Chapter 0216: You're Coming After Me
Liu Yiqian's mood is not as heavy as Xu Hengzhou.
Since the second half of today's interview, her whole state has been very quiet, so quiet that she can't even understand herself.
It stands to reason that when she heard Xu Hengzhou say that, she should be angry.
But she didn't seem to be that angry.
On the contrary, I have a kind of realization of "I see", and then I feel a little bored and boring in an instant.
So it's not about being angry or not.
Liu Yiqian sighed slightly, she didn't know what she was sighing, she gently snuggled her shoulders, and went to the closet to find out her pajamas, planning to take a hot bath to warm herself up.
As soon as I took out my clothes, I heard a knock on the door......
Xu Hengzhou and Liu Yiqian went away from each other, and the moment they heard the sound of the door closing, they couldn't help but have a sense of heart.
It was as if something had been lost in an instant.
This feeling made him realize once again how important Liu Yiqian was to him.
At the same time, he also felt that this was an early warning, as if at the moment when the door closed, a high wall was also erected between the hearts of him and Liu Yiqian.
If this gap is not properly addressed and bridged, they will inevitably drift apart.
Xu Hengzhou took another deep breath, then opened and closed his eyes, his eyes were much firmer.
Putting aside those unwarranted worries and chaotic emotions, the rational thoughts in his mind are clearer, and he can't lose Liu Yiqian.
Because Liu Yiqian is his anchor in this world.
Although he subsequently had more connections with many characters in this world, Xu Hengzhou knew very well how important Liu Yiqian was to him.
When he was distracted and restless, it was Liu Yiqian who pulled him and gave him warm strength, so that he could explore the world with peace of mind.
If he loses Liu Yiqian, he will definitely return to that "wandering spirit" state again.
And he could hardly have had the good fortune to find the next anchor.
In fact, this kind of intellectual trade-off is very selfish, but Xu Hengzhou accepts it well.
He has always been a bit selfish in his bones, thinking that his parents divorced at the beginning, he actually asked him if he wanted to go with a certain party.
But he refused.
Because he wants to make his parents feel guilty, and he wants to get the overflowing fatherly and maternal love that his parents give him because of guilt.
So even though he knew that his parents would be particularly distressed by choosing to live alone, he did it anyway.
Another example is to prepare a lot of snacks, games, and comic books at home, and then share them with ease, so that you can make a lot of friends......
He is always exchanging his reason for feelings.
It used to be family and friendship.
Now it's love.
Xu Hengzhou felt that he was still too emotional before, and he couldn't understand why he was with Liu Yiqian, he felt happy, and he felt that he wanted to be close to her warmth, so they were together.
So some of it is too wanton.
He never seemed to have thought that Liu Yiqian would leave him, so he didn't use his reason to think about what he should do to replace this love.
At this moment, he suddenly realized that because Liu Yiqian was so good, the kind of love that was almost unasked made his mind a little unclear.
Let him forget that some things, as long as they do not act, are squandering, and they will be lost one day.
Xu Hengzhou breathed a sigh of relief gently, turned around and opened the door, walked to the opposite side, and knocked on Liu Yiqian's door.
"Sissi, do you have time? Let's talk."
Liu Yiqian didn't open the door and didn't make a sound.
Xu Hengzhou didn't knock on the door again, just waited quietly at the door.
After a few minutes, when the door was opened, Liu Yiqian saw that Xu Hengzhou was still standing at the door, and her expression showed a moment of surprise, but she quickly regained her composure, pushed open the door and turned sideways: "Come in and say."
Xu Hengzhou nodded, walked in, moved a chair from the dresser, moved to the end of the bed, Liu Yiqian tacitly walked to the bed, sat down, and then raised her eyes and looked at Xu Hengzhou quietly.
Now that reason is online, Xu Hengzhou has no intention of breaking with Liu Yiqian about logical matters.
He looked at Liu Yiqian with a serious expression, and said what he felt at that moment in the interview before: "I'm afraid of losing you."
Liu Yiqian originally thought that Xu Hengzhou might explain why she said such a thing as she had done countless times before, and then ask her why she was angry.
She had already figured out what her reaction would be if Xu Hengzhou said so.
As a result, Xu Hengzhou suddenly said this, and Liu Yiqian felt that the edges and corners of her body softened instantly.
