"Kiss me?" Shu Xin's words stopped Yushuangyan, she thought about it suspiciously, and finally shook her head and replied: "Not necessarily, the child is still quite clingy to his father." ”

"I don't think so." Shu Xin smiled mysteriously and began to enlighten Yushuangyan, "Anyway, it is impossible for the two of you in the future, that child must choose one, I know that you must be reluctant, then we must find a way to let the child choose to follow you!" ”

"......" Yushuangyan was silent, and after colliding with the comfortable and earnest gaze, she pulled the corners of her mouth and looked away.

"You haven't thought about it yet, have you?" Shu Xin shouted in surprise.

"Oh, you're quieter, I'm going to be deaf." Waiting for her helplessly, Yushuangyan explained: "Of course I thought about it, but ...... Let's not talk about the custody of the child, I am reluctant to give up his incomplete childhood in the first place. ”

"So you want to play a loving couple with Fu Liangchuan in his so-called childhood? That's not what you said today. Comfortably and coldly, she brought out her words today and asked, "What about the media?" Now that the media is pervasive, once the time is longer, what clues are discovered, what are you going to do? ”

"Comfort ......"

"Actually, I know I shouldn't have said that, but!" Her eyes suddenly turned red, and even her voice began to choke: "Qiu Lianyu has worried about so many things for you, can we let him ......"

She suddenly choked up to the point that she couldn't speak, and Yushuangyan put down her chopsticks. He looked at her for a moment, then finally sighed helplessly and reached out to take her into his arms.

"Good...... I promise you. ”

Like someone, she can really be humbled for him so much, she has experienced it, so she empathizes, so she can't say even a word of refusal.

"You're going to Laiguang?" For a long time, when Shu Xin's mood returned to stability, Yushuangyan asked softly.

"Hmm."

Shu Xin felt embarrassed, his hairy head was pressed against Yushuangyan's shoulder socket, covering his face and reluctant to get up.

"Lian Yu He ......"

Shu Xin knew what she wanted to ask, and replied slowly: "He kept drinking, and those so-called reporters, he drank half a glass of wine in one sip, and your male assistant kept persuading him in front of him, but he didn't listen to it at all." ”

Yushuangyan's eyes suddenly moistened, and hot tears overflowed from the tear glands, almost flowing down in front of the comfort.

"Frost Smoke, I'm telling you this, you don't think I'm selfish and unfair to you, do you?"

It's clear that they are friends with each other, but because of the so-called affection, everything has become complicated.

"No, it won't." Yushuangyan shook her head and said solemnly: "I hope the people I love are happy, I can understand your feelings." ”

"I'm sorry." However, Shu Xin still stubbornly wanted to apologize, "If one day, I mean if...... I may be angry that you want to return to Fu Liangchuan's side for various reasons, but I will try to understand. ”

"Why is there such an if?" Yushuangyan couldn't cry or laugh, pulled her out of her arms, and looked at her eyes seriously to defend herself: "When did I stop counting what I said?" ”

“…… I'm just scared. ”

"What are you afraid of, are you afraid that Qiu Lianyu will be sad?"

……

Shu Xin stopped talking, the silent attitude had already explained everything, and Yushuangyan suddenly felt very angry.

She once thought that she had suffered the most unforgettable wound in the world, so she would look at all emotional problems very lightly, whether it was blind, losing herself, or even willing to give up everything or even dignity for love, she could smile and give up what she thought was the solution.

But when this problem appeared in the people around her, she was still irrepressibly angry.

"Comfort, it's really unfair to me." She looked solemnly at her only best friend, her dark eyes had never been so serious and sad.

"I'm sorry ......"

Shu held his mouth and apologized, smiling as hard as he could to make himself look less sad.

"I have already had a showdown with Lian Yu, it is impossible for me and him, and he accepted it, both of us are constantly working hard to make us friends and indispensable relatives with no suspicions, but your words have all set our efforts."

Shu Xin looked at her with hazy tears in his eyes, and carefully tugged at her sleeve to apologize: "Are you angry?" I'm sorry...... I apologize to you. ”

"Don't you understand what I'm talking about?" Taking advantage of the silence to dispel her anger that she didn't know where to vent, she put out a soft voice and continued to ask,

Shu Xin shook his head aggrievedly, and then nodded in a trance, knowing that he didn't understand at all.

Yushuangyan took a deep breath, sat down again and took Shu Xin's hand, and guided: "Comfortable, be brave, even if the other party is Qiu Lianyu, you are amazing!" ”

When I first met Shu Xin, she was still a little girl who was not good at words, she was shy and slow to react, Yushuangyan had just transferred to Lin Cheng, and she was bullied by others on the first day.

