Chapter Seventy-Nine: Premeditation

"The bad things you said this morning will be enough for you to spend centuries in hell." Sergey Andreevich commented.

"So you'll have a company to talk to!" Evgeny Dmitrievich said to his companions.

"That's not bad, you might meet a lot of interesting acquaintances." Evgeny Dmitrievich said.

"For example, God. Teach the high-ranking people of the church."

Obviously, neither of Su Mengfan's new companions believed that what the Watchtower Society had said could happen.

Although what Evgeny Dmitrievich said was just an interesting story, it made Su Mengfan fall into new thoughts.

"I've been reading a lot of good books lately," he said.

"They have nothing to do with real life. What I mean by this is that everything in the book is neatly arranged in a line, and nothing happens by chance.

But the reality is a different story entirely!

I mean, life is just a bunch of meaningless things that happen to us randomly, with no logical order and no patterns. Anything happens unpredictably.

Just like in our place, no one can say if there will be those debris suddenly in the next moment, everything is nowhere to be found.

Books are different. The development of the plot in it is all arranged, and when the logical chain is interrupted, it will come to an end, the beginning, the development, the peak, and then the ending."

"High. The tide is not the peak." Sergei Anfurevich corrected him with an impatient look

Evgeny Dmitrievich was also not very interested.

He leaned closer to the pipe, took a few deep puffs, and held his breath.

"Okay, high. tide," Su Mengfan was a little discouraged, but continued anyway.

"Everything in life is different, except for those things that are necessary, everything else has its own characteristics. First, the logical chain will not be broken at all, and second, even if it is broken, nothing will end."

"You mean that life is unpredictable?" Sergey, Andreevich asked, helping Su Mengfan to explain his point more precisely.

Su Mengfan thought about it and nodded.

"Do you believe in fate, then?" Sergei Andreevich finished asking, tilted his head to the side, looked at Su Mengfan, and Evgeny Dmitrievich also came back to his senses from the hookah with interest.

"No," Su Mengfan replied decisively, "There is no fate, just something that happens to us randomly, and then we make our own decisions."

"It's too bad, it's too bad...... Sergey Andreevich sighed in disappointment, and cast a stern look at Su Mengfan from behind his glasses,

"Now I'm going to teach you some of my theories, and it's up to you to judge whether they fit your life.

I think life is a joke, there is no purpose at all, there is no destiny, from the time you are born to the time you know you are going to be an astronaut or a ballerina, everything on this line is either very clear or you die in the middle of it......

No, not like that. When you're at a specific time...... What shall I say...... Something will force you to respond, to make a decision.

Keep in mind that you have free will, and you can choose to choose freely, to be this or that.

Once you've made the right choice, everything will no longer be chaotic and will follow a certain order. Your words and actions, everything depends on your choices. The course of your destiny will change because of your choices."

"I'm not trying to say that if you decide to stay on the cordon before you achieve your goal, you're going to get stuck and something happens.

I don't mean that. I mean something more subtle.

We all know that if we get lost at a crossroads, our choices become incorrect and we lose our way again because of false goals.

Of course, if you can find yourself at the crossroads of your life and make the right decisions, your life will no longer be a bunch of random events.

It will turn into ...... Premeditated, with the line of fate that they can run through. I think that although it will not be a straight line, everything will be threaded together in some kind of logic.

That is your destiny, unique, impossible for others to have.

At a certain stage, if you have experienced enough, your life will become a premeditated plot at its best, and neither pure materialism nor your so-called stochastic theory can explain the coincidences.

They'll fit just right in the plot line, and if they work better, they'll show up on the outcome you want.

I think fate doesn't just happen, you have to reach fate, and once the events in your life arrange themselves into a thread, you will be taken to a high place out of reach by fate......

Interestingly, people often don't think that this kind of thing will happen, and they think that there is always a certain premise for it to happen, so they try to systematize all kinds of events with their own worldview. But fate has its own logic."

At first, Su Mengfan felt that this strange theory was too cumbersome, and suddenly he tried to change his perspective and analyze it from the beginning of the incident, and began to agree with Hunter's suggestion to leave the Metropolitan Station.

Now it seems that all his previous unsuccessful adventures, all his desperate journeys for the sake of his goals, took on a different posture before his eyes, forming a well-architected, ornate and mature building.

As Andreevich said, considering that if Su Mengfan accepted Hunt's advice from the beginning,

Then everything that followed—including the expedition to Rizskaya, Bourbon's finding of him at Rizskaya, and Su Mengfan's fearlessness—constituted the next step, and the Khan's reception of him, even though he could have stayed at Sukharev......

Another interpretation is fine.

In any case, the khan reasoned completely differently about his actions.

Then Su Mengfan was captured by the fanatics of the Fourth Reich at Teveskaya Station, he should have been hanged, but fate arranged it on its own:

On that day, the Resistance International H Army launched an attack on Teviskaya Station, and if these resistance fighters had appeared a day earlier or a day later, Su Mengfan would inevitably have died, and his expedition would have been terminated.

Is it really because he sticks to his own path that he has an impact on the future?

Is it determination, anger and despair...... Driven him to create the next step in an unknown way, weaving a bunch of chaotic events and human thoughts and actions into reality in an orderly way.

- As Sergei Andreevich said -

Turning ordinary life into a premeditation?