Her voice softened a lot, and she said softly, "But you know I'm not going to leave you."
Then asked Xu Hengzhou: "Since you don't want me to leave you, then why don't you bind me to me, but push me away?"
This is asking in today's interview, she said so clearly that if Xu Hengzhou proposed, she would agree.
As a result, Xu Hengzhou didn't pick up the stubble at all, and bypassed the matter with inexplicable words, and it can even be said that he kicked the ball back to her.
made her very passive, and there was a feeling as if this relationship had always been a one-sided compromise for her, begging Xu Hengzhou to be with her.
So she hadn't thought to ask that question in the first place.
I always felt that when this question was asked, she would be humbled in an instant.
But Xu Hengzhou's opening made Liu Yiqian's heart settle down instantly.
It's not that she immediately believed what Xu Hengzhou said.
It's just that she suddenly became interested, wanting to hear whether Xu Hengzhou was quibbling or telling her sincere psychological activities.
"I'm not trying to push you away."
Although Xu Hengzhou was emotionally entangled in the interview today, he really didn't mean to push Liu Yiqian away.
He didn't know if he would be with Liu Yiqian forever in the future, and he was really afraid of losing.
He suddenly asked Liu Yiqian, "Do you remember the question we discussed last time?"
"What?"
"The topic of whether love will evolve into affection."
Liu Yiqian remembered, and she can recall it at the moment, Xu Hengzhou's answer to this question at that time was obviously not consistent with herself, but she didn't say much about her thoughts later.
She asked Xu Hengzhou, "You want to say now, you had your own thoughts at that time, but because of my reasons, you didn't say it, and this idea is also the main reason why you pushed me away?"
Xu Hengzhou shook his head and nodded again: "I remember you said that if there is no love, you may end this marriage?"
Liu Yiqian was blessed to the heart, and immediately understood what Xu Hengzhou was going to say:
"You mean you pushed me away because you thought I would have no love in our marriage in the future, and then leave you, and then end this marriage, and you didn't want to start because you were afraid of losing?"
Xu Hengzhou sighed: "These were my truest thoughts at that time."
He leaned back in his chair before continuing, "Although I don't want to say it, I do have some inferiority complex in my relationship with you, and I feel that if the love between the two of us is gone, it seems that there is nothing else that can leave you.
So I want to be a little more certain.
But in fact, I know that the current state is the best state of love between us.
It is difficult to say with certainty what will happen in the future, and it is ridiculous to use uncertain things in the future to restrict the development of the present......
Liu Yiqian was immersed in what Xu Hengzhou said, wanting to sort out Xu Hengzhou's feelings and logic, but she always felt that there was some chaos, and she was entangled with Xu Hengzhou when Xu Hengzhou said this.
But after hearing such a whole paragraph, she actually had some acceptance of Xu Hengzhou's thoughts, and felt that Xu Hengzhou thought so, which was understandable.
But Liu Yiqian didn't know what Xu Hengzhou wanted, what did she have to do to make Xu Hengzhou believe in herself?
Liu Yiqian threw this question to Xu Hengzhou: "This problem does exist, so how to solve it? What do you need me to do?"
Xu Hengzhou heard Liu Yiqian ask, and he was silent for a moment and suddenly laughed.
"Huh?" Liu Yiqian was a little puzzled.
Xu Hengzhou covered his forehead, raised his head, and looked directly at Liu Yiqian: "I want to ask you a question that a woman in the world likes to ask very much."
"Huh?" Liu Yiqian was very confused.
Xu Hengzhou asked faintly, "Will you love me forever?"
"......" Liu Yiqian was a little speechless in an instant.
When she hadn't been in love before, when she met a little sister around her in the crew, she often heard them ask her boyfriend this question.
When she and Xu Hengzhou started to fall in love, she also thought about whether she would ask Xu Hengzhou this question?
But except for the initial period, Xu Hengzhou gave her a sense of security that was so strong that she didn't have the opportunity to ask this sentence at all.
It's just that she didn't ask this question, she never thought that she would hear this question from Xu Hengzhou's mouth.
Liu Yiqian was silent for a long time before her face was expressionless, and her tone replied almost without a trace of ups and downs:
"Well, I will love you forever, for 10,000 years."
Xu Hengzhou sighed with a smile: "It's really perfunctory."
Liu Yiqian didn't know why, and especially hoped that she had a feather duster at hand......
