Su Mengfan regretted that Ullman, who was able to dispel his suspicions with mocking comments, was not around now.

The difference between them is that the trip through the subway forces Su Mengfan to see the world through a multi-faceted prism, while Ullman's simple life teaches him to see things simply:

Just use a sniper. The striker's gun-like eyes can see things on the go.

He didn't know which of the two of them was right, but Su Mengfan no longer believed that there was only one correct answer to every question.

Usually in life, especially in the subway, everything is not clear, and change is relative.

Khan had first explained to him the example of the platform's clock.

If we perceive the basis of the world, we become far-fetched and relative over time, and what is there to say about the other problems of life?

It all comes from the weird, murderous sounds coming out of the pipes in the tunnels!

There are several explanations for the eternal secret of the light of the Kremlin stars in people's souls, and there are many answers to this question.

"Why?"

The people from the cannibals and the warriors at the station that Su Mengfan met in Victory Park.

The Che Guevara brigade had its own answer, in the sectarian demons, in the Fourth Reich and in orators with machine guns, like the Khan, etc., they all had their own answers.

It is for this reason that it is difficult for Su Mengfan to choose and accept one of them.

Su Mengfan would get a new answer every day, so he couldn't convince himself which one was true, because on a new day, an accurate and complete answer might appear.

Who should he believe?

Believe what?

Believe in the Great Bug, the cannibalistic god with a body like an electrified train that fills the barren and charred land;

believe in the angry and jealous Uncle, believe in his vanity and reflection - the devil;

Believe in the triumph of other organizations in the entire subway, believe in the supremacy of a man with blonde hair and a sky-high nose with curly hair.

Su Mengfan felt that there was no difference between the dark races.

Any faith is merely a crutch to support him.

When Su Mengfan first came here, the commander's story about how a monkey picked up a cane and became a human made him laugh.

After this, the wisest monkey never left the cane, because he could not stand upright.

He understood why people needed this kind of support.

Without it, life would be a blank slate, like an abandoned tunnel.

From Victory Park came the desperate cries of the barbarians.

When he realized that the big worm was just a priest's invention and was still ringing in Su Mengfan's ears, Su Mengfan noticed something similar and realized that the invisible observer did not exist.

Observers, snakes and other subway gods who are good at shirking make our lives easier.

Does this mean that he is better than others?

Su Mengfan understood that this was not the case.

The crutch was in his hands, and he should be brave enough to admit it.

He realizes that he is on a difficult and important mission, and that the life and death of the entire subway is in his hands, and this mission has not yet been delivered to him by chance, and has not yet become his support.

Su Mengfan always consciously or unconsciously looks for evidence in everything he has chosen to accomplish his mission, not Hunt, but greater people and great things.

Everything that happened to Su Mengfan during the trip just proves one thing, he is different from everyone. @

He's different.

He should beat the pest to shreds and destroy it, and these pests will wipe out the survivors of humanity.

As he walks down this path, faithfully interpreting these signs in his own way, his awareness of success transcends reality, playing with statistical probability, fending off bullets, blinding monsters and enemies, and forcing allies to be in the right place and at the right time.

How did he understand why Thatch had given him a map of the D-6 base that had been hidden for years?

This army was miraculously not destroyed 20 years ago?

How to explain that he had seen one of them?

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Perhaps, is the only living guide in the entire subway. Bombardier?

Has Providence personally put a powerful weapon into Su Mengfan's hands and sent someone to assist him in order to deal a fatal blow to the inexplicable and ruthless forces and crush him in one fell swoop?

Otherwise, how to explain all the miraculous deliverances that Su Mengfan received in the most desperate situation?

He believed in his fate, and he was invulnerable, despite the fact that his companions died one by one.

Su Mengfan's thoughts returned to what he said about fate in Boliangka Sergey Andrey.

Those words moved him forward.

Like a new spring mounted on a worn, rusted clockwork toy.

At the same time, it made him very uncomfortable, perhaps because this theory deprived Su Mengfan of his free will and forced him to obey the course of his fate.

On the other hand, when everything has already happened, how can he refute the existence of such a line of thought?

He no longer believes that his whole life is just a continuation of random events...

Too much has happened to leave this trajectory like that.

If he has come this far, then he must go further - this is the inevitable logic of choosing this path.

It's too late to hold any suspicions.

He must move forward, even if it means taking responsibility for his own life, but also for the lives of others.

But all the sacrifices were not in vain.

He has to accept this, and he has a responsibility to go to the end.

It was his fate.

Did he make this clear?

He doubted his choice, distracted by ignorance and hesitation for so long, but the answer was always right.

Ullman is right that there is no need to complicate life.

Su Mengfan walked briskly.

He hadn't heard any noise coming from the pipes.

On the way to the All-Russian Exhibition Center station, there were no dangerous conditions.

But Su Mengfan had been in contact with people who were going to the Peace Avenue Station, and he was at odds with these unfortunate, exhausted, people who had gotten rid of everything and fled from danger.

They thought he was crazy, and he walked alone to the den of terror, while the others desperately wanted to get out of the cursed place.

The place that others regard as a demon cave is a pilgrimage for Su Mengfan. @*~~

Metro Line 6 is unpatrolled.

Su Mengfan was immersed in his own thoughts, not noticing that he was approaching the All-Russian Exhibition Center station, although an hour and a half had passed.

He crawled to the station, looked around, and involuntarily shivered, which reminded him of the situation at the All-Russian Exhibition Station, which had been present in his nightmare.

The lights were half broken, the air was filled with the smell of burning gunpowder, and somewhere not far away could be heard the moans of women. groans and the cries of the soldiers in pain.