When only Yu Jie and Yi Yan were left, the air was not as relaxed and harmonious as when Yi Yan and Xiao Gao were together. Yiyan has always felt that Yu Jie is a little dissatisfied with herself, but she has never been able to figure out where the estrangement is. Now that the situation is tense, it is not the time to exchange opinions slowly, Yiyan got straight to the point and said to Yu Jie: "Now the three of us will fight side by side, if you have any opinions in the past, let's let them go first." At the moment of the great enemy, let's fight together in life and death until victory. Don't be careful, okay? ”

Yu Jie replied by hugging Yiyan's shoulder.

"Don't worry!" Yu Jie said after a while, "In the past two days, I have a lot of thoughts in my heart. But now is not the time to talk, I promise to follow your command and follow you. I participated in the revolution late, and I have many old ideas, don't dislike me, help me more! I also have to take the initiative to figure out some questions myself. ”

She was telling the truth. In the past two days, she has changed her mind on some things, and she still has reservations about others.

Most of these things are related to Yiyan.

Yu Jie and Yi Yan's opinions were aroused from the violin on Yi Yan's shoulder.

Yu Jie participated in the art troupe, and the art troupe held a welcome party. She was welcome to play the violin solo. There were only three violins in the group, so she was asked to choose one. According to the practice of the old art group, Yu Jie thought that this was actually a business exam for her, so she prepared very seriously. I tried all three pianos, and finally chose the one used by Yiyan.

Most of the comrades of the art troupe are children from rural areas, and none of them have received formal professional education. In contrast, Yu Jie is an expert. After she finished playing a tune, there was a round of applause, and everyone asked her to play another one again and again. As soon as the show entered the backstage after the show, Yiyan happily said to her: "It's so good, you make up a few battle tunes, and go down to the troops to pull them for the soldiers." The next day, the regiment headquarters took Yu Jie to take Yiyan's piano and said, "In the future, this piano will be handed over to you for safekeeping and use, and I hope you will make better results." ”

When Yu Jie heard this, she hesitated. She had heard that for several years, Zhou Yiyan had used a clay violin to practice bow fingering. The instrument was captured during the counter-offensive, and the whole regiment unanimously approved that it should be given to her to use as a reward for her spirit of hard study.

"No, the piano is used by the team leader!" Yu Jie said, "I can't accept it. ”

"It was brought up by your detachment leader. She asks to give the piano to you and let it play a bigger role. The regiment commander said, "As a member of the Communist Party, she has done the right thing, and we should praise her in the branch." ”

After Yu Jie put the piano down, her heart was still uneasy. In the field of art competition, it is also important for sisters to meet. In the old troupe, whoever wants to give in to you has to watch out for what the hell is behind it! Of course, this would not be the case in the revolutionary army, but she didn't believe that it was Zhou Yiyan's original intention. may be based on the performance effect, the regiment headquarters mobilized her to let the piano out. In order to save her face, she said that it was her own request. Who guarantees that Zhou Yiyan will not seek revenge in the future?

She returned to the class with the qin, and when she saw Yiyan, she smiled and said, "Captain, can you help me intercede?" ”

Yi Yan asked, "What's the matter?" ”

"You see, the head of the regiment has to give me this piano, how can I ask for it?"

"If the organization decides, you will obey!" After Yiyan finished speaking, he went to his own business. Originally, Yiyan was telling the truth, but the more Yu Jie thought about it, the more she felt that she was very cold to herself, and then she became vigilant against Yiyan.

The little high note is coming. Yu Jie found that Xiao Gao had an indescribable good impression of Yiyan, others said that she didn't listen, as soon as Yiyan opened his mouth, Xiao Gao obediently withdrew his troops. But this Xiao Gao, as long as he has a life meeting, he always has to give Yu Jie a few opinions, and even Yu Jie's love for cleanliness is said to be a young lady's style. Although Yiyan also criticized Xiao Gao for being one-sided, she suspected that Xiao Gao's antipathy for her was infected from Yiyan behind the scenes.

