Chapter 43: I Am Yang Jian
My previous memories can't be fake, right!?
Luo Yan's whole heart skipped a beat, shocked at how he could have come up with such a ridiculous idea.
But what scared him even more was that.
He actually believed it!
"Whew. Whew..."
"Calm down, calm down, I've got to think about it!"
Luo Yan rubbed his temples, and his mind was filled with mixed thoughts, and his whole brain seemed to be about to explode.
In my memory, almost five years ago, I was in a car accident and since then my nerves have been damaged, my legs have been unconscious, and I have become disabled.
For the first year, my parents and I had the idea and attitude that we would be able to get back on our feet in the future.
But with the birth of my younger brother, my parents' attitude became more and more estranged, and I didn't see each other once in ten days and half a month, and my mentality changed, and I began to give up on myself.
Since then, I have stopped insisting on the so-called rehabilitation, and since you have given up on me, why should I try my best.
In the past few years, I have not done a single rehabilitation training, and I have relied on nurses to maintain the activity of my muscles.
But now, those legs are miraculously moving!
The muscles are still very strong, and there is no sign of paralysis for several years!
Judging by this fact, I am not disabled at all!
This means that the experience of five years of paralysis in my memory can almost be concluded to be false!
Luo Yan narrowed his eyes and looked at the dark room, and fear gradually rose in his heart.
When a person finds that his memories are no longer credible, he will uncontrollably doubt everything, doubt the world, and even doubt his own existence!
If I really have a problem with my memory, what means can I do it?
And I, am I really Luo Yan?
And where is this, is it really just a sanatorium!?
The more Luo Yan thought about it, the thoughts that made him feel scared came out one by one, and fear continued to breed in his heart.
At this moment, the darkness around him was like a cloud of mist, enveloping and imprisoning him, leaving him with only endless panic.
"Calm down.. Calm down...! β
Luo Yan kept taking a deep breath, not daring to think about it anymore, and hurriedly walked to the side of the bed and picked up his mobile phone, hoping to find some clues to ease the fear in his heart.
As soon as I turned on my phone, a pop-up window appeared on the novel's interface.
"Want to understand the meaning of life?"
βYES or NOβ
Luo Yan took a sharp breath of cold air, he remembered that in the dream just now, he could travel to the world of "Mysterious Recovery" as long as he clicked YES.
It was supposed to be an ecstatic thing.
But Luo Yan only felt cold at the moment, like falling into an ice cave.
He had thought that it was not just a dream, everything was real, as if it was a real time-travel.
And at this moment, that inexplicable sense of familiarity came to his heart again, as if he had experienced it countless times, and felt an indescribable strangeness.
If I press YES, what happens after that? Is it really like in a dream through "Mysterious Recovery"?
But how does it feel... It's like an eerie prison with an infinite loop...?
I seemed to be stuck here, repeating the same actions as in the dream.
Everything is strange and strange, with an inexplicable sense of familiarity.
No! I must not go down!
In the dream, I didn't realize that the disability of my legs was fake, so I was attracted by the fantasy of time travel, and tried to regain my life.
But now, I'm aware of the problem!
If it's really a never-ending cycle, there's a good chance it's my only chance to save myself!
I can't do any of the actions in my dreams!
Thinking of this, Luo Yan put down his phone and turned his gaze to the room, ready to explore.
But he turned and took a few steps, but his footsteps suddenly stopped.
His gaze fell back on his phone again.
"Mystic Recovery"!
If it's the supernatural power of the ghost, then won't all the doubts in my heart be solved!?
The strange familiarity, like a real dream, a false paralyzing memory, and this never-ending cycle.
All of this, the ghosts can do it!
At this moment, Luo Yan suddenly brightened, as if he had found the right direction, and the fog that shrouded his heart dispelled a corner.
If it's really the power of ghosts, then it means that the world I live in has ghosts, maybe it's the world of "Mysterious Recovery"!
It's just that... Who am I?
It seems that I am not an ordinary person, I must also be an extremely powerful ghost handler, and ordinary means are no longer able to deal with me, otherwise I would not be trapped in this strange cycle.
But, who can control such a strange ghost? Why do you have to do it to me!?
Can I still be the enemy of the world?
Suddenly, a flash of light flashed through Luo Yan's eyes.
Is there a possibility...
I'm Yang Jian!?
Luo Yan's eyes grew brighter and his thoughts became more active.
He watched "Mysterious Recovery" and vaguely felt that these might be his real memories!
It's just that in this infinite loop, his memory has been rewritten, his life has been mistaken for a novel, and the mastermind behind the scenes has also made a traversal trap that keeps him stuck in the loop, which is difficult to detect and unable to extricate himself.
Luo Yanmo rubbed his chin, convinced of this speculation.
Although it seems to be a bunch of ridiculous thoughts, when you wake up and notice a lot of weirdness, and there happens to be countless weird "Mysterious Recovery" around you, you can't help but think about it too much!
And as the old saying goes, if you make bold assumptions, you might be right.
Abbreviated as, bold design!
And sometimes, intuition is the key.
However, in line with the principle of bold assumptions and careful verification, Luo Yan would not make a conclusion prematurely until he really figured it out.
Everything, yet to be analyzed.
If I were really Yang Jian, it was really possible to be plotted by others, according to the memory of "Mysterious Recovery", I was in the Chinese medicine shop at that time, exchanging information with the blind old man among the seven elders of the Republic of China.
Maybe he did it to me!
However, the foreign ghost riders also intend to attack the captain of the headquarters, and I don't know if they jointly did it.
Just as he was thinking, a low sound of footsteps came from the hallway, getting closer.
Luo Yan squinted, hurriedly went to the bed, adjusted the sleeping position he used most commonly used in his memory, turned off his mobile phone, closed his eyes and pretended to sleep.
He had a hunch that the footsteps were coming towards him!
Not good!
Could it be that there is a camera in this room that has noticed a change in me?
Or is it that the mastermind behind the scenes is also in this cycle, always guarding against my awakening!?