It stopped for a long time, because I went to love, I spent all my time on lovers, but I came back because I was out of love.

I was broken up, suddenly he stopped looking for me, suddenly he changed the WeChat signature, and suddenly he didn't love me anymore.

I cried day and night, I was unwilling, I didn't know what I did wrong, I used to think that love without quarrels was very beautiful, as long as we communicated, we wouldn't quarrel, so suddenly we broke up quietly.

He was my first love, the first time I cried so much, crying at work, crying after work, I couldn't sleep at night, I cried with my eyes open, and the tears stayed unconsciously like this.

I don't know why a person can hug you and say I love you and miss you on Monday, and I still contact WeChat on Saturday, and I'm still picking clothes for him and asking him what size, but on Sunday he lost contact, and he didn't even want to say a word of breakup, and the silent choice ended. I've been waiting for a breakup, and he really doesn't bother to say that the adult world is so sinister?

I asked myself, I am a social worker, I was a social worker when I was still an intern, I have been engaged in a profession of helping others for the past five years, I have not done anything harmful, I have not pushed my grandmother out of the road, why did I end up like this.

It was he who gave me the strength to do the laser correction surgery, but I cried the day after the operation, and now it is the 26th day after the surgery, and I have shed the tears of the previous 26 years, and if my vision does not recover to 5.0 at the end of the month, it will be my doctor's regret. Sometimes I think that it is really a sin to have laser correction surgery after five years of entanglement, and it is really a sin to encounter this thing as soon as the surgery is done.

I know that I am very angry, I know that I should not cry for him, insomnia for him, sad for him, I know that as long as time is diluted, I can forget him, I can pass this hurdle, in the future, I will definitely feel stupid now, sad for a person who will not appear in my future, I understand the reason, but my tears still can't stop flowing.

For the first time in my 26 years of life, I felt the discomfort of crying until I was dizzy, stuffy, and breathless, and I felt uncomfortable in my heart, and it really hurt.

I heard that love is true nine times out of ten, and it is also my determination not to look back in the past, and not to be in the future.

Until the day you get married, you don't even know who your husband is; Until the day you die, you don't even know who your last husband is.

I am a person who has been hurt by love, he is my first love, I have given him everything that is most beautiful and innocent about love, and my heart is dead.