Chapter 32: Self-Doubt
He looked down at the mud and blood stains on his body, and then looked up at Xue Xi, who was standing against the light with a pure temperament, and what came to his mind was the words "the difference between cloud and mud".
He really didn't deserve her.
He forced himself to lower his eyes from her, and slowly retreated back into the shadows.
Xue Xi's eyes were blurry, and he couldn't see Mo Yihan's dodge at all.
She slowed down for a while, and after regaining consciousness in her hands and feet, she quickly wiped away her tears and walked towards the alley.
When she waited in front of him and saw that he was fine, the fear and anger in her heart exploded together.
"Why do you always take such a pity on yourself? If something happens to you......"
Mo Yihan interrupted her indifferently: "It has nothing to do with you. ”
Let her despair of him completely. He thought to himself.
"I'm like this, I'm in constant trouble, I'll live in these bad things forever, if you can't get used to it, just get out of the way as soon as possible, there's no need to force it." He continued.
Xue Xi was stunned, his heart was as uncomfortable as a pinprick, and his wide open eyes were full of confusion.
She hadn't seen the cold and hard Mo Yihan for her for a long time.
Why did he start writing rejection all over his body again?
"What's wrong with you......"
Tears gathered in his eyes again, and Xue Xi bit the inside of his lip, holding back not to let the tears flow down immediately.
"Mo Yihan, are you, the wound is too painful, so you are so fierce to me." She asked in a nasal voice, habitually trying to tug at his sleeve.
Mo Yihan immediately waved her hand away, and the eyes raised were gloomy and cold, "Don't come here!" ”
He left after he finished speaking, and did not dare to stay longer for a moment.
Her tears were about to choke him.
He felt like he really deserved to die.
Xue Xi wanted to follow, but he didn't dare, so he could only look at his back sadly and call his name.
And what she got was the words "shut up and get out" that he didn't look back.
Soon only Xue Xi was left in the alley.
She slowly squatted down with her arms crossed, looking at the blood stains on the ground, and couldn't stop crying.
She thought that Mo Yihan had already embarked on a smoother path because of her, and thought that the two of them would get better and better.
But all of a sudden, everything was back to square one.
He wouldn't even let her talk to him.
What should she do, can she really succeed in changing Mo Yihan and moving towards a better ending with him?
For the first time since she was reborn, she doubted herself.
And what she didn't know was that Mo Yihan didn't go far, he kept guarding her in the dark until she arrived home safely.
There was a second class on Monday morning, and Xue Xi was unusually late.
And after entering the classroom, he didn't go to the back row, but found a random seat in the front and sat down, and began to be in a daze.
Thinking of Mo Yihan, sadness gradually appeared in her eyes.
But sadness is only a small part of the surface.
Facing someone who could risk her life to save her, just being sad doesn't hold her back.
She was more at a loss in her heart.
She didn't know if what she had been doing was right.
She was afraid that it would backfire.
The classmates saw Xue Xi's abnormality in their eyes, and many of them turned their heads to look at Mo Yihan with injuries on his face.
After class, everyone got together and gossiped.
There was no class in the afternoon, so Xue Xi went to the study room.
Although he didn't think about how to face Mo Yihan, when he entered the door and found that he was not there, Xue Xi was still lost for a long time.
Just a few days later, Su Manman couldn't help it.
Xue Xi and Mo Yihan no longer go in and out together, and she can't follow the make-up class together.
Although Mo Yihan has little patience with her, his learning ideas and methods are extremely efficient.