188. I want to be free
With a long stretch of coastline at the entrance of the Blue Sea Tower, Xu Jiangtian's suite occupies a large private beach.
It was at low tide in the morning, and he carried a plastic bucket to the beach to touch the shells.
When he was a child, his grandfather took him and Sheng Rui to the beach, Sheng Rui liked to let herself touch the shells for her, the colorful shells were held in her hands, and the little girl always couldn't stop laughing.
He also wanted Liu Xuanxuan to smile at himself again.
Liu Xuanxuan looked at his back in a daze.
Xu Jiangtian has changed.
He had always been reserved, rarely had any violent emotional ups and downs, and even when he was angry, he was only cold. But this time, in just a few days, she had seen Xu Jiangtian's angry appearance several times.
She didn't know how else she could open her mouth to Xu Jiangtian.
Xu Jiangtian came back with a bucket of shells and saw Liu Xuantuan sitting on the beach, a finger poking into the wet sand and drawing circles back and forth.
"Isn't it cool to sit like this?" He sat cross-legged beside her, patted his leg, and motioned for her to sit up, "Don't cry if your stomach hurts for a while." ”
Liu Xuanxuan struggled and was reluctant to pass, but he was taken into his arms.
She nestled all over him, bowed her head, and did not speak.
Xu Jiangtian showed his abundant harvest to Liu Xuanxuan as if offering a treasure: "Look! He took out an orange shell, "Is it pretty?" ”
Liu Xuanxuan nodded: "It's good-looking." ”
"Look at this purple one, and this little flower snail......
"Xu Jiangtian."
"Huh?" The man's starry eyes looked at her.
Instead of smiling at him, she lowered her head.
"I ...... I don't really want that. ”
"Which one?"
"I don't want to have this relationship with you." Liu Xuanxuan bit her lip, "We have broken up, I have let go of the past, I want to be an innocent person, and I don't want to get involved in your life and marriage anymore." ”
Although her voice was soft, it was like a thunderbolt, exploding into Xu Jiangtian's heart.
It was as if his heart had been blasted out of a hole in blood, gurgling out, and the tumbling pain made him gasp.
Laid down......
What do you mean?
He rubbed the shell in the palm of his hand blankly.
"Xu Jiangtian, let me go."
"No!" He hugged the person in his arms tighter and tighter, "No! ”
"But Xu Jiangtian, if you cover the sky with one hand again, you can't control a person's life and death, right?" Liu Xuanxuan's eyes were extremely firm and resolute.
Xu Jiangtian suddenly let go of her as if he was burned by her burning eyes.
She threatened herself.
"Why?" The man secretly clenched his fists.
"Xu Jiangtian, I don't know if you feel it, I'm doing well now." Liu Xuanxuan stood up from his arms, "I have a normal job and social interaction, and I live a life of security and fulfillment, and I don't want to go back to you to bear the scorn and bullying that I shouldn't have to bear." We've been people of two worlds since the beginning, so let's go back to our respective lives, okay? ”
"No, not good." He urgently grabbed one of her hands and confided in her uncontrollably, "Ayasu, I know that in the past, because of me, you suffered a lot of grievances, it was my fault, it was I who didn't protect you. But I can now, you go back to Pingcheng, I will divorce the housekeeper, I will let An Hui leave, I will let you be well, and give you everything you want...... Ayasu, I just want you to come back. ”
"But it's all your unilateral giving! I don't want everything you give me now, what I want is freedom, the right to live freely without you! ”
He trembled, stared at her for a long time, and whispered stiffly, "Three months." Be by my side for three months, and I set you free. ”
"Xu ......"
The man whispered softly in her ear, his voice low and full of danger: "Ayasu, don't refuse me. ”