The children in junior high school are the most noisy, and the gangs and factions are very different, Yushuangyan, who has just entered the school, looked at the girls who were pulled by a group of girls and accidentally fell to the ground, and wanted to step forward to help her, but the battle in front of her still made her discouraged when she first came to Lincheng.

Qiu Lianyu, who happened to be passing by, saw it, and at first he just felt that this group of people was in the way, and was about to walk by after saying "get out of the way", and then he saw the appearance of Yushuang Yan next to him who wanted to speak and stopped.

Everyone quieted down, Yushuang Yan looked at the time, stepped forward to pull up the comfort on the ground, and then quickly left the scene of the chaos.

After that, the two of them quickly became good friends, and Shu Xin liked to draw from then on, and the time spent drawing with pencils on weekdays was estimated to be longer than the time spent listening carefully in class.

Yushuangyan once asked her why she liked painting so much, and she replied that it was because she could express things that she couldn't express in words.

In this sentence, Yushuangyan still admits that Shu Xin now looks cheerful and bright, considerate and lively, but since she was a child, she has decided that she has never been the kind of person who is confident and dazzling.

Her own world, her own thoughts, was far more than she had shown, more exciting, or—more fragile.

And it was at that time that in the comfortable world, there were not only more Yushuangyan, but also more Qiu Lianyu.

Qiu Lianyu is the senior of the two terms of high school, and for the kind of private school with strict management, the possibility of meeting again, let alone further communication, is low.

However, for some reason, Qiu Lianyu began to appear in front of them frequently, or strictly speaking, next to Yushuangyan, and then, for more than ten years, he came over like this.

"Comfort, promise me, dare to pursue your own happiness, okay?" Yushuangyan looked at this girl who had worried her for many years, with big round eyes, a face with baby fat, a small and delicate nose and mouth, and the appearance of a typical oriental beauty, but her face was blocked by a pair of huge black-framed glasses that ruined the scenery, so that at a glance, it was not brilliant at all.

"I see." sniffing, comfortably nesting her hand tightly, the thick nasal voice made her voice soft and soft, very cute.

"Also, I've wanted to talk about you for a long time when you're dressed like this, whose girl doesn't care about herself like this?" took off her glasses, took a tissue to wipe the tears off her face, and then pushed her to the mirror, pointed to the shadow in the mirror, and began to count like a mother: "Do you stay up late every day?" Look at the pores on your face! And eye bags! ”

As an artist, you must always pay attention to your physical state, so that when she stares at Shu Xin carefully, she only feels that she needs to clean up all over her body.

"Isn't this the special nature of my work......" Shu Xin retorted in a low voice, as if Yushuangyan would hear it.

"What? Staying up late to catch up on the manuscript, right? That's not a reason why you don't care about yourself! Yushuangyan tied up her fluffy shoulder-length short hair, leaving a little messy hair on her sideburns, and tossed her bangs again, and found a clip for her to hold, and after picking it up for a long time, she nodded with satisfaction: "How beautiful is this!" ”

There is no flaw on her face, her small lips are not dotted and vermilion, and her slender willow eyebrows are not dyed and daisy, so she is a little beauty, and Yushuangyan feels that she is wasting her good genes.

“…… The point is that I can't see it. He stared at the mirror a few times in confusion, and looked back at her comfortably and aggrievedly.

"Do you wear contact lenses?"

“…… No. ”

"How much do you read now?"

“700……”

The renovation plan has a long way to go, and it took Yushuang a few seconds to realize the reality, she leaned against the wall, picked up her glasses from the table, put them back on the bridge of her nose, and asked, "Starting tomorrow, learn to wear contact lenses when you are outside, and show your kind eyes." ”

"Huh?" Shu Xin frowned, embarrassed: "I have worn it, but I can't poke it in...... After trying it once, I felt like my eyes were going blind! ”

"Nope."

“……”

Yushuangyan suddenly became so strong, which made Shu Xin a little unaccustomed, although she was still very resistant in her heart, but she still agreed?

She has always liked to hide in her safe zone, insulated from anything unfamiliar to her, and it is best not to touch it for the rest of her life.

But she knew in her heart that this was wrong, since she couldn't get out by herself, then let Yushuangyan forcibly pull her.

In fact, her heart is probably quiet, looking forward to a new self, longing for a braver self.

Yushuangyan stood behind Shu Xin, she obviously saw Shu Xin's hesitation, but after all the infirmity faded, what was left was a dazzling light, the kind of desire to become better that burst out from the inside out.

"Remember to wear contact lenses tomorrow!"

"Huh? I...... I'll try my best. ”