153. You've changed
Winters in Heijo are always gloomy, especially this year. It was already past the afternoon, and the sky was as dark as six or seven o'clock in the morning, if Xu Jiangtian hadn't turned on the lights, he could hardly find the small figure nestled by the window.
He gently lifted the curtain. Liu Xuanxuan looked up at him.
These days, she seems to have lost a lot of weight, with a pointed chin and reddish eyes.
"You're back." The tone is no longer as joyful and dependent as it once was.
Xu Jiangtian tried his best to restrain himself, not letting his true emotions reveal the slightest: "Hmm." He no longer crouched down, but walked away and sat down on the edge of the bed, stroking the silky silk bedding, and asked her in a flat voice, "What are you going to do?" ”
"Dr. Han said that a second transplant can be done......
"No need." Xu Jiangtian intercepted her words, "I have inquired, for Sisi, the success rate of the second transplant is very small, and the operation only increases his danger and pain." ”
"Xu Jiangtian, how can you say such a thing?" Liu Xuanxuan's tears that she had endured for a long time finally fell, "Fourth, he can still be saved now, Dr. Han said, the success rate of the second operation is still twenty or thirty percent, I ...... I'm going to give it a try! ”
"I said no!" Xu Jiangtian roared, "I have consulted experts at home and abroad, and combined with the condition before April Fourth, the experts unanimously agreed...... He can spend the rest of his time comfortably at home. ”
"So...... Are you letting, letting Sisi, wait for death......" Her voice trembled and shattered, and she could barely say the complete words, just staring at Xu Jiangtian with a pair of red eyes.
He didn't dare to look into her disappointed and painful eyes, he was afraid that when he looked at it, the emotions he was trying to restrain would collapse, so he could only say in a hard voice: "I just state the facts, listen or not, you decide for yourself." After all, he's your family. ”
Your family.
In Liu Xuanxuan's already chaotic mind, these four words went back and forth, gradually becoming clearer and clearer.
Your family, by implication, has nothing to do with me.
He is saying that your Liu Xuanxuan's family has nothing to do with me, Xu Jiangtian.
Xu Jiangtian suppressed the dull pain in his heart and looked down at her.
Liu Xuanxuan's head was half-tilted, and her pale lips were slightly open, looking at him with a complicated gaze.
That kind of look, as if he had never seen him like this, was surprised, incredulous, and more sad and disappointed.
"Get up first, it's cold on the ground." He held out his hand to her.
Liu Xuanxuan subconsciously dodged, dodging the hand he was about to touch him.
Xu Jiangtian looked at his fingertips in a daze.
He could even feel the warmth on her, but the meager warmth finally died in the air.
"You go." She turned her curled body in another direction and turned her back to him with her hardest back, a completely defensive gesture, "I don't want you here, you go...... Walk! ”
With a crying cry, the room was eerily quiet for a long time. The echo struck him over and over again.
Xu Jiangtian propped himself up on the bed and stood up slowly.
He couldn't say a word and walked out silently.
As he descended the stairs, he suddenly felt a little tired. The hands are shaky and the legs are weak.
He didn't know why he was like this, he just felt that his heart was in his chest, beating rapidly, but he was weak.
Xu Jiangtian stood alone on the stairs for a while.
Ah Cheng wanted to help him, but he stopped him.
This path was chosen by himself, and he gritted his teeth to walk down.
Xu Jiangtian didn't stay at home for long, but simply told Aunt Wang to take care of Liu Xuanxuan and left.
He said that Sisi's surgery had almost no chance of success, which made Liu Xuanxuan unacceptable at all. She took the results of the examination of Sisi and hung the number of several hematology experts on the Internet in a row.
"Hello Director Wang, I would like to consult you about my brother's ......"
"Hello Director Liu, this is my brother's medical record, I want you to take a look......
"Hello Master Ma, this is my brother's medical record, do you think we can work in the follow-up in terms of treatment?"
She tirelessly uploaded Sisi's medical records over and over again, and communicated with the doctor by voice and phone again and again, expecting to get even a little bit of good news.
Even if there is only one doctor, as long as one doctor tells her that the child can still be saved, she is willing to try again!
The answers are uniform.
"Taking into account the patient's age, course of illness, physical fitness and other factors, I suggest that the family let the child go home and spend a few more days with him."
"It is unlikely that the operation will be successful, and the family should face it correctly and stop over-treating."
"The child is so young, it is better to recommend conservative treatment, so that the patient can spend the last journey of life with dignity."
Liu Xuanxuan looked blankly at the expert replies on her phone.
No...... No one was willing to give her even the last bit of hope.
The phone slipped from her hand, and her heart ached like a knife, she clutched her chest, barely able to breathe, until a burst of retching, before she threw herself on the carpet and cried loudly.