She cheered up, although Xu Hengzhou's question did not have any reason or position, but after such an exchange with Xu Hengzhou, she could be regarded as knowing the core of the problem.
It's nothing more than that in this relationship, Xu Hengzhou gave her enough security, but she didn't notice that she didn't give Xu Hengzhou enough security!
Liu Yiqian gritted her teeth, always feeling that this matter was a little ridiculous.
But no matter how stupid and outrageous this crux is here, since the problem has been exposed, it is just a matter of solving it.
There are actually many solutions, but in Liu Yiqian's mind at the moment, a somewhat magical, but particularly hateful solution emerged.
She slapped the bed hard, slamming it.
Xu Hengzhou looked at the corners of his eyes jumping slightly, and always felt that the little slap was slapped on his face, and he couldn't help but lean back.
Liu Yiqian glared at Xu Hengzhou: "I'm dusting, what are you hiding?"
「…… You're so fierce." Xu Hengzhou is extremely innocent.
Liu Yiqian didn't know why, she was angry when she saw Xu Hengzhou's innocent expression, she always felt that she had been cheated and fooled by Xu Hengzhou, but she didn't know what the problem was.
She took a deep breath, puffed out her cheeks, and said indignantly:
"Let me tell you, I'm a girl who has only been in love for a long time, and I know that security is not something that is given by the other party in a relationship.
Of course, the other party also has to give a little, but the other party will give you and take it, don't be suspicious anymore, you have to know how to trust, you know?
And more security is to be given to yourself by yourself!
Of course, I know now, and you don't know about it, so I'll teach you well."
Xu Hengzhou felt Liu Yiqian's anger, and he was very obedient: "Okay, you say, I'll listen."
Liu Yiqian was even more angry, she spoke slowly, but she spoke loudly: "Now you have two choices, the first is that we calm down for a while, and then the two of us decide whether to be together or not."
When Xu Hengzhou heard Liu Yiqian say this, he immediately expressed his attitude: "I don't choose the first one."
"Yes." Liu Yiqian nodded: "Then you choose the second one, the second choice is for us to calm down for a while, and then I will give you a chance to pursue me again during this time, and then it will be up to me to decide whether the two of us want to continue to be together."
"......" Xu Hengzhou smiled bitterly, "Can I choose the third one?"
Liu Yiqian: "It's okay, then let's skip the cooling-off period directly, and reconsider our relationship now to see if we want to continue to be together."
Xu Hengzhou nodded: "Okay, I'll choose the third one, I've already thought about it, and we'll continue to be together."
"I'm sorry, my considerations are not quite the same as yours."
"......" Xu Hengzhou smiled, "I'll choose the second one."
Liu Yiqian hugged her chest and got up, and raised her chin to the door: "Very good, it's such a happy decision, you go, I'm going to sleep."
Xu Hengzhou wanted to struggle a little more, and when he opened his mouth to say something, he heard Liu Yiqian say leisurely:
"The first thing I hate is the suitor's behavior, taking what I say as a deaf ear, and even if I hear it, I don't remember it at all, for example, I said I was going to sleep, but it turned out to be buzzing and buzzing with me here, and I didn't like it very much."
"Okay." Xu Hengzhou immediately said good night, then turned around and went out to bring the door, and before leaving, he still asked a little unwillingly: "Then do you have any favorite suitor behavior, the leader will give me some mention."
"Your leader wants to eat Yangzhou fried rice tomorrow morning!"
Xu Hengzhou paused, and then asked, "May I ask the leader, do you want to eat the suitor's made, or eat takeout?"
"One suitor's made, one takeaway!"
Liu Yiqian snorted coldly in the room, adults want both, one for watching and one for eating!
After thinking about it hatefully, she lay down on the bed.
The thoughts in my head diverged.
Didn't Xu Hengzhou want a sense of security? Don't you feel like you're going to leave him one day because love is gone?
Then she let this love disappear on the spot, and then let Xu Hengzhou chase her again, and this time is not enough, she has to chase many times!
Isn't this sense of security coming?
After all, I will fall in love with him again and again because of Xu Hengzhou's pursuit!
Last time, she saw a theory on the Internet, saying that love is not a long-term liking, but a countless liking of the same person.
This theory is here, and it is just right to use Xu Hengzhou to practice it!
Hum!
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