I'm out of love (15)
I cut all our photos up before, but I still don't want to throw them away, and this morning I threw them in the trash with my own hands, and I know I miss you so much, and I can't get out of this haze.
I know we won't have a future, we won't have any more stories, it's useless for me to keep these, I used to put away all the things you gave me, and I didn't even want to throw away the wrapping paper, which was rolled up and put in the cabinet.
I know that in the future, when these things are stored in a certain amount, we will use cabinets to put them up, and in the future, our homes will not need those strange ornaments, but only these things that have witnessed the whole process of our acquaintance, love and love, and the cabinet can be empty forever, because we can slowly fill it with the remaining decades.
We don't use those vases, those calligraphy paintings, we just use the Lego toys that we love each other, the cups that show our love for each other, this thing is more precious than anything else, and now that we're done, I'm going to throw it all away, goodbye my boy, thank you for now.
I am very reluctant, but I will eventually know that you are a passerby, maybe I still haunt you now, and I will never forget you, but you are always a passerby, you are the person I love the most in my 26 years of life compared to my parents and brother.
In the past, we had been teasing each other about going to the foot bath shop, to try the foot bath shop on the street next door to my workplace, at that time I couldn't soak my feet because of my allergies, and today I met the employees wearing the work clothes of the foot bath shop, and I remembered that we still have a lot of unfinished business, but now I have to do it alone.
I used to think that if I had laser correction surgery, you would accompany me, and you would accompany me for future follow-up visits, but you were not there on the day of the operation, and I went to every follow-up visit by myself in the future, and it turned out that the most reliable thing was myself.
There is a store called the first phase near the hospital, the store has a good reputation, I have always wanted to say, if you accompany me to the follow-up visit, I will invite you to eat that store, we eat together, go to check in together, but we don't have this opportunity, when I had a follow-up visit before, I didn't want to eat alone, because I wanted to wait to taste with you, but now there are some roads, I have to walk alone, I go to punch in alone, I want to get used to being lonely, I come from loneliness, 26 years, I used to be able to eat alone, Spend the weekend alone, but then I met you, I got used to relying on you, I got used to leaving the weekend to you, I knew you would definitely be by my side, but then I knew that I had to get used to living alone, I came from loneliness, so let's go back to loneliness.