection between two people. Your hesitation makes me a little scared, even a little scared, and I'm afraid that we will miss each other out because of this.
I remember you once said that you don't understand love, and you don't dare to love. You say that love is a bottomless abyss for you, you are afraid, you are afraid that love will suddenly become fragmented like a nightmare, you are afraid that one day you will become an outcast of the world, no longer so likable and loved.
When I first heard this, I felt inexplicably sad in my heart. To love someone is to make her happy, but can I really give you a lifetime of happiness?
I can't guarantee that I will have a lot of money in the future, nor can I guarantee that I will let you live in a stylish and luxurious high-rise villa, but the only thing I can swear to you is that I will love you with all my heart, care for you, be considerate of you, soothe your heart when you are hurt, and share your joy when you are happy.
Is love a moment of heart? It's better to say that we will be together forever!
At the moment, the night was so quiet, surprisingly quiet, a little scary. The sounds of people, cars, and noise have gradually disappeared into the distance.
Hey, I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep again tonight.
Yingxue, you know? Sometimes I really want to hold your hand and never let go, always, ever......
"How many lonely dusks, a few bleak moonlit nights, quietly leaning on the railing, looking west at Chang'an with teary eyes, complaining about the thousands of miles of the river! The long asked Lie Array Qiuhong: Is Yiren safe? Is it any? ”
Accustomed to a person's loneliness, why is it so unbearable and lonely at this time? Close your eyes and get ready to fall asleep, but it's you who walks by.
Sometimes I ask myself, what exactly am I expecting? The glory and luxury piled up by mountains of gold and silver? Or is it a lifetime of glory created by fame, fortune and power? I'm afraid that only I know best, it is an unswerving love!
I love to see you running happily in the boundless wilderness, calmly, freely, full of sunshine;
I want to hear your giggles the most, enthusiastic, natural, hearty, innocent;
I want to walk with you in the dusk of the sunset, step on the fallen leaves, hold your hand, and walk through this life and the next life.
I remember you asked me what I liked about you, so let's leave this article with the answer above.
Ten thousand bones destroy the heart, and the soft intestines are broken. If the sky is lovely, the spring is short? If the moon has no hatred, it should be bright......
This situation can be waited for, and it can withstand the ravages of time!
After clicking send, afraid that Yingxue would not be able to see the email in time, Lin Qing sent Yingxue such a text message again:
"Yingxue, please forgive me for not being able to answer your question in person, I'm really afraid that I can't say it well, so I wrote you a letter by email, hoping that it has the answer you want."
Everything that needs to be said has been said, so let it be.