Insert: I'm Out of Love (9)

I thought that after a year of dating, we would get a license, and the banquet could take our time. I don't mind living with your parents, I don't mind taking care of your brother with cerebral palsy, I don't mind living in an old house with you, I don't need to decorate the house specifically to get married, I think I have to work hard and fight together for the future. I'm also thinking of borrowing money from my family to buy a car, so that I can drive your parents in and out even if it's not convenient for you. I hope to have a stable job before I get married, no matter how hard it is, I will survive, because this job can have 6 months of maternity leave, and now I have no intention of working, and the place of work is too close to your home, I feel disgusting.

You said that you like love with stories, and the time spent together is not only about eating and drinking, but also the existence of many stories is better; We've been through a lot together, and I think our story is deep enough, but we don't have a future.

I hope you can meet a girl who is desperate for you, who will take special time off to accompany you to dates, special time off to accompany you to the doctor, can hide from your family to accompany you to the hospital, accompany you when you are sick, accompany you when you are sleepy, and think about you everywhere. A girl who can walk with you for a day in high heels, a girl who can wait for two hours to eat sauerkraut fish, and a girl who can tolerate you infinitely. I'm going to be someone else's girl in the future, so you have to take care.

On the night of the 29th year, you drank a little wine, you hugged me and said, I hope we can live here together in the future, I said you are drunk, I know you are not drunk, that small glass of wine is just to increase the excitement for you, I believe your words, but I am shy and can only say that you are drunk.

On the morning of the second day of the Lunar New Year, our two families had morning tea together, your family had relatives coming, you and your mother went back first, your father told us that you had dated a girl before, and they had dinner together at the Cupred Restaurant, and your parents thought she was short and had a bad face so that you broke up with her, and you really broke up. At that moment, I should have woken up a long time ago, what a damn person you are,

I know your mother, I know you hide from me, but I don't cry or make trouble, but I'm not happy, and I tell myself that I didn't ask him clearly, and I don't blame him.

On the evening of Valentine's Day the next day, I just came to my house downstairs to meet for 5 minutes and gave me a Lego puppy, in fact, I was lost, I wanted flowers, I wanted gifts, but I was happy to see you, nothing mattered, I didn't mention my ex-girlfriend's affairs, I didn't make trouble, as long as you were by my side. Now think about how humble I am, how wronged I am.

I believe that you are busy, and I think it is okay for you to be late in replying to the message, but in fact, there is no absolute busyness, only not wanting to reply.

I'm too insecure, but I'm afraid I'm too delicate and pretentious, I know you're fine, we can never see each other, it's good to reply to me occasionally on WeChat, but until one day, you will end the relationship unilaterally by losing contact.