When discussing the role of "Blood and Tears", Xiao Xuan's mother has two candidates, one is Yu Jie and the other is Zhou Yiyan. In order to avoid colliding with Yiyan, Yu Jie repeatedly said that she was incompetent. But Yiyan took the lead in raising his hand, and finally chose her. Yu Jie was always worried that it would cause any unpleasantness, and sure enough, at the discussion meeting after the rehearsal, everyone was dissatisfied with the role she played: her feelings were false, her intellectual accent was not there, she didn't have the temperament of a peasant, and Xiaogao alone spoke for twenty minutes! Where is the opinion, it is simply to sneer at her in front of everyone, she has been an actor for several years, and it is the first time she has made such an ugly appearance. I declare that I can't act, so quit, right? He also criticized her for not being modest, and for being temperamental when she heard some opinions. Some people also say that she is not strong, and she does not even have the slightest determination to overcome difficulties. She took the trick and played it down. After more than a dozen performances, one day when she came on stage, she suddenly had a stomach problem, and she rolled on the ground in pain, and the head of the troupe decided to temporarily change the program, and suddenly Zhou Yiyan stood up and said: "Everything is ready, how can I change the program temporarily." Yu Jie can't play, I'll take her for it. "People asked her if she was sure? She said, "I'm finally able to get the job done!" People helped Yu Jie take off her clothes and put them on Yiyan, Yiyan put on makeup in front of her, and others were busy combing her hair in the back. As soon as the gongs and drums sounded, the show started just in time.

As soon as Yi Yan came on stage, there were people on both sides of the curtain who shouted in a low voice, and a piece of Henan Bangzi was sung, and the backstage was discussed. Some people say that the performance really looks like a rural woman, and some people say that singing like this is the taste of local opera...... The applause from the audience was like thunder.

Yu Jie didn't know when Yiyan made the preparations, it seemed that he had good intentions and had been planning for a long time. When she was in the small theater troupe in Shanghai, she saw this technique, and someone secretly prepared a role, seized the opportunity of the actor to take a leave of absence due to illness, replaced it, and became famous in one fell swoop. But she once asked Zhou Yiyan to act, but she refused! She did it specifically to embarrass herself! This is too much. She felt as if she was slapped twice by Zhou Yiyan in front of everyone. Even though she sat in the back of the stage in the shade, and no one could see her, her face burned hot, and her cheeks were moistened with tears.

Misfortune is self-inflicted, who let himself be sharp as soon as he walked into this group and took away Zhou Yiyan's violin? Yu Jie kept her distance from Yiyan with hostility and wanted to find an opportunity to leave the group. She regretted offending this opponent with revolutionary credentials.

She remembered all this with tears several times, but in the past two days of her life behind, Yiyan took care of her unexpectedly, and her sisters inevitably had a selfish heart when they encountered a life-and-death situation, but Yiyan didn't even have a selfish heart. This time the team was caused by himself, and because he had no experience in marching, he wore out his feet and slowed down everyone's process. If he hadn't been tired, the two of them would have been able to catch up with the troops. If it weren't for the two of her to help him, he wouldn't have known where he would have become. Are these past disputes worth mentioning?

The only thing I haven't figured out now is how can a person like Yiyan have two personalities that are incompatible with each other? In the past two days, I can see that my care is 100% sincere; The small actions before can be regarded as exhaustive! She remembered what the regiment commander often said, "It is not easy for intellectuals to transform their thinking," and blurted out: "What a difficulty! ”

Yi Yan saw that she was silent for a long time, and suddenly said such a sentence: "Hold on!" When you can't hold on anymore, you think, we are suffering for 40,000,000 people, and you have strength. This is the elixir I have tried many times, the world is unjust, very unjust! There are always those who benefit by exploiting and humiliating others; Others were exploited and humiliated until they died. This unreasonable energy has long been seen by some people, and how many plays are played in this way. But it was Marx who really came up with a way to change this situation, and it was the Communist Party that really did what he did. They want to change this unjust society and build it into a world where everyone is rich, everyone is happy, everyone has the right to speak, and everyone has the right to take charge. We can't ask for a part of this team to transform the world, to suffer and even sacrifice for such a great event! Don't you feel happy? ”