412. Sit here
"Ayasu." When Xu Jiangtian came back, he found that the door of his room was open, and guessed that Liu Xuanxuan had entered. Afraid of startling her, he stood at the door of the room and knocked twice.
Liu Xuanxuan heard the door knock and hurriedly threw the aluminum-plastic panel in her hand back into the bedside table.
"What are you looking for?" The man looked down at her.
"Find painkillers."
"Where do you hurt?" Xu Jiangtian looked at the person in front of him nervously, and stretched out his hands to help her up, "Does it matter?" ”
Liu Xuanxuan didn't take his hand, and stood up by herself on the edge of the bed: "Headache." ”
Xu Jiangtian laughed: "Do you still drink so much wine after that?" The walkie-talkie pressed, "Aunt Wang, send some honey water." ”
"No, I just want to sleep for a while, but I can't sleep with a headache. By the way, what kind of medicine did Dai Jue give you before? I see you've slept well after eating, so borrow me two tablets? ”
Xu Jiangtian looked at her helplessly and shook his head: "If you want to know, you can ask me directly, Xuanxuan, don't test me." He pulled open the drawer of the bedside table and pulled out a few plates of medicine from it.
"The medicine is here, you can look at it casually. But I can't give it to you, it's a controlled drug, and I'm afraid you will have serious adverse reactions if you take it. ”
Liu Xuanxuan sat down on the ground.
"Why? Is it because ......" is it because I broke up with her?
The man fiddled with the plates of pills casually, and the aluminum-plastic panel made a crisp sound, splitting the man's voice: "Breaking up is only a small part of it, and it may be more because of ...... It's a child's business. ”
He sat on the edge of the bed and patted the position next to him: "We haven't had a good conversation for a long time, sit down and talk?" ”
This time, Liu Xuanxuan rarely refused.
They are no longer a couple, but the children who used to be together still tie up the emotions of the two from time to time. This delicate feeling, even if you want to separate, I am afraid that you can't be separated.
She sat down beside Xu Jiangtian. Xu Jiangtian was afraid that she would catch a cold, so he surrounded her tightly with a quilt, and then the two sat facing each other.
"After you left, it was really hard for me to accept the reality. I've always wanted to say I'm sorry to you. He lowered his head, "I'm sorry, it's my persistence that ruined your family and your life." ”
Liu Xuanxuan didn't say a word.
Xu Jiang Tianjing said to himself: "Probably this is the so-called 'providence to make people'. Do you hate me? ”
"Hate." Liu Xuanxuan's tone was firm, "But I thought about it afterwards, and you weren't wrong." Although the death of my parents is related to you, it is not your hand, they have become victims of your family struggle for no reason, but you want to understand the death of your parents because they are revenge...... As the Son of Man, if I were you, I would do the same. ”
She paused for a moment, then pulled the quilt up again.
"If you have to say that you are at fault in this matter, you probably shouldn't have hidden the truth from me."
Xu Jiangtian listened to her words and smiled bitterly: "I have no intention of hiding it from you." At that time, you were pregnant and in poor health, I was afraid that you would not be able to bear such news suddenly, and I planned to wait for you to give birth safely and tell you after confinement. It's just that I didn't expect it...... It happened so suddenly. ”
Recalling the past, Xu Jiangtian's eyebrows gathered like mountain peaks, a cold cold light flashed in his abyss-like eyes, and there were thousands of indescribable pains in the faint tears.
Liu Xuanxuan nodded: "I can understand." So I want to blame you for this, but I can't blame you. ”
Xu Jiangtian was silent.
"But the child's business, Xu Jiangtian ......" The two lines of tears rolled down, and Liu Xuanxuan couldn't help but turn her head away and wiped the tears off her face with all her might.
"Don't talk about it." Xu Jiangtian tentatively touched her hand, "Juanxuan, since it's a sad matter, let's not mention it, okay?" ”
"Don't mention it? How could you let me not mention it? Tears became more and more turbulent, wetting her clothes, "This child she could have come to this world safely, but our parents did not protect her!" It's you, the father, who have been conniving at those who are trying to harm her, and I, the mother, have carelessly fallen for their calculations...... It's the fault of the two of us, what else can I do but blame you and myself! ”