She often gave him the opportunity to spend a whole day with her, even if it was only for an hour, he would be satisfied.

Sometimes, even if she came, it was only to torture him a little.

She doubted his merits, openly ridiculed his principles, and scolded him for his coldness, which shook his confidence in his own strength and ideals.

He endured everything, or rather, he was willing and willing to bear it.

When he was with her, he began to ponder, began to suffer from gains and losses, and hesitated.

After that, he felt a variety of mixed emotions:

a kind of helplessness - how to approach this girl;

a kind of regret – regret for those times that were not spent with it;

Even the fear – the fear that could lose her.

These emotions linger in my mind.

This is love.

Finally, she rewarded him with a sign—a silver ring.

Finally, he forgot how to live without her in his life, and she finally surrendered to him.

A year later, Sasha was born.

In this way, he has to protect these two lives no matter what, and even he himself has no right to risk his life now.

If you're commanding a mighty army at the age of 25, you might trust your command to stop the Earth's rotation.

But it doesn't take a lot of strength to take someone else's life, and he will never allow the Grim Reaper to take her away from him.

He never doubted it, but his wife had lost her life to tuberculosis and he was powerless to chase her away.

To this day, he still felt that a part of his life had left him with her departure.

Sasha was only 4 years old at the time, but she vividly remembers her mother's appearance, and vividly remembers the more terrifying and empty tunnel after her mother left.

In her little world, there was a feeling of a bottomless abyss on the verge of death, and she often looked down.

In the abyss of her heart, the indescribable wound healed very slowly.

After two or three years, she gradually began to stop calling her mother in her dreams.

And her father, to this day, still calls her mother's name in her dreams.

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Adama died, died in a deep sleep.

After Su Mengfan finished training, he found out that Adama had died so quietly.

Faced with this sudden situation, Su Mengfan didn't know what to do for a while.

It won't be long before Sasha returns.

When the time comes, it must be unacceptable for her to see this situation.

Now that I've been here for a long time, I'm slowly liking Sasha, who has a strong personality and does things neatly.

He found her.

How many nights he could not sleep, and he pondered in his heart the appearance of his heroine, her lips, her hands, her clothes, her breath, her smile, and her thoughts.

Finally, he saw such a vivid person in front of him, exactly as he had imagined.

This girl is the ideal protagonist in his mind.

But no, he didn't envision the heroine like this at all - the girl is more delicate, more calm, and older.

She was different, how could he read the girl?

During this time, if it weren't for Sasha's daily outings looking for food, she would have been starving.

And although Sasha's father is paralyzed, Su Mengfan still admires him very much.

Not only because Adama crossed thousands of meters alone with Su Mengfan on his back, but also because he knew a lot of knowledge and had a positive attitude towards life.

But paper can't contain the fire after all, and Sasha eventually returns.

Since she was a child, her father taught her no

If she wants to cry, try not to let her develop the habit of crying, but now she has no words about her fate.

Tears slipped down their cheeks on their own, sending out a subtle wail of sorrow from their chests.

She knew what was happening, but hours had passed and she still couldn't accept it.

Did he call her for help?

Did he say anything important to her before he died?

She couldn't tell the difference between dreams and reality, and even wondered if she was still in a dream.

She felt that there was another world where her father would not die, where her father would not die because of her lethargy, weakness and selfishness.

She squeezed her father's hand, which had cooled down but had not yet fully stiffened, as if trying to warm him up again, and began to chant in pieces, convincing him, and convincing herself:

"You're going to find the car. We'll definitely be back on the ground and we left in that car. You're still smiling, just like the day you brought home the player with the music disc......

At first, my father sat half-leaning against a pillar, his chin resting on his chest, as if he were napping.

Gradually, the body began to slide slowly, slowly falling in a pool of blood, as if he himself was tired of pretending to be a sleeping living person, and did not want to deceive Sasha anymore, giving her illusions and hope.

The wrinkles, which seemed to be eternally engraved on my father's face, were completely unfolded in an instant, as if they had been ironed out.

She let go of her father's hand, laid him flat so that he could lie down more comfortably, and covered himself with a torn quilt from the beginning.

There was no other way for her to bury her father.

Yes, how she wanted to bring her father to the ground, and let him rest there, looking up at the sky, which might one day be clear and clean again.

But maybe the day won't wait for the sky to clear, and those hungry monsters will gnaw away my father's corpse, and they always don't turn away.

And at their station, no one would touch their father.

There was no danger in the lifeless south side tunnel - all that survived there were a few flying cockroaches;

The Northern Tunnel has been broken, and only a rusty and precarious subway bridge can be reached, on which only the rails are intact.

There were quite a few residents at the other end of the subway bridge, but none of them would cross the bridge to see it out of curiosity.

Everyone knew that at the other end was a charred wilderness, and at the edge of the wilderness stood the station watch room, in which lived two exiles destined for death.

If her father were alive, Sasha would never be allowed to stay here alone, but what could she do?

Sasha later realizes that no matter how far she escapes, no matter how desperately she tries to get out of this cursed torture chamber, she can't really get out of this place.

"Daddy...... Forgive me, please forgive me." She sobbed, but realized that he couldn't hear her anymore.

She removed the silver ring from her father's finger, put it in her overalls pocket, picked up the cage containing a quiet mouse, and hobbled north.

There was a long trail of blood on the dusty marble floor behind her.

The shackles were in her hands for the rest of her life.

Sasha hit the road, stepping into the tunnel between the stations and into the empty station.

She wanted to stay alone, she didn't want Su Mengfan to follow, and she didn't want him to see her fragile appearance.

At this station, which has long been turned into a ship of death, there is a sudden ominous omen.

Flames suddenly burst out of the vertical hole in the tunnel opposite, spreading to the body of my father as hard as possible, but I didn't touch it, and I returned to the depths of darkness, as if I didn't want my father to rest in peace.