442. You are willing
It was supposed to be the day of the New Year, but in order to watch the fireworks, the lights were always turned off in the house, and it didn't take long for Liu Xuanxuan to fall asleep in a daze.
When I woke up, it was early in the morning.
Xu Jiangtian hadn't slept yet, standing in the courtyard to answer the phone.
He didn't even put on a coat, he just stood in the cold wind. There was an anxious look in his eyebrows, and he quickly said something to the person on the other side of the phone.
Liu Xuanxuan knocked on the windowpane.
Xu Jiangtian heard the noise, turned his head to look at her, whispered a few more words, and hung up the phone in a hurry.
There was a knock on the door, and it was him who had entered the house.
But the curtain was not lifted for a long time.
"Xu Jiangtian?"
"Hmm." A low answer from outside the curtain.
"Why don't you come in?"
"It's cold."
Liu Xuanxuan was silent for a moment: "How long have you been like this?" ”
"What, for how long?"
"I said you have a sleep disorder, how long has it been this episode?"
"Nope. I also slept for a while, and I woke up when Ah Cheng called. ”
The door curtain was lifted with a "hula", and Liu Xuanxuan stood at the door. Her expression was not clear in the darkness, only a little water in her eyes was particularly conspicuous.
"You lied to me, and you lied to me!"
"Nope. I'm fine, don't think about it. ”
"But these days, you obviously sleep with me first, and then get up and go to the courtyard to blow the cold wind all night...... And rush back to the house before I wake up, and wait until my body is warm before pretending that I just came back from outside, right? ”
Xu Jiangtian was silent.
"You pretend to be like this every day, are you tired of living?"
Liu Xuanxuan's tone didn't know whether it was sarcasm or questioning, which made Xu Jiangtian's heart suddenly mourn.
"You know, why are you still asking me?" His voice cooled, and he walked around her very calmly, and lifted the curtain and entered the house.
"I just want to know how sick you are."
"Does it matter?"
In the dark, Xu Jiangtian turned his head and stared at Liu Xuan's side face.
She bit her lip and refused to answer.
"Say I'm pretending, you're not the same? If you don't care about me, why do you keep asking about my condition? If you still care about me, why do you stubbornly refuse to admit your feelings? Liu Xuanxuan, you ask me if I am tired, and are you tired yourself? ”
He lit a cigarette, and the smell of nicotine filled the dark air, choking tears from the ground.
"These are two different things, Xu Jiangtian, don't confuse them."
"Two different things? Tell me how they are two different things? The man moved his feet in the darkness and came towards her step by step, "You know how my illness came about, I love you, I miss you, I can't let go of you, what about you?" You ask yourself, if you are still worried about me, why did you risk your life to come down the mountain to find me, why did you stay awake with me all night, why did you behave so contradictory every time I kissed you? The joy that people express in lust can't be faked, Ayasu, if you really hate me, your body can't respond to me, you know. ”
"It's not! Xu Jiangtian, don't say it! Liu Xuanxuan turned her back in shame and annoyance, her breathing became short, "I'm ......"
Before he could say a word, the whole person had been carried up and fell on the kang.
The man's fiery breath rushed up, and the slightly cool lips brushed her lips, not intending to give her a chance to argue.
He never did that...... It's full of temptation.
Like the wind.
When blowing through the grass, is the grass bowing its head yielding or shy? When brushing over the branches, is the gentle swing of the branches and leaves evasive or harmonious? When you play with the surface of the water, are the ripples on the water waves wrinkled by the wind, or are they already rippling?
Liu Xuanxuan couldn't think of an answer.
The man grabbed her jaw and pulled her sweaty face back against her forehead, forcing her to look at him.
"You see, you're willing."
He laughed.