Chapter 213: Concerns
On the way back, Su Bai wanted to speak a few times, but looking at Shen Sizhi's cold expression, he swallowed back what he wanted to say.
The car drove smoothly on the expressway, Shen Sizhi looked at the street lights that kept receding, trying to ignore the sight of the people around him as much as possible, and focus all his attention on the road conditions in front of him.
However, the posture of the person next to him who wanted to speak and stopped was too obvious, so that Shen Sizhi couldn't ignore it no matter what.
Shen Sizhi only felt that this short half-hour journey seemed to be a long time, as if half a century had passed.
Finally, Shen Sizhi felt that he couldn't hold on anymore, he parked the car in the alley outside the research institute, turned off the engine and pulled the handbrake, and then turned his head to look at Su Baiwei.
"You have something to tell me." Shen Sizhi stretched out his hand and pushed the car door, "Let's go, it's still early, let's go back after a walk." ”
Su Bai glanced at Shen Sizhi, who had already stepped out of the car with one leg, and after a while, he finally pulled the seat belt and followed.
The two of them walked slowly along the noisy road, and walked in silence for more than ten minutes, and finally Shen Sizhi was the first to speak.
"I know what you're trying to say, and I apologize to you for my cousin's behavior today." Shen Sizhi was half a step ahead of Su Baiwei, and when he said this, Su Baiwei could only see his neat side face, but he couldn't see his expression clearly.
"I don't think there's anything to say about my feelings for you." Shen Sizhi's expression was calm, "Bai Wei, I must admit that I admire you very much, you are the most special woman I have ever seen. ”
He said, but didn't look back: "Of course, it is also possible that I have been staying in the laboratory, and most of the women I can contact are old pedants. ”
"You don't have to feel burdened by this," Shen Sizhi finally stopped and turned his head, his expression as calm as ever. "Cousin, I'll naturally explain it, and you don't have to think that you choose to avoid me because I like it."
"Bai Wei, I appreciate you, I like you as my own choice, I don't want my feelings to be an obstacle to your holdbacks." Shen Sizhi looked directly at the woman in front of him with a slightly stunned expression, and his ears were slightly hot.
Yes, it was the first time in his life that he had made such a direct confession, and it was also a very wonderful experience for him, who was already in his thirties.
Similarly, this is the first time that Su Baiwei has heard Shen Sizhi say to himself so solemnly, although he knows that he has no other feelings for the person in front of him, but his heart still skips a beat uncontrollably.
"Professor Shen......" Su Bai opened his mouth slightly, wanting to say something.
"Bai Wei," Shen Sizhi raised his hand to stop her, "I know your choice, and I also know where your feelings belong, I really don't want to be an obstacle to your feelings, and I don't want my appreciation and liking to shake your future plans." ”
Su Bai was slightly silent, because she knew very well that she had indeed hesitated.
Although Su Baiwei has been cheering herself up, telling herself that Charité is her dream all along, and she should not give up moving forward because of these unimportant things.
However, Su Baiwei never faced Shen Sizhi calmly, and she even shamefully felt that she was using Shen Sizhi and using him to fulfill her dreams.
Therefore, she made herself busy, let herself go out early and return late, and let herself soak in the laboratory all day long to avoid meeting Shen Sizhi as much as possible.
Also, she wants to be admitted to Charité completely on her own.
Su Bai lowered his eyes slightly, not daring to look directly at the person in front of him at all. Shen Sizhi's eyes were too sharp, as if all his thoughts could be seen through by him.
"There is something I have to apologize to you," Shen Sizhi looked at the silent woman in front of him, his heart became more and more turbulent, he couldn't tell whether it was anger or unwillingness, "You forgot to turn off your computer a few days ago, and I saw your search history." ”
"So, do you mean to refuse to be my student when you look up the contact information of other professors in Charité?"
Su Bai raised her head slightly, she subconsciously wanted to deny it, but when she saw Shen Sizhi's eyes with hidden anger, she bit her lip and nodded slowly.
"Yes," Su Baiwei's fingers clenched slightly, "I can't accept that I am dangling around you like this as if nothing happened, this feeling makes me feel very ......"
"Scheming. Moreover, Su Baiwei seemed to want to say something, but was interrupted by Shen Siyi's sneer.
When Shen Sizhi heard this, the anger in his heart became more and more vigorous.
He sneered and shook his head slowly: "Su Baiwei, when did you become such a hypocritical person, when did you meet with Shi Shi, did you change your brain to paste?" ”
"I ......"
"I repeat, I very much don't want you to be so hasty with your own future." Shen Sizhi's face became more and more gloomy, "Only I know your thoughts and research direction best, you must admit that only I am the best choice for you in Charité." ”
Su Bai pursed his lips slightly and stopped talking.
She knew that what Shen Sizhi said was right, he was a rare immunology expert in Charité, and his research direction was indeed completely consistent.
"Alright." Shen Sizhi looked at the woman in front of him who couldn't say a word, and the exuberant anger that burned just now also dissipated little by little. He involuntarily raised his hand and gently fell to the top of the woman's soft hair: "We ......"
"How are you